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2016-05-07 03:51:31 Post No. 28387482
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2016-05-07 03:51:31
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Anon gets his life together, day 2
> hello darkness my old friend .mp3
> all I want to do is sleep
> how did I become uncool?
> nvm feeling OK after 1hr internet dose.
Progress report:
> didn't get in early. didn't stay late either.
> got enough work done today. but not "overachieving".
> also, made a detailed task list / schedule and I'm significantly behind on this 2-month project due in 3 weeks (internal deadline)...gonna be an extra week at least. time for white-collar overtime.
> plus, half of it is getting "buy-in" / "synergy" from other people...this is gonna suck because at heart I'm still a fucking robot who just wants his controlling Tiger Mother to tell him he's a good boy. REEEEEEEEEE
> didn't find something social to do this weekend yet...hard to balance finding social groups where I add value, vs. not associating with a bunch of losers.
> britney says "confidence is a must; cockiness is a plus". maybe i should just do that
> maybe do a fucking sales job until I get my head straightened out
> salespeople are all Chads.
> oh, also continued the diet. meat for lunch, a few taquitos for dinner. about 1000cal total. can't wait for ketosis to kick in. feel alone and tired.
> my mood sucks right now...too much "redpill", not enough rational optimism.
> Also, the political situation at my job is fucked...the dept. manager is playing power games (avoiding losing her job to my old manager who's now sidelined but has too many allies to fire now) instead of doing her job. toxic.
> plus, the redpill move is to get a sales job and be a "first handshake revenue generator". (people in Anon's profession) are chattel that businessmen buy and sell like slaves.
May 7th action plan:
> sleep for 10 hours tonight. fully recharge.
> lift weights first thing in the am.
> continue diet: only meat.
> do work: keep all work problems fresh in my mind for efficient solving. make a little progress too.
> do one social event.
> do personal work: apply to some other jobs
contd.
