Have you ever seen anyone die? Post greentext.
>>28370669
I indeed have
>>28370669
I watched my grandma take her last breath, it's something that will haunt you for the rest of your life
>>28370669
Yeah saw my dad die a few years ago, at the time I didn't know he was dying though, I actually thought he would be alright.
I also basically saw my mom die about 5 months ago, she fell into a coma before my eyes and never woke up after that, I wasn't there when they finally took her off life support though.
Saw a girl get shot at my school, she didn't die tho
>>28370669
Yes
>go online
>type in "guy gets killed"
>watch video
Super traumatic
It was on a school field trip. We were watching a play. We were all sitting up in the balcony. I was sitting on the end so I was right next to the aisle. Anyways the show had just finished and this old man stood up to leave, but he was talking to someone and he didn't realize that there were stairs right next to him. He fell down them and off the balcony. Since the actors were still bowing very few people noticed. Kind of feel bad. He could have been one of the actors' parent.
Yeah, my hopes and dreams
Didn't see anybody die, but there was one who I had chills running in my spine with intuition that he was going to kill himself.
Was sitting at the lunchroom table at work, suddenly he sits and starts just bantering with others without eye contact.
I looked at him and he darted eyes around the room while laughing, apprehensively though. I just felt as if he was going to commit suicide, and that he was depressed. Just a hunch.
The next few weeks, I came into work to find RIP posters on the walls for him.
Plenty
I worked for medecin sans frontiere, a medical humanitary organisation. I've been to warzones in Africa and Ukraine
I work in a hospital so yeah.
Worst one was when I was a student, 6 day old baby who was found unresponsive, rushed into A&E, started CPR and tried to get an airway and resuscitate but no success and it passed away.
Other than things like that which are rare most of the deaths are expected.
Yea I saw my own mom burn to death when I was 5
>Be 5
>7 days after Christmas
>Fire alarm goes off
>Smell smoke coming in my cousins room
>Everybody leaves the house
>A lot of emotion going around the block
>Everybody is out except for my mom
>Mom was trapped inside our room with flames all over
>Room has no windows
>All I could do is stare the flames take over
>Aunt is crying her ass off and is in shock because of the thought that her own sister is trapped in the house
>I could faintly hear her screams coming from said room outside
>Fire department came, I was taken to another family members house
>I couldnt feel anything, I didnt feel anything
>I was just a kid who didnt know what trauma was
>Next day I was hoping to see my mom again
>Family members tell me my mom is not here anymore
>All I could do at that moment was accept what happened
>be 15-16
>hanging out with a couple of friends in front of high school after lunch
>hear a loud crash and people screaming
>some dude jumped off a building across the road and killed himself
It surprised me how little people seemed to care, some girls made snarky remarks about how they lost their appetite and everyone forgot about it two days later.
>>28371398
>tfw you realise that if he was Chad then their reaction would be different
>>28370669
>be 14
>be watching tv with family
>karate kid 4 remember it to this day
>suddenly father grabs his chest, coughing "get a doctor"
>mother sends my brother and me outside to wait for the ambulance
>those screams
>ambulance arrives, wait on another floor
>after what feels like hours, guy comes in
>"Hi, I'm from crisis intervention..."
>father had cardiac arrest, was dead the instant he noticed
>realize I watched my father die
I probably would've become depressed, hadn't my friends been there for me.
>>28370669
Watched friends mother as she died
>Visit friends mother in hospital
>Friend and her family are buying food cause they were hungry and didn't realize how bad she was
>Mother ask why I am standing over her (I was sitting next to her)
>Mother asks me to let her stand up
>Keeps asking me to help her stand up and help her sit down
>Tells me the nurses don't know what they are doing and starts shaking my shoulders
>Sits back on bed and begins to lie down
>"Oblivion, oblivion OBLIVION."
>Nurses come in the sedate her
>Family comes in too late and refuse to let her "die" and keep her dead body on life support
>Watch her body literally decompose for the next 2 weeks until they accept she died
Her lungs, brain and skin was getting eaten aggressively by cancer and I saw it day by day take over her body.
