anybody else feel like they need to kill themselves? not even so much that I want 2, just that it would give people a reason to of liked me and to of remembered me fondly
>"anon killed himself?"
>"I thought he was just weird I had no idea he was depressed, that's so sad "
>>28381954
No.
But sometimes I get a strong feeling to kill others.
But I DON'T, Authorities, who may or may not be reading this...
>>28381954
i get this when i say something autistic suicide inst really the best excuse for being weird though anon
I feel this all the time. I crave the attention that I'd get if I killed myself, even if I couldn't experience it
>>28381954
Nope, it's more like "I SHOULD kill myself so I stop being a problem for others"
>>28382720
Still me.
Seriously, my parents, like every normal parents believed I would do good things and change the world and stuff. And I turned out to be a failure that cannot finish highschool, and at nineteen still believes can become a musician. I hate watching their disappointment. These fuckers believed in me.
>>28382736
And the worst thing is, I still have too much of an ego to apologize for disappointing them and not turning out the person they wanted me to become. I want to kill myself or move away and change my name so they don't have to embarass themselves by calling me their son
