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friday night lets get one of these started

25+ thread
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>>28388460
what does it mean 25+ thread?????
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>>28388485
aged 25 and older
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>>28388460
31. I feel like I'm going to be here forever (here meaning 4chan, not particularly r9k). Every time I get online to waste some free time there isn't anywhere else that is worth visiting.
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>ash still hasn't beaten a champion or elite 4 member yet despite battling for 20 years
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29.Thought I'd feel like an adult by now.
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>>28388492
how are you so old and still on here? life didn't work out or you just can't break the habits you had as a kid?
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Turning 24 in June. Going bald and got my test results back this week and found out my test levels dropped to 343. They were 550 when I was 19. Waiting for my SSDI hearing to be scheduled and applying to public housing and section 8.

It wasn't supposed to be like this.
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>>28388460
>26

If I haven't made it now I should just give up right?
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>>28388460
I thought about making a thread for general discussion but I didn't know how to articulate it so I reckon I'll post here instead.

25yo reporting in, 26 in a month. I don't know what to say. I'm still balls deep within my designated NEET time since I graduated last December and I go back to school in August. Right now, I'm drinking beer because I have no weed and I've been half-heartedly fapping off and on for a couple of hours. I should go back to playing vidya or reading.
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>>28388531
>tfw 25 and ive maintained the same lifestyle i had 10 years ago

>then
>go to school, come home and 4chan/chat stranger online, play games
>now
>go wagecuck job, come home and 4chan/chat randoms online, lost interest in games

fuck its depressing, i want to blame the small town i live in for it, at least id be able to walk around and see shit in a city

khv too
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>25
>Ended phase 1 of my forklift training
>Start phase 2 on Monday
I took me three weeks to get up to speed, and now I have to do it all over again.
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>finished weekend job of delivering chinese food at 27
>drank 5 tallboys
>need more booze
>can't drink the mouthwash since parents started buying non-alcoholic mouthwash
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tfw I'm 36.

Am I the oldest one here?
Still a virgin, but kissed a few times before.
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26 here. This was the best year of my life, everything is cool now I've got a paid off condo, paid off car, a gf who does everything for me, and a solid group of friends.

Keep your chin up robots you never know what's around the corner in life. 3 years ago I was addicted to coke and WoW pissing in bottles in my parents basement
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>>28388644
Fuck a prostitute?
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>>28388635
Thats sad. improve
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>>28388545
What do you think happens when you get older? You just stop going online to kill time? I come on more now than I did in my 20s.
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>new GirlsDoPorn comes out
>download it
>the audio is broken
>download 3 other torrents for it
>no audio on any of them
>quadruple check it's just that file and not another file and that my computer audio is fine
>it's just this fucking gdp episode

God fucking DAMMIT I JUST WANTED TO FUCKING FAP NOW I HAVE TO WAIT GOD KNOWS HOW LONG FOR A FUCKING PROPER TORRENT
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>>28388662
Don't leave us hanging. what steps did you take to improve your life?
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>>28388665
I hope I die of liver failure, improve my dick
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I think what actually hurts the most is everyone telling me how smart I was growing up and how successful I was gonna be, then finding out it wasn't true. I believed it until I hit college and found out that I'm too autistic to function in society. That hit pretty hard because I really believed that I'd be rich with some awesome degree and show everyone that I wasn't a loser.

If you'd have told me when I was 16 that I'd still be living at home with nothing in the bank and no college degree at 24 I'd never have believed you.
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>>28388545

its not as old as you think, you'll realise that when you hit 25 in 5 minutes. There are a lot of people in that age group on 4chan
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23 year old fag here.

