It all seems so futile.
>>28393389
I'm giving myself til 35 and evaluate how things are. Gonna go out by sucking a car exh.
>>28393413
Yeah. If you can't turn it around by 30, I think all hope is gone. I've been getting edema and I can't even bother to do the slightest bit of exercise to stop my feet from turning into lifeless sacks. I just want to play video games and jack off.
nearly everyday for the past year or so
i'm just so dissociated now, i find it hard to even form sentences
>>28393452
how old are you?
origgnadfsdfh
Are you actually that screenshot's poster? I used to play on P99, it's great. What the fuck is your post about? Why do you jump from this weird shit about your skin to some bugs in Velious?
>>28393475
20. I've basically been a shut-in since I was 16. I don't go outside. I live between the kitchen downstairs and my room upstairs. There's no need to be anywhere else.
>>28393509
That poster isn't me, but he perfectly described how I was feeling. I think a certain segment of people go in for hardcore MMORPGs because they've given up on life. That's definitely me.
>>28393528
dang... Honestly that would be me if I wasn't in school. Got a break until summer session when I'm going to be living alone for 2 months... I've never lived alone before. Do you play any games?
>>28393528
That was me from about 16 to 20, too. Somehow I pulled myself together since then. 27 now. Just last night I loaded in a 7-day trial of WoW, my MMO of choice from that time. Finally I was able to fly around in Azeroth. It was like this meditative experience, reflecting on what life was like 10 years ago. Don't give up homie.
>>28393389
I like to think that the universe repeats over and over. So basically you live the same life everytime our universe is brought into existence again, so we might as well make the infinite loop as enjoyable as possible.
>>28393643
holy shit I had a bad trip on lsd once where I thought I was slipping through the infinite loop through all the people who ever existed. Scared me so bad.
