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Post suicide ideas, methods, tips, and any info relating to an heroing. Also post any of your own plans that you may have.
Been thinking about it a lot recently and have been trying to find the best method. I'd like no one to find my body so any help would be appreciated
>>28390530
Suicide is not cowardly, but it is weak. And even if by this time, you don't give a shit about the value of "strength," just know that with it, you'll be able to outlast the current sense of self into something better.
Planning on waiting until I turn 27 in a few months before I make a decision. I want to give it one last really good shot at making my life better, I owe myself that much. If it doesn't work, then I guess I'll be writing up a suicide note. Have no idea what to say. I have no idea how I'll an hero. Was thinking that helium mask thing, no guns in my country.
I'm scared that it could destroy my parents, they're the reason I've held off for a few years but they live across the country and I dunno if I'll see them again.
Sorry for the blog post.
>>28390696
>I'm scared that it could destroy my parents, they're the reason I've held off for a few years
This is why I've held it off as well. But that's the reason why I don't want anyone finding my body. I was thinking about heading somewhere remote and doing the deed there.
>>28390756
Yeah I was thinking the same thing, there's plenty of wilderness around me, I could just go into the forest and do it there. I'd prefer not to put someone through the ordeal of discovering my corpse in my apartment and having to clean that up.
does anyone know where to buy nitrogen gas?
>>28390530
Alright man, it's a little complicated but worth it.
Try living a long fulfilling life until you die of old age and failure. It's the most common type of suicide.
I bought an jigsaw few weeks ago, ive been fantasizing about mutilating myself and eventually going for the throat.
So my plan is to go onto the top of a tall building, drink some poison that ideally doesn't destabilize my aiming capabilities, and then shoot myself in the head which will cause me to fall off the building.
Basically I know every suicide method bears some risk of failure, so I figure if I combine methods there should be no risk of failure. If the gunshot doesn't kill me, the fall will. If the gunshot/the fall doesn't kill me somehow the poison will.
Thoughts? Also I'm not sure what to use a poison yet. Any suggestions?
>>28391175
Is cyanide very hard to obtain? Either that or chug some bleach before you jump/shoot yourself.
Here's a guy jumping off a building.
>https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1aFlZUTiEDU
>>28390530
go to a shooting range and rent a gun. shoot yourself inside the cubicle. someone has to clean it. tah dah you're probably dead and it will look like an accident.
I mainly want a nice, peaceful view. I want to go to some place in the mountains overlooking a valley, or on a shoreline cliff. Somewhere away from popular trails so my body wont be found for the longest time. I'll bring a backpack with some snacks and some beer and something to play music. I'd want to get there right before dawn/dusk and watch the sunrise/sunset while drinking, eating and listening to music. Whenever i'm ready, i'd simply just pull the trigger.
I'll try once more but with more detail this time.
I'm a 20 year old girl. I have 4000 dollars to spend. I want to die with one of you sad fuckers. I'm too weak to do it alone and also, nothing scares me more than actually trying and not succeeding. I'll either pay you to kill me, though I don't have enough money for that option to be enticing and I'm not really into it either. I'd rather us just jump off a cliff or fall into a lake with some weights together. Please leave contact info if you're interested.
I'm looking to finish this before August/September but after the middle of June.
The thing about suicide is, its very definite. To everyone who knows you, its an end to the story. Thats not good enough for me. I want to end the story with an ellipses, leave everything unclear and confusing around my death. But create the possibility in peoples minds that a wild burning untapped potential existed in me, and was realized in a way they couldn't understand.
That's why I would make the circumstances of my disappearance very mysterious. Leave cryptic clues to my whereabouts and what im up to. But really I would just kill myself in a location that I would not be found.
Thats a good way to go out. I wasnt coherent or comprehensible, or at least worth comprehending. Thats how I want to be in death.
>>28391398
where do you live? approximately?
>>28391418
I'm in southern California. It shouldn't matter because I ideally have enough money to fly over to you and cover our death as long as you're not planning on anything elaborate.
Got a loaded Citori 12 gauge I can access anytime. Every time I put the barrel in my mouth I get so scared/shocked that I can't pull the trigger. I think getting drunk will help, but I always pass out before I get to the gun. If you have access to an instant death 24/7 try detaching yourself as much as possible. Your "self" has some incredible self preservation instincts. If I find something that works, you won't be hearing it from me.
>>28390530
>an heroing
more like an heroining eh guys? hheeheheh
>>28390530
Been having a pretty shitty 18 years and im honestly not sure how much longer i can keep this up for. but im not ready to do this yet, ive tried in the past and i couldnt bear the amount of damage it put on my family.
they especially arent strong right now so i gotta power through it.
im hoping to keep this game going for another year or two before i finally break. if there are any anons who need a friend or something to talk to im more then happy too
>>28391347
That sounds nice, anon.
>>28391406
Hmm, pretty creative I gotta say. Never thought about leaving little bread crumbs behind that lead nowhere.
>>28391455
I've dry fired my gun into my mouth a few times before. I really didn't want to pull the trigger at first but after that it got easier. KInda felt good in a weird way. But yeah, that survival instinct is a bitch to overcome.
>>28391468
How much heroin does it take to actually die tho?
>>28391398
[email protected]this is probably bait though
im probably going to do the good old hangeroo. supposedly you pass out in about a minute from asphyxiation.
>>28390530
Is Nembutal a meme? Could I buy it off the deep web?