Is there anything I can do within two years to prevent becoming JUST'd or am I fucked?
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>25+ thread
>norms come in here to brag about their great lives

Why even bother?
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>job requires me to be somewhat social
>will never engage someone in conversation first
>am fine because ive grown accustomed to them

>go buy something at the store
>cashier makes joking conversation with me
>i get light body tremors because of social anxiety
>took like 10 minutes after leaving for me to relax
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>>28388667
That's weird because your tastes should change tbo and do you really get anything new here from teen kids repeating the same threads you did in 2k9?
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>>28388722
Lift weights and interact with people regularly. The longer you stay isolated the more atrophied your social skills get.

t. agoraphobic who can't go grocery shopping without xanax
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>>28388728
Why would things change if thats all you're used to?
Its not like people here are going out with friends experiencing new things
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>>28388749
>Lift weights and interact with people regularly. The longer you stay isolated the more atrophied your social skills get.

This is true.

As a sperg retard how do I socialize? Join meetme shit or local community shit? Can't think of anything else really.
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>>28388722
Life is pretty much over if you don't have a solid base of social skills and belong to a real community. There are people who can start over in their 20s, but not from scratch.
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who /kissless, friendless, no gf, no education, neet/minimum wager/ here
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>>28388546
What are you applying for ssdi for?
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>>28388728
Same reason people go fishing or any other monotonous habit. It's just waiting (enduring garbage threads) 90% of the time, but it's worth it for that rare great thread. Plus it's easy conversation without having to put in much effort. I have a normal life outside of this but I'll never get over killing time online and enjoying the low level constant endorphin rush you get from (you)s. Also, 90% of the time I spend here is on other boards, I'm just banned from my main board at the moment so I'm here.
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>when you look up people you went to school with on social media
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>>28388749
>Lift weights and interact with people regularly. The longer you stay isolated the more atrophied your social skills get.
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>>28388766
Find a group of really autistic friends to hang around with. Socialize with the biggest outcasts in your community or school or wherever you frequent. Expose yourself gradually, that's really the key. If you do nothing, it just gets worse and worse until it's so bad you can't even go to the store without feeling like you're gonna die.
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>>28388820
This was a painful read.
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>>28388764
Most people here grow up I'm p. sure. But it's not like you don't have variety in your life so that was a stupid point. I'm guessing you just had an ebin time here when you were younger and you don't want to let go. Like a depressed wow player.
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>>28388815
>they all still live in the same neighborhoods that they did in high school 12+ years ago
Moving to a different state was one of my best decisions after school.
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>>28388820
The hippocampus is very likely the most important section of the brain in relation to memory. Cortisol is primarily released during stress and prolonged release has shown to damage the hippocampus, especially during young age.

I don't really have anything else to add to this. I have memory problems from at least four separate sources, and this is one of them. I learned this from researching and found it out. Intriguing stuff. Sucks for me--and others in similar positions--but intriguing, all the same.
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>>28388460
43. Still masturbate with handfuls of shit.
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>>28388722

go out to bars or clubs and talk to people as frequently as you can 7 nights a week if possible, even if you have to go by yourself, don't drink alcohol when you go out or keep it to a minimum and ween yourself off it until you don't need it at all. It will be extremely difficult and painful but never give up.

Get a job and a hobby that helps you meet people.

Dedicate yourself to a solid exercise regimen, quit smoking and clean up your diet, vegan if you can but if not, no red meat and as much fish as possible.
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How much do you make?
I make $26.5k a year gross.
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>>28388815
>theyre all out drinking, married with jobs or have gfs

My friends from highschool texted me asking to hang out and how everyone wanted to see me after like 6+ years

I declined because I haven't changed since I saw them last, and they were the same people I "went out" with
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>>28388910
23k before tax, aka minimum wage
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>>28388910
$0.
No income. Starting Master's in the fall so HELLO DEBT!
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>>28388872
A lot of it is related to working memory and the inability of the brain to handle large amounts of information. In people with autism spectrum disorders their brain can't gate out unnecessary stimuli like a normal person's brain so they're overwhelmed much more easily. I forget things like where I put my keys or parked my car daily. In the span of a minute or two I can forget and re-remember I'm supposed to do something literally every 20 seconds or so.
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>>28388545
I remember browsing this shithole of a website when I was fifteen, never did I think ten years later I'd still be here. Hell I long to go back the the chanology days,
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>>28388892
Not a huge deal really.
People have had fucked up fetishes for a very long time.
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>>28388815
Looking at my friends