The sound of rotten lungs "breathing" sounds so repulsive.
>>28371519
>>28371580
Quit copying me to get attention you fucking faggots
>>28371665
Anon who watched his father die here.
Not making this shit up. Other people witnessed traumatic events too, get over it.
>>28371665
>to get attention
Isn't this thread asking for us to share our stories? faggot
>Be 17
>Grandfather with dementia had been living with us the last 4 years
>Has taken a toll on all of us, especially my mom
>Never wanted to put him in a home cause nursing homes are shitty
>Watched him decline in health the last few years
>He isn't even the same person anymore
>Last few weeks he keeps having small strokes or stops breathing in the night
>My mom knows it's time but doesn't want to let her dad go
>My dad tells me to go talk to her cause she's inconsolable
>My mom's at his bedside, he's so frail looking and she's gripping some rosary beads in her hands so tightly her knuckles are white
>Tell her Grandpas getting really bad
>She doesn't say anything
>Say he hasn't fully opened his eyes in 3 days
>Her shoulders start shaking a little
>I know she can't bring herself to take him off the respirator
>Family is very religious even though I'm not
>Figure i need to help my mom make the decision
>"Um I had a dream about Grandpa last night mom"
>She doesn't say anything still and grabs my grandpa's hand
>"There were angels and they said they want to bring him home. Grandpa's trying to go to heaven but the machines are keeping him here"
>She starts crying again
>Shaking her head she keeps saying "I know" over and over again
>I hug her and say we have to let him go home
>She nods and tells me to call her sister
>At 4 in the morning there's 12 of us in my grandpa's room watching him slowly stop breathing
>Feel like I can see the exact moment he dies, like if there is a soul, that's when it left the body
I've already made up my mind that if I can ever feel my mind going when i get older im just going to kill myself
>>28371326
I'm sorry to hear that anon, but you have to stay positive and find the silver lining in any bad situation.
At least someone bought a copy of my mixtape.
>>28371741
>if I can ever feel my mind going when i get older
>older
you wont make it to your 40's
>>28371697
Stories that actually happened, not stories to fucking self pity yourself for attention you fucking virgin
>>28371326
Holy shit lad that's fucking intense
>>28371828
How's it self pity? I didn't give a fuck about the mother dying.
It was expected and if the asshole family took better care of her it never would have happened how it did.
I shared a story, not my whole childhood and life.
I am sorry if you had to watch whoever die at a young age but I didn't share this to try and beat your story.
>>28371780
I think he means dementia etc. Not just typical old person memory issues.
>>28371326
that's fucking brutal desu. hope you and your family found a way to recover from that
No, but when I worked at an old folk's home there were a lot of people dying and awaiting death. Never saw an actual death happening but I took care of them some days before their passing. Wasn't pretty.
I will never put my mom in a home after working at one, neither will I live long enough to become like them.
>>28371184
lemme guess. you're 'murican
>>28371326
>>28371519
>>28371580
fuck, that's horrible. orginial compasions
>>28371321
Are you medfag? I'm in the first year of med school, kinda spooped about the whole death aspect. Do you get used to it?
>>28371665
of all the blunt cringe in all the internets. this is the one, that made me angry. if you genuinely think people are copying you in a thread about watching people die, for attention, because you want the attention then there is something seriously fucking wrong with you.
>australian
>8 years old
>on holiday in sydney with family
>walking back from circular quay to the hotel
>dude jumped from 50th~ floor of a building
>the body hitting the pavement could be heard through the street
>limp, twisted, bleeding mess on the floor
>golf hat lands about a minute later nearby
>wasn't really shocked when it happened but it fucked with me for the rest of the year
>still remember the sound of the impact
>>28372214
I'm sorry to hear. In what way did it fuck with you?