>>28390530
Woud like to shoot myself but in France they are forbidden, probably hang myself
>>28390530
>filthy frank
underage b&
>>28392554
No and yes. Make sure you take anti-emetics beforehand or you'll wake up in a pile of vomit with or without organ failure. You also have to wait about 30 minutes between them so that serves as a buffer, you can't end it on a strong impulse like you could with a gun.
Please try anything and everything before you commit to it though, the world is your oyster, all that shit.
>>28392059
A lot, and you won't know the purity. Definitely not the way to go.
I just want a fucking gun, hanging yourself seems pretty complicated and i'm sure i'd fuck it up somehow
I wish i was in the land of the free
>tfw can't talk about suicidal thoughts online because the cops might somehow find out and take me to a psych ward
Not that I'd kill myself anyway, I don't know how to overcome that barrier. I just feel like everything takes insane amount of effort and there is never anything good that comes from anything. The only reason I ever put any effort in is because that's what is expected by those around me. Even my hobbies are things I do to try and fit in somewhere.
Anyway, if I were to kill myself it'd be by hanging since everything else is either trouble for me or trouble for others
>>28390530
I tried ligature strangulation last night but it kept slipping down and constricting my windpipe
now my skin looks all red
You guys won't kill yourselves. It's harder than you think, faggots.
>>28390827
I'm going to Finland next winter, I'm going to go as far out innawoods as possible, and do it. No one will find me.
>>28391230
I think you can make it yourself but I never tried it
Might be hard?
>>28392059
if you shot around 5 or 6 times the normal starting dose ($50-60 worth) and a few valiums or xanax you would almost definitely die
>>28390562
>but it is weak
I don't see it as weak. If I decided to be born and later decided I didn't want to be alive anymore then I think it would be weak, but obviously that's not the case
>>28390953
Cream whippers, those little nos canister things?
>>28393412
it's a sign from god
he isn't finished with you yet
:^)
>>28391398
23 year old female. I'm game... [email protected]
>>28393436
i personally believe my life has not and will never amount to anything other than suffering for those involved. suicide is the correct course of action. it's like a toy knowing its broken and throwing itself in the garbage
Ever wondered what it feels like to be shot to death?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bl36OIYj5UQ&t=85
>>28390530
Got a little story for you
>2013
>On r9k daily, don't post much
>Invited to some random skype group
>It devolved into the usual shitposting le reddit tier shit
>Get a message from some guy who feels the same
>We make our own skype chat just us and we talk
>Turns out he lives close to me but never meet up as both autistic
>We chat daily and play a few vidya together
>Messages me one night saying he's had a bad day
>Make a pretty poor decision and just say "What days aren't bad?"
>He just kind of goes quiet
>We shitpost for a bit and call ends and I say i'll speak to him tomorrow
>He tells me "Thanks for being my friend anon, but I don't want to live anymore"
>Go to University the next day and my trains delayed due to a suicide
>Get really annoyed and even send a message to anon saying how annoyed I was
>Get home and finally read his message
>He has a little page in our local newspaper
>The usual "He was a happy lovely kid who always loved bla bla bla"
No one seemed to care, none of even the pity comments on his social media, he was just gone. Will always miss that anon, but if you are going to kill yourself, don't delay trains because of it, is annoying as fuck for a commuter.
I'm buying a revolver in a year and every morning I'm going to play Russian roulette. If I live, then that just means life has some use for me still
> Was going to shell out money to buy a helium tank + Philips respironix CPAP mask/tube
> Find out they've been diluting helium tanks and making them weaker
How fucked am I?
i hope death is like sleep. no dreams just rest
>>28394799
>How fucked am I?
why would you be fucked? helium tank isnt the only suicide method. it sucks that theyre diluting it now, but if you really want to die youll find another way
>>28394867
Every other method is painful, though. Even shooting yourself in the head has a huge chance of you being "awake" and drowning to death in your blood.
>>28393477
What would happen if I managed to survive that combo?
>>28391265
louder than I expected
>>28390696
Please post it up here.
>>28394883
Does it really matter?
You're final moments will just be a little worse then the rest of your life, and then it's finally over. If you bought an actual gun and shot your face off your brain would definitely shut down before you felt anything else if you did survive.
>>28393443
Take out a couple of Rapefugees first.
Or do it Godbless America style
>>28391406
That is breddy awesome.
>>28393538
not nos, n2
>>28394941
probably stomach pains/heartburn, it's what i got when i tried to OD on codeine
>>28394996
those are sirens in the beginning and not his screams
>>28394858
I've died once from an overdose :/ got revived with some stomach pumping and a defibrillator
Just gonna say that when I died there was nothing. All I remember is just black
>>28394858
it's exactly like that no conscience
Ideally I'd like to cut my wrists vertically. If I had a gun, then I'd shoot myself in the heart
>>28397256
shot yourself in the head, much more sure to die instantly
>>28397341
No, because if I fail I don't want to become a vegetable.
>>28397384
You won't know or care
Plus, if that happened, then your mom would be slightly less devastated because she could tell herself, "Maybe he can come back."
>>28397384
Use a 12 guage with buck shot. I guarantee you'll die as soon as you pull the trigger
>mom owns multiple rifles and pistols, often go shooting with her
>sometimes take my mom's glock out of her dresser
>dry fire it into my head
It's weird to think of the parallels between my life, Chris Mercer's and Adam Lanza's.
>>28397717
False hope is worse than no hope at all anon.
A helmet rigged with shotgun shells :^)
Bumping with ez painless guide.
