You are already dead

>>28403785
I no longer enjoy things.

Fun is for plebs

>>28403807

What did you do now ?

>>28403785
I like carefree whimsical shit and mysteries

Who am I? I dunno, when I was a kid (like 4 or 5) I thought I was an alien or a changeling because life was too boring I guess. So those have always been sort of central themes to my "unrealistic" but still symbolic identity.

>>28403785
Fucking edgy as fuck.

How's middle school going for you?

>>28403785

>vidya
>PMO
>imagination escapism

why even live after all these control your life

>implying it was "le idiot bawkz XDXD" that destroyed me
My personality and sense of self have been scrubbed off of the face of the planet, but much worse than atrophy was required.

Everything is dead. Creativity, drive, passion, interests. Totally empty and unfulfilled with nothing to fill the void with. Can't write, can't draw, no skills in anything... literally 0 redeeming qualities. Can't even give my worthless life to a company or person to work as a slave of sorts. I seem to have died but no one bothered to turn my body off.

Despite all, I'm not even upset. Just eternally disappointed in myself and trying to convince myself that "it's time". Wonder how many others were like this before they finally did the responsible thing