>my old friend that I used to catch lizards with is now a lawyer
>my crush is a doctor with kids living in a nice neighborhood
>one works building roads with the city
>another one is a pharmacist
>another one has a family
>tfw can't even get a crap job because I spaghetti on the phone
>tfw haven't talked to them in over 10 years
>tfw we used to be close until we hit puberty, they all grew up except me
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>>28388910
About 25k
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>>28388931
>$11 an hour
>Minimum wage
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>>28388964
8.72 usd
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>>28388663
It's not about sex, I want companionship but yeah of course I could just fuck an escort.
I make enuogh money I could pay for the high class cute ones but it's not the same.
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>>28388975
$23,000 / 2080 hours = $11 / hour
$8.72 * 2080 hours = $18,137
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>Tfw some days i dont care that im a KV who has never been on a date and lives with his parents
>other days it makes me want to kill myself
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>>28389007
23k is in my currency, 18k usd
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>>28388815
>>28388913
>>28388957
Fuck this thread. Why do I even have a facebook? I never use it. I wish there was one person I knew like me. This kid I knew who I though was like me has a gf now and she is at least average.

What do they think of me? Do they think I'm dead?
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>>28388699
I got a job in construction through a friend, worked hard for 3 years, saved my money, stopped hanging out with friends who do cocaine all the time, spent more time with my family, stopped playing computer games, spent my money on bills, then my family randomly decided to buy me a condo after they saw me change into an adult
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>>28388662
>I've got a paid off condo

>>28389043
>my family randomly decided to buy me a condo

Every time. Silly rich kids thinking they make anything for themselves in reality. What a world.
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>>28389038
I dont have facebook, its under a fake name and has nothing on it

I use it to login to websites with quick signups and of course looking people up just to 'check up' on them
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tfw 18 but going to be 19 in like 2 months
fucking ancient desu
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>>28388820
I think there's an element of truth to this, but it is exaggerated. I was never particularly bright, but after being a neet for 8+ years, I still managed to get back into college, complete it and start a career where creativity is vital. I will never be able to make friends and I often wish I were smarter but what can you do. The last time I was able to make friends was when I was maybe 10 years old, it takes me a very long time to become comfortable around people, after which people have already made up their minds about me. But back on topic, If all it takes to cure this is a flood of oxytocin, then how come you just simulate that with drugs?
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>>28389062
Big deal. I'm happy now, sorry that triggers you cucklord
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>>28389069
I have a second facebook for that. I don't want people who know me that I comment on a site that sell magic the gathering cards. My fakebook has a bunch of politically inclined middle aged people from spain. They are nice.
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25, turning 26 in a month. Still living with parents, but this year I improved a lot. I quit smoking (smoked 1 pack a day for 10 years), started to get fit, eat healthier and started taking meds for anxiety. Maybe by next year I will be able to go outside freely again. That's really all I want.
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>>28389092
You think you are, but you're not.
Take it from me, I'm 27
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>no gf, friends, living with parents
>dont have any interests
>dont use drugs/alcohol not because i think theyre bad, but because ive never bothered to try

i dont think theres anyone more pathetic
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>>28389177
What is it like being 27? I'm 26 but I feel that there is still a way out. Once I turn 27 I feel that it will be too late. This is my last year to have a chance.
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>>28388460
>34
didn't sign up to fight for Arabs against Arabs, so I'm the only 34 y/o around, everybody else dead, a soldier, or to polygraphed to be my friend.
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>>28389206
If you need a hobby try /p/ or /vp/. Those are some of my hobbies.
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>>28389131
I'd be happy too if I were an ignorant waste of oxygen who relied upon his mommy and daddy to supply any degree of achievement or happiness in his life
^_^

>>28389167
Pretty neat image. Shame about the imgur filename though, newfag.
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>>28389213
>IthinkIcanIthinkIcan.jpg
Fucking perfect. I hope you have the IthoughtIcouldIthoughtIcould.jpg ready in case he wins.
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>>28389227
I catfish people as a hobby, it gives me social interaction but since its downright creepy it isn't something you share with normies
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>>28389213
Hilary will win the election, the system is rigged
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>>28389272
Lol happy is happy and guess what? Life's great. Why can't you be happy for other people? Do you resent lottery winners too?

