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What the fuck is even happening anymore
>all colors look dull
>months go by and I don't even notice
>feel like I'm not controlling my body anymore and I'm not even there
>don't know what's happening anymore
>I feel like a literal robot
I am not even living anymore /r9k/. I'm not conscious. Everything is automatic and my mind is always empty. I hate this
Also I'm taking antidepressants and antipsychotics.
>>28382332
>>28382384
I feel the same days are just going by and I went to town today and there was way to many people.
I'm on both those too but haven't taken my antipsychotics for like a week
>>28383169
I feel you. Life is just a blur in black and white
>>28382332
Depersonalization and derealization, bro.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Derealization
>>28382332
>All colors look dull.
This. For the past couple of years, all of my colors have been dull. The only time it wasn't like this was when I went to Europe. I attributed it to the lighting. Any thoughts?
>>28384075
I attribute this mostly to history. Old european architecture is usually colorful
>>28383828
Jesus fucking Christ this is too accurate. Am I gonna make it?
>tfw feel no emotion anymore
>antipsychotics dulled my senses
>>28384827
what do you mean by senses?
