Can we get a feels thread? Just feeling like shit
>>28388410
rehhh reeeehhh
>>28388410
Let's give it a go then.
Right now i feel like i'm going nowhere, i walk into a void that takes me nowhere and i don't care, because i just can't find any reason to improve myself, to overcome this depression in such a shit world. Why would i get better if the wagecuck life awaits me? Why would i get better if i have to live in this shithole of a country? Why would i want to live in a world where all is so superficial?
Fuck, I'd rather stay depressed and kill myself in a few months...
>>28388547
Is it comic feels time?
>>28388664
It's anything, I just want something. The depression is eating away constantly and the only ways I cope are to workout and do drink and do drugs. It's awful but I have nothing I feel like, I feel nothing. I'm just numb.
Here u go senpai some feels for u
When you finally come to the conclusion that happiness is a fleeting feeling that you very rarely had, only then is it that you realize the sweetness of the truth so cold.
>>28388833
this is the most self indulgent pretentious shit i've seen all day
How is your Friday night going anon?
>tfw you feel like you have boogers but you can't find any
>>28388410
>tfw no one gets it but you feel like you're at a less than real crossroads where reality is trying to get you to continue being a part of it, while you know that all you want to do is leave
Told my mom she's suicidal
She says she's sorry she gave birth to me and that I'm in so much pain
What the fuck? What kind of super-compassionate response is that?
No god fucking damnit, it's not about that. It isn't at all. Nobody fucking gets it. I spend so many hours browsing suicide forums and it's all about not being able to get what you want, not a rejection of life itself.
Nobody understands rejecting the very foundations of what creates us. Fucking. Nobody. I hate it more than anything.
>>28388410
grandmother dies , late 80's demented
cant remember shit
dont feel much about it
two days before the funeral my dog dies
cry my eyes out
>>28389226
Told my mom I'M suicidal
Lol
Not that she is
>>28389229
dats a cute pupper
shame to hear ;_;
How does one get the courage to take your own life? We'll never know since the ones who have the courage aren't around to tell us.
>>28389345
Most likely it is done on a whim, like you're just passing by a train and decide to mindlessly run.
>>28388664
Context?original sadness
>>28389226
Like antinatalism? Care to expound anon?
Man do I feel like shit. Got in a fight with my gf the other day and haven't talked to her since. She's probably out having fun and I'm here drinking thinking about how shitty I am as a person and how I don't deserve to to live. I think I have depression. Sometimes I feel like blowing my brains out because I'm just a waste of space.
>>28389569
Try reverse image searching, newfag.
>get the romance meme pounded into my head since I was young, like everyone does
>grow up and realize women and eventually children/families are not worth the effort. Mainly women though.
>realize that since I am mentally ill I shouldn't breed anyway even if I found the magical good woman and inflict this anguish on a half-me infant I would love
>also life is just downhill from here; everything will change and I'll drift further from anyone I knew while falling apart physically and mentally until I die
What a hard pill to swallow.
>>28389706
I did. I just didn't care to look into it as asking someone was easier than trying to find a specific part of a comic.
I've realized that I'm never going to be happy, only not depressed if I'm lucky
>>28389832
>asking someone was easier
Sounds like you have the qualities to become an hero! :-)
My father left my dirt poor family alone in an apartment outside L.A. when I was 7. He wasn't around much in the first place, but him leaving was pretty devastating. My mom barely made enough money for rent each month by working at a sushi bar. I was sick of eating the free school lunch every day, so I became fairly competent at stealing food from convenience stores and the rich kids from the school. My mother married a pretty nice and well off guy 4 years later, and we moved to Denver. My father decided he wanted to become a part of our lives again, and visited a couple times a year. My little sister was too little to remember his leaving, and forgave him easily. I never did, and was very bitter to him whenever we met. In January, he was found in his apartment with his brains painted on the ceiling and a .357 in his hand. He reportedly called the police and told them that the door would be open to his apartment and that something messy was about to happen. I decided to look through what he had done with the last few months of his life. He became a shipping manager and actually seemed to have his shit together. The only bad part was that his son hated him. I feel a bit responsible for his death.
>>28389963
Don't feel that way. I'm truly sorry for what happened though. I'm sure your father saw his mistakes but what he did wasn't what he should've done.
>>28389884
>go online and be hostile for no reason
Grinchwearingamaskholdingagun.jpg
>>28389963
Why would you? He didn't involve himself in your life when it mattered. Fuck him. He did what he should have done.
>>28390014
>first day on 4chan
That doesn't surprise me a bit.
>tfw no qt husky wan wan
>>28390040
>goes to reddit
>has to project onto others so he doesn't get caught
>>>/out/
>tfw tulpas are starting to become a thing on this board
>>28390082
Think what you wish, newfriend. I admit that the fault lies on me for responding to you although I blame that on me being not entirely sober at the moment. I'm ashamed of myself for doing so.
>>28389963
He was responsible for you and he failed you. You are not responsible for him. Its that simple.
If your step Dad treats you good, then really you owe him more than your biological dad. Forget about it, move on, consider changing your last name to your Mother's Maiden name if it bothers you that much. But move on.
>>28388410
Feel the same as always. Not happy. Not sad. Even if life doesn't have a purpose, I'm ok with that.
Celebrating another day that I'm not homeless. Seriously. Yay!