No need to be a grouch, anon. I wish you the best.
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>>28389293
There is an entire show dedicated to catfishing and normies love it. Normies love anything that makes them feel superior: people that fall for catfishing, stupid people with strange addictions, people with drug addictions, people with eating disorders, people who get pregnant at a young age, the list never ends.

I wouldn't tell normies you catfish people because they'll vilify you but you can tell them your stories in a third person or maybe right a blog or something. Normies love that shit.

If someone called Neev calls you don't talk to or meet up with him.
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>>28389208
Feels good actually.
I've felt like shit the past 2 years and this year has been the best so far.
I started exercising and lost 10 lbs, I managed to find a job, and I got my first girlfriend (but that was out of pure luck). Seeing that I can make changes to my life is just motivating me more to keep going.


I felt like you too. About 6 months from my 27th birthday, I told myself to at least lose some weight so I can feel better about myself. And that once I saw and felt some progress, I can set another goal. That way I don't feel overwhelmed by trying to do everything at once and lose motivation.
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>>28389177
I was just baiting for stupid ass replies
I am actually fucking scared, childhood felt like it took an eternity because of fucked up family issues but now my 18th year has gone by in a snap
And it's only going to get faster
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>>28389352
I didn't think he'd make it this far, nobody did, and they way EVERYBODY in washington hates him, gives me hope. Just a little hope. But some. I figure, its time we start taking care of each other first, you and I and robots, instead of helping the world. until then...
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>>28389412
Fuck nigga. Shed a tear for you. I lost 5 pound and I'm going to fill out paperwork for a job that I'm sure to get Monday. I just need to finish school.
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>>28389401
Yeh I've seen the show/movie, I dont do the whole relationship thing its just for fun except way more intricate (fake camera etc)
Sent a poor college student to a high class expensive ass restaurant for our "date". She paid for an uber there and then when she figured out I trolled her she had to pay for the ride back
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I'm turning 29 in a couple weeks. I've noticed my desire to fap has decreased significantly over the past few years. It's as if my body has accepted my fate and has finally given up.
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26, got a 32 year old chubby gf who loves me and is obsessed with me

gonna make it
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>>28389626
>chubby
disgusting

i may be a khv, but i wont settle for a fatty
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>>28389274
well, it is kinda related to my previous post, but uh... He said himself that the US will not do any more nation building, which is why you don't meet many 33, 34, and 35 year olds. There was a lot pressure to join the military after those towers came down. If you do the math I was 19 or so then. At community college. They had a huge sign with $8,000 immediate bonus and $24,000 scholarship when you get back; signing up all those boys to die, or get maimed, people signing up like crazy. It was fucked up.
P.S. I'm glad George W ain't endorsed him, another good sign.
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>>28389528
That's sadistic. I hope you did it just for boredom not to troll people. Whatever, at least that person felt something before everything came crashing down.
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>>28389476
Thanks man. Sounds like you're making it too.

>>28389626
My gf is like that too. Feels good. I got so lucky.
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>>28389604
Force yourself to fap everyday. Make it a habit. It's nice to have a routine and make your body do something other than eat, poop, sleep. Once I lose the habit I don't know what I'll do if I don't have a substitute.
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>>28389626
Chubbies are fine. The suck dick real good. I hope she isn't an ogre though.
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>>28389658
Sending her out was just opportunity, I stick to nudes/camera stuff like amateur stuff you see on mommyless
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27 and losing my fucking mind.
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35 years old here jerking it to chaturbate girls born in 1998
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>>28389914
not myfreecam girls?
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>>28389914
You in USA? They didn't get you to enlist either after 911 huh?
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>>28388460

26

STILL NO HUSKY

FML SENPAI
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>>28389753
Same here. Basically been living a completely pointless existence for the past 1.5 years cause i can't kick the chair away. What did you do for your 27th birthday?
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>>28388815
well I went to a shit high school so they mostly have normie wageslave jobs

but there's the obvious few who were always going to make it no matter what

I get more pissed at the ones who have a kid right after high school, I cant tell if they're genuinely into raising a kid or just fucked up
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31/m

Drinking because I have two shitty jobs, no prospects for a gf and trying to get a career started is failing. I'm trying to be happier and be a better person, but lately everything just seems so shitty.
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>>28390020

I can't remember. Probably sat in front of the computer.

