What's your story fellow robots? Why are you the way you are?
>>28388572
I don't smile and I look threatening
People make judgment of me based upon fear, some upon hatred for a potential threat.
I remain alone, none help me because a troll faced Slav can only be the bad guy.
Dad forced sports on me all throughout my teen years, trying to shape me in his own image. He also decided what I studied in college (exercise science) when I wanted to study computer science.
He did his best as a father but he played a huge role in me having very little drive towards thing that aren't vidya and lifting because I never got to develop my own passions
Just self neglect
I dreamed to big and the disappointment in failing was too much to take.
>>28388572
I'm just a coward. All of my problems can be summed up with that. Been this way since I was a child.
- born weird, with some slight dysfunctions that make socializing difficult
- intensely abusive father told me i was worthless shit constantly and hit me for no reason and now my default settings are "beat myself with a belt for foregetting to take out the trash" and "everyone is dangerous, do not let anyone walk too close behind you"
- obviously did not do well in school because other kids could use my weakness like a tool
to summarize, i'm badly broken and terribly sad. I need love and support to heal and grow, but no one's giving out free love to the needy -- only to chad, who doesn't even want it.
Was diagnosed with Diet Aspergers AKA Nonverbal Learning Disability.
I am here to get 88888's. What about you? OG
My parents left me alone for hours a day, years on end, with nothing to keep me company except the internet. My mind has gone places it cannot come back from. I'm on a path deeper into my own head until I eventually implode.
>>28388877
demented thoughts, suicidal tendencies
ya know, you're usual 4chan characteristics
I had a crippling stutter that rendered me functionally mute for about 4 years, I never got out of that mentality of "avoid interaction at any cost" and it's left me incapable of dealing with the world around me.
>>28388888
cergtfied original pst
