Tonight I visited my fuck buddy, she cooked, we then fucked, came of ner E cups, we watched a movie, came while doing doggy...
40 minutes later I was in the subway on my way home and spotted some more or less cute girl, and I still peaked in her direction, checking her out etc., etc., while inside I was just exhausted from sex, I had a nice orgasm in a girl not even an hour ago. By no means did I really want to have more sex tonight. And I don't do relationships anyway.
More than before, I realized it's really just the hunt, maybe instinct but also a /r9k/ supported fixation. It's really useless.
Sex is a messy kind of fapping with a nice other human being, who likes you and cooks you cookies (in my case), but like fapping, 10 minutes after it's done you and your life hasn't improved at all. Admit to yourself that you hunt for the wrong shit, so there's also not really a reason for your anger.
>>28383205
>E Cups
>Bragging about fucking a disgusting land whale
Ya. Sex makes you want to fuck hotter women.
Especially right after you're just turnt up.
>takes whole evening to have orgasm.
>life has somehow improved more so than fapping.
Nofap is the real way out of this hell baka
>>28383205
>Admit to yourself that you hunt for the wrong shit, so there's also not really a reason for your anger.
Amen.
I don't want to sound cliche but sex is turning a milestone.
>>28383318
It's a new experience, but not that big a deal.
>>28383246
She's not quite lean but still hot (not as fat as pic related, but tending in that direction)
But it doesn't matter, the sex is good and a man wants variety anyway.
I don't really write this down on r9k because I want people to change. I mean I want them to, but I know they like having a reason to complain and thinking in terms of the alpha/beta dichotomy makes them look super rational (I don't reject the theory, but I also don't think it helps you with decissions).
I'm mostly disappointed in investing so much time in women myself.
As if I'd want to put a child into this world at this day and age. The 80's and 90's where care free, now violence is coming up on the horizon.
Well I'm drifting with my topic..