How about you?
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Im 29. I just want to fuck a buff chad once in my goddamn life. Just once. One time. Before I die. Please?

And maybe he could """""love""""" me, too. Ugh.
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>>28390212
Prostitutes. He will love you more than any regular person ever will... for an hour.
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>used to be a full blown alcoholic
>my weekends were always full of parties
>hit 25, realise how fucking unhealthy it is to get drunk 5 nights a week
>cut back severely
>now i sit in front of my pc all weekend waiting to go back to work on monday

i've wasted like 2 years of weekends at this point, send help
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>>28389604
That's weird. I'm 31 and married and I still jerk off multiple times a day. I think I did it three times today.
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>>28390140
Get off booze. You're playing with fire, there, senpai. If you want to run away from your problems with drugs, go be a pothead. But for your own good, don't be a drinker. Booze just rots your soul over time. And your liver.
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>>28390176
Woke up early. Deleted my facebook quickly before anyone else started wishing me happy birthday. Thought about how its my 2nd birthday since she killed herself. Turned off my phone and spent most of the day in front of my computer.

26 i barely remember, but man hitting 27 really made me feel how much of a failure i am.
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I just wish someone would shoot me in the back of the head. I don't ask much.
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>>28390299
Yeah but I want it to be at least believable even if i'll never believe it anyway. Not that it would happen """"organically"""" anyway.
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>>28390356
>Thought about how its my 2nd birthday since she killed herself.

Who?

>26 i barely remember, but man hitting 27 really made me feel how much of a failure i am.

Indeed. It's well past the point of no return too. On top of that, I read somewhere that 27 is the official start of old age.
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>>28388545
Well even though I'm not a sadcuck like most of this board. I am actual autism and 4chan is place I can talk about things too autistic to mention to anyone in real life and to have fun shitposting and memeing.

I do browse far less, but its been 7 years and I'm here forever I guess
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>>28390384
but post like this make me reconsider the possibility of ceasing visits to /r9k/. This is a disgusting cesspit of negativity and self loathing.
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Goth a gym And rape a Chad only then will they understand the pain
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>>28388715

Same here bro, 26 years old, college dropout making minimum wage. Growing up I was told how intelligent I was and how much potential I had (could have been the first in the family to go to university). When it doesn't happen it just crushes you that much harder, knowing your family thinks you're a loser. All that potential doesn't mean shit when there is no motivation.
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>>28388545
you'll be here when you're 25 too, you know
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>>28390420
Gf. My first gf, met her when i was 23. Basically the kind of gf r9k dreams about and doesn't believe exists.

The way it happened was horrendous and completely preventable. Because of the way it played out, I basically feel nothing for my family anymore. My friends had nothing to do with it but i feel so ashamed and disconnected that i cant talk to any of them either.
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>>28390476
>but post like this make me reconsider the possibility of ceasing visits to /r9k/

I can't believe I did some good in my life
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>>28390476
Permanent celibacy is usually not realistic or healthy. If you're trying to break a porn addiction, nofap for a month, or even a few months, might be a good idea. But "never fapping ever again" is not realistic or healthy, unless you're having sex with your wife instead.
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>>28388545
I'm 26, was on 4chan for a little over 9 years.

I used to say if I was still on this sit in my twenties, I would kill myself.

