>>28389172
Errry day

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>>28389172
Only when I'm very, very high.

>>28389172
I've had this strong feeling like I've been stuck in a near-suicidal limbo for a few months now

It's like I jumped off the cliff and I'm falling perpetually, I can't make it back up the cliff and I can't hit the ground but I my death feels inevitable and imminent.

>>28389172
I think I might have testicular cancer, among other things, and I refuse to go to the doctor until I'm in excruciating pain that I can no longer stand. I'm sure it'll be too late by then.

>>28389172
been feeling that way for about 2 years, i'll soon see what will come of it
much is changing in my life recently, not sure what will happen

I have a perpetual feeling that everything I love in the world will leave me. It goes away sometimes but if i let my mind wander it usually happends.

>2d "loli" posting creep

Yea, nobody is going to miss you.

I imagine every day to be my last. Living in constant fear of death, there's no point in starting anything new or pushing myself to a goal if I'm dead tomorrow.

It's like the opposite of people who've had near-death experiences and feel compelled to live life to the fullest, I just want to get it over with already.

Seems like I should already be gone.

i think i have crohns but i've never gotten it diagnosed
every time i have symptoms i feel death is imminent