>all friends are going out drinking
>invited but declined
>realised it was a mistake
>try messaging them
>they're all ignoring me now
>stuck at home by myself
>quit drinking because im autistic when i do
>so no to friends
>my steam "friends" are playing cs and dotn even invite me
just
>Have friends
>They're all normies mentally/personality wise but are introverted shut-ins
>Used to like them but now they're really boring
>They spend all day playing repetitive multiplayer games that I have long since stopped enjoying (Dota, MMOs, etc)
>Never go out
>All I want to do is explore the world, get drunk, and have deep emotional discussions with bros
This feel is worse than having no friends.
>>28379634
>get invited to party by my cousins friends
>cousin is out of town, don't feel like showing up alone
>right when I'm about to fall asleep, say fuck it and hop in the shower
>show up to the house, almost no cars
>turns out the party was a bust, only 4-5 people showed up out of like 40 invited
>sat there awkwardly and tried to get drunk as fast as possible so I had an excuse to go to sleep
>everyone left like 30 minutes after I showed up, so I ended up driving home drunk
Now I remember why I'm here
>>28379634
>Tfw it's already Friday again
Where the fuck does the time go?
>>28379634
>text friends to go out
>"shit bro I'm not here today, I've exams"
>launch snapchat 1hour later
>story is full of vids from a club
>why_even_live.mov