>mfw
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>>28390581
>tfw when wanting to kill yourself
>tfw when somehow escaping this pit of despair, thinking how ridiculous it was to want to kill yourself
>tfw when spiralling even lower, and hating yourself for thinking that you could escape
>repeat cycle

This time i'm absolutely sure i can't get out. If i go into another manic episode, i hope it allows me to kill myself rather than being deleriously positive
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>>28390576
>Permanent celibacy is usually not realistic
I was celibate before I ever masturbated, and have done several months of complete abstinence from it during age 17-18. So it is completely feasible to do. The fact that I had temporarily relapsed into some porn addiction earlier this week while all the while wearing pants and never touching my dick supports my assertion that I have finally quit for good, and am continuing to focus on other interrelated habits such as general internet addiction and tendency to fantasize and daydream.

>or healthy.
Its only unhealthy if you are repressing an urge, as was the case in my 'no fap 2013' attempt and many subsequent periods where I did not ejaculate yet still felt intense sexual frustration. Due to my current state of emotional development and positive changes I maintain with my ongoing yoga and meditation practice it has now been nothing but calm and peaceful. I have no actual desire for sexual stimulation or release, and it feels like going back to before I started fapping in the beginning, whence I deeply adored the visions and feelings of the female body, yet had no desire to penetrate it or pleasure my genitals in its presence.

Cutting out porn is a logical impossibility, since there are things I see in real life I find just as arousing. And I can look at porn and not even get a boner, and yet holding hands with a cute girl during a yoga class activity makes me get a raging boner.

TLDR: Its for the best, there is literally no other way to assume control of my life than asserting voluntary celibacy, there is nothing unhealthy about it so long as it is congruent with my lifestyle and not repressing anything.

By the way, its just a meme or reverse correlation that fapping prevents prostate cancer. Body will reabsorb excess semen or expell it during sleep. In coming months my injuries will heal and after 10 nocturnal emissions, I will declare myself recovered. Yet must remember what I stand for, & never fap/sex
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>girl calls
>"your mom wanted me to say hi"
Might aswell have not called at all
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Getting old is scary senpai. I have panic attacks daily imagining what old age (60+) will be like.
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>>28388531
In some senses I sort of feel like one, in a lot of senses I don't. I am still incapable of forming a good relationship with people. I don't go out on my days off with people I befriend.

Though other things make me feel like a man like cleaning the old place up which was suppose to be a two day job and I did it in one without anyone's help to roll up the big rugs that I slung over my shoulders or using the smaller rugs to move a couch without scratching the wood floor.

I pretty much will never be in a relationship with a woman now though. While I am still young a lot of women around this age have become undesirable due to substance abuse taking a toll on their looks, gaining a lot of weight, or having kids.
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What's a good country to move to that still has somewhat normal people to make friends with or do anything? Everywhere I turn people seem to have lost their minds to the brainwashing.

Should I just go somewhere random and then kill myself at 40?
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>>28391624
move to russia
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>>28391683
Why? It seems pretty fascist and xenophobic, and people are extremely materialistic.
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>>28388460
CALL ME PATHETIC BUT I WILL SAY IT. THE MOST DEFEATING FEELING IN THIS WORLD IS BEING OLDER THAN YOUR FAVORITE ANIME CHARACTER (who's in early 20s, and even that's old for anime).

There are no anime targeted towards mid/late 20s crowd, and every time I try to find something new to watch only to find that the protagonist is high school aged or in early 20s makes my bones shiver. I know it's pathetic but that's just how it is.
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>>28388545
Im here since 14 when my family moved countries. Try going to a foreign high school when you are 14 and have only some grasp of the language. You'll get eaten alive just like your self esteem. Before moving I'd spend maybe a few hours gaming a week, but since then Im spending all my free time online. Im 24 now and let me tell you when I was 14 not in a million years did I think I'd end up like this. Also time flies, especially in your late teens and early 20s.
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>>28391864
I know how it feels. I no longer am able to dream of repressed fantasies because it feels weird to me.

>tfw can no longer fantasy dream of qt girls or fantasy world going out of this daily life even though I got the ability to do that.