>be 18
>brother with leukemia
>he gets lung infection and pneumonia
>on lung machine for a few weeks
>doctor decides to pull the plug
>nurse gives him a large dose of morphine and shuts off machine
>his eyes are open wide and he sits up as he tries to breathe but as he breathes, blood and puss comes out with each breath. he is not aware of anyone around him because morphine
>i stroke his head as he breathes last breath
>Me, EMT, working day shift on a Saturday
>get a call for heat stroke
>think it's bullshit, it's 8 in the morning and 60 degrees
>get to house, lawn is half mowed, lawnmower sitting in the yard
>60 something year old woman inside complaining of chest pain that started when she was mowing her lawn
>multitude of heart problems
>"ma'am did you take your medicine today?"
>no
>get her on truck, ekg says normal at the moment
>glance over at monitor, suddenly there's this one big squiggle
>then 2
>then 4
>now she's in v-fib (cardiac arrest)
>start cpr, firefighters help, then I jump up front to drive
>she was pronounced dead at the hospital
Nothing particularly gory but it was crazy how I was just talking to her then she died. I have some other stories if you guys are interested.
>>28371247
Hello tumblrno really, I can tell
>>28371775
Underrated post 69/10 kek rating 420%
>>28372417
That's rough man, I'm sorry
>>28370669
My grandma, few months ago.
>>28372448
yeah, keep'em coming.
I'm >>28372053 btw, same question for you. Do you get used to it or is it not a profession for everyone?
>>28372503
>early June last year
>just finished another regular transport
>I'm driving, my intern is sitting shotgun and my partner is in the back finishing reports
>computer beeps "status change accepted"
>car accident just down the road from us
>I tell my intern to read the case comments so I know what I'm getting into
>she doesn't know how to navigate it and I'm driving too fast to show her how
>Fuck it, I'm 2 minutes away I'll figure it out
>Pull up to worst accident I've ever seen
>huge truck hit the rear of a little white car at a diagonal angle, crushing the whole rear
>girl in the back is dead. Very dead. Her face was facing me but her body was facing 180 degrees opposite
>shes a crupled heap of mispointed limbs and blood, but I can't stop, her sister in the front passenger seat is still barely alive
>help firefighters pull her out and rush to the ambulance
>medics and fire captains are doing their thing yelling for things they need
>get airway working, set up monitor, set up iv, etc.
>her ribs are broken, bruising on her abdomen looks like internal bleeding
>she regains consciousness randomly and screams, then passes out
>this continues throughout the entire ride to the hospital
>I heard she lived, probably sucked to wake up and find out your sister is dead though.
My partner ended up driving the ambulance and I drove the medics car to meet them at the hospital. I spoke to the driver of the white car, who was the mother of both the girls. She was not hurt at all, but so in shock she didn't realize the gravity of the situation. Kept asking me where the ambulance was to get her daughter in the back. Daughter in front was 16, daughter in back was 18, just graduated high school too.
>be me
>13
>Richmond district of sf
>go to ocean beach cause that's all anyone does down there
>if you know this beach you'll know the cave there
>walking kind of near cave hear muffled gun shot sound
>go investigate in cave
>dead body large head wound
>13 year old self shits pants and leaves
honestly looking back on it the head wound wasn't that bad but it's the first time I've ever seen something like that.
>be me
>7 years old
>playing at school with my friends in recess
>there's a forum in my old elementary school
>It needed maintenance
>A man gave it maintenance
>when he was leaving school he just felt down.
We didn't knew what happened, they never told us.
6 years later, at jr high school, our english teacher told us he died in front of all of us
>>28372417
>i stroke his head
what does that mean? you hit him?
>>28370669
>be 15
>waiting at bus stop to go to school
>cat runs on road
>we live in a small village so thats pretty normal
>arriving bus brakes as hard as possible
>cat panics and stands still
>cat gets caught by a wheel and does a 360 around it
>cat flies through the air a few meters
>everyone at bus stop is visibly shaken but get on the bus anyway
>few people including me stay at bus stop to take care of the cat
>owner of said cat is a 15ish girl
>as she realizes its her own cat she runs away crying, doesnt