>someone touches me
>reflexively recoil
Why?
intimacy problems
you don't love yourself, anon
>>28401308
same here
especially when the person who touches me isn't family
You don't want to give anyone a bad time for touching your smelly greasy skin
Females have never touched me
>>28401354
Not op but is that really it?, because I do the same thing.
>be in highschool
>walking to desk
>girl sitting down turns her head quickly towards her friend
>feel something soft brush against my arm
>what the fuck was that
I think I touched a girl's hair once.
You have OCD.
>>28401308
>every muscle in your body tenses
>>28401354
Wrong.
Try agaln
Because I was beaten by parents, friends and strangers alike since I was a little kid.
Whenever I'm a room with someone I must always be with my back against the wall to prevent surprise attacks. I keep then on my line of sight to predict their actions and also hide my money just in case.
>people fake hitting me to get me to flinch
>reflexes kick in and dodge the "hit"
>get made fun of by him and others
Am I not supposed to have reflexes ?
>>28401308
I don't know but it also happens to me.
>sitting in bus
>guy next to me on the bus accidently bumps their knee against mine
>recoil
Happens when I'm at home and with family.
>>28401308
I do that. I wonder if it has something to do with being a kissless handholdless virgin? Lack of intimacy I guess.
Kids use to come up to me and hit, slap ,tase, and punch me in every way. Those are just 2nd nature at this point
>mom took me to church every Sunday
>all the old people (90% of the church) would grab my arm or hand or shoulder or face when speaking
>not even when I was a child, as a teenager and young adult
To this day I still jerk like I've been started when someone touches me, especially my neck. I have to consciously not move myself.
Same goes for if someone is too close to me, I start leaning back and almost fall over.
>>28401308
I don't do that. Aincredibly attractivegirl I know used to try to get me to flinch all the time. She'd grab my arm when I wasn't looking or something. Or come up from behind and grab me around the waist and sometimes she'd even try to surprise jump on my back to try to take me down, but I never let her.
>>28401308
love when people on this board pretend they don't know what autism is
>>28402296
You're supposed to be confident enough that the person fake hitting you won't really hit you. Dominance and stuff.
>>28402462
The OP has literally nothing to do with autism though.
>>28402648
Autists don't like being touched. They will literally recoil as the OP describes, or they become violent.
>>28402715
Do you enjoy making shit up?
>>28402504
Yeah but that has a negative impact all around. It might actually get me hit once.
>>28403125
The beta mindset on this board never fails to be amusing.
>>28401308aaahhhhh why why god why fuck this gay ass dumb butt earth hell
>>28403179
Beta mindset? I'm just trying to not get punched in the face is all.
>>28402715
abuse victims don't like being touched either
kill yourself retard
>>28403179
beta? more like omega...
>>28401308
>Chad makes a sudden movement towards you
>instinctively pull back
>Chad notices and laughs his ass off
>Starts to pretend hit you all the time, you always flinch
>this is becomes a daily occurence in your life
Why are normies so fucking annoying just leave me the fuck alone REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>Be me
>22, k/h/v
>Get prostitue for first sexy time
>Touches my chest
>Terrible flinch
>Stares at me like I am loon
>Awkwardly undress
>Stick in penis
>Flinch fucking ensues
>Lose boner from cringe
>Prostitue starts to leave, says no payment necessary
>Be sad for many days
>be in class
>person behind me touches my shoulder
>have spasm