Life is a constant melancholy now.
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>>28392004
>I no longer am able to dream of repressed fantasies because it feels weird to me.
You nailed it, that's what I was trying to say I guess. At least when I was young I could fantasize and in some way relate to shit, nowadays I'm just hopeless. There's also that feeling that everyone younger than me is a "kid" and that I should not be having any feelings towards them, even if they are just a character. It gets even worse if they are younger and more accomplished. Just fucking kill me already.
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>>28391864
Whose your favorite anime character, also your not alone man I can't even look in the mirror anymore.
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>>28392079
There is no belonging. Noone to relate to. Noone to ponder mysteries of life or purpose of living. No adventures or melancholic solitude with someone.

There is only one robot way of people living and I care not to do such. I ponder if being homeless would really be that bad. I already experienced the fantasies I wanted when younger so there is nothing to experience I am interested in I think.
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>25
>part time dishwasher
>make ends meet, lots of free time
>100% loner and intolerant of anything less than complete privacy
>think i did some perm damage with drugs
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>>28392186
It's like people don't even care once you are over 25. You become a side character. Everything revolves around the young crowd, even politics, which while understandable and beautiful in a way also makes me really fucking sad. Just a couple of days ago I was walking and there was a poster quoting statistics about suicide rates for 18-24 year olds with a phone number to call if you are in the risk group. Made me feel like complete shit desu because the cutoff age is 24.
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>>28392255
I studied psych. and it is also there supported by empirical studies. Adolescents and young adults are with pubescents a risk ages in todays world. Its basically 12-22 which is the most risk part. They just use the msot common generalisation to catch the most common suicide attempters.

I know how you feel though. But suicide rate is huge after 40+ as middle life crisis kicks in. My hypothesis is that the common folk are too busy trying to achieve independence like having house, gf/wife, stable job and such and once they do they become empty again and if they dont they become depressed they werent able to. Its more complicated but still.

I wish people would just stop caring about this pointlessness but it wont happen. I tried reaching out for someone there and after years of trying I see no other way to stay true to myself than to live in solitude and poverty. Otherwise I will lose even the last of my feelings.
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>>28392370
>poverty
You have no fucking idea what poverty is.
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>>28392401
>make minimum wage
>not poverty level
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>>28392401
Living in eastern europe having no possible career option. The max I can get is 400 euros a month and I end up with like 5-10 euros for month to spend on what I would want but it goes to my bank because you never know if you need money for something.

I knew someone would jump here and tell me this though. Next time tell me we cant talk about poverty if we are not africans living in muds.
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>>28392370
I wouldnt say that Im depressed or feel like life is pointless thought. Its just like...I feel bad about aging and not being young (in my teens and early 20s) anymore.
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>>28392439
>>Living in eastern europe having no possible career option. The max I can get is 400 euros a month
That's twice as much as the average wage in my Eastern European country, so fuck off. What do you have to spend money on? Rent is 150 max, what do you blow another 250 on?
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>>28388570
I'm turning 26 in june. What do?
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>>28393023
i've been 26 for exactly 28 hours
so far, i'd say do exactly what you did at 25
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>>28393038
I've been unemployed since august 2014, so i really am not doing anything. I look for jobs online and play video games and eat food. Last 4 months have seen an increase in weight gained. The beginnings of a belly are starting to peak through now when i'm standing up. If i gain 1 kilo i will be over average on the BMI scale.

It goes underweight> skinny> average > fat > obesse
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I'm 27, it's 4am on Saturday morning, I'm watching Hells Kitchen and eating What-a-Burger. When did it come to this?
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28 here.

I've known that I am destined to be forever alone since I was a teenager. I'm in it for the long haul.
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>>28388820
Oh look it's this pic again.

Let me debunk it. Again.
Cortisol has to do with glucose metabolism, amino acid use etc. It can make you fat if you eat a lot. What its effect is when it comes to stress is unclear.

The text in the pic is complete pop - sci
>"warrior gene"

Amygdala is related to fear. Like when you see a snek, or a spider, it's your amygdala that tells you to run away.

Hippocampus is related to long term memory not original thinking. Original thinking is in the parietal lobes, where math is too btw.

Oxytocin is literally released when you masturbate. That's what mediates the muscle contraction that leads to you pushing away the cum.

>it's rooted in biology
again, no evidence or proof behind such a statement

t.medfag
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>>28393217
Also in relation to the topic of the pic
>depression
It is not know what causes it and if it even is real.
16 yo girls with everything think they have it, because it's trendy.

What it is is a marketing campaign so that the pharma jew can foist drugs on people. I don't remember the statistics, but the amount of people taking such pills without any evidence based studies to back it up is astounding.

Not to mention another meme that states that 'depressed people are intelligent and creative'

It's all bs and memes.
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>>28393217
Thanks, man, I hate seeing garbage like that. I hope people actually read your post and are informed.

27 here. Hopefully moving into my first home soon, and I've lost 30 lbs in the last 3 months. Started on Prozac two months ago and went from actively suicidal to pretty much 100% fine with no side effects. Life's okay.
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>24
>2 years neet
>got my first job last February
>contract ends next month
>birthday is next month
I'm back.
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>>28388460
>29
I used to imagine what the world and my life would be like at this age....turns out it wasn't that different from the time I did the imagining, but now I am fat and ugly.

Still stupid, unskilled, unemployed and alone for over a decade and living in the same room at mom's house (dad died, so that changed). This is not how it was supposed to be!!!!
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>>28390396
>it needs to happen organically

Femanon detected
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>>28388644
ive had sex twice and havent kissed a girl. it was with my gf of one week
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No friends, No car, No job
Soon it'll be no hair how do I fix this, I live like a pig guys and everyday I try to sleep the hours way.
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>>28393388
>It's all bs and memes
>posts that depression is not real and that it's big pharma's ploy

Bs and memes indeed
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Has anyone else noticed how people changed and how life has changed for everyone in the past 10 years or so? How don't people stop and think about it? I doubt they all have such great lives that there's simply no need to analyze it.
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>>28394722
well Facebook make you believe that people have fantastic lives
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>>28394857
How many times does this have to be iterated
>Using Facebook
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>>28391864
>There are no anime targeted towards mid/late 20s crowd
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seinen_manga
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I turn 25 in two weeks.

I've decided I've had enough. I'm throwing myself in front of a train on the 19th.
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>>28388545
I come here when I've exhausted the content on other social sites. Not very often.
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How do I overcome trauma from my childhood? My father ruined my life. Has therapy worked for you guys? Someone please help me.
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>>28388644
No I'm 45..

... and divorced
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>>28395657
Therapy made me worse. But I'm considering trying again. With a different person, a psychiatrist this time.
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>>28395699
Kids? Job?
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>>28395733
How did it work though? Were you able to bring things out of yourself and deal with them even though you got worse?
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>>28395751
No I wasn't really able to truly open up and the therapist didn't try that hard. We sat in silence a lot and she was happy to just run down the clock. It was a waste of time and money. She also just agreed with most stuff I said and by doing so enforced the negative stuff that I was hoping somebody else would give me a different perspective of. People say it here all the time but if you do try this, make sure to see a psychiatrist and a male, even then, go to a different guy if it doesn't immediately feel groundbreaking.
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>>28388644

39, virgin. Good to meet a fellow practitioner of wizardcraft, my brother.
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28 Here. Getting drunk in Mummy's basement. How's your day/night been anons?
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>>28393217
>t.medfag

Medfag and wizard here. The above post makes a lot of unwarranted leaps in it's arguement, but there is some truth to what he claims.

Loneliness damages your brain, speaking from a non-trad who managed to rehabilitate himself from hikki-dom to residency.
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>>28395863
Wow how are people like us supposed to get help in this world?
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Aging fucking terrifies me, I'm 18 still but I'm afraid I'll waste my youth

And at the speed time seems to be going at I'll be 25+ in no time, I feel like my perception of time is much faster than other people my age, my teens flew by in fucking no time, I wish time would slow down so I could enjoy it
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>>28395990
You're not. Help is only for people who don't need it.
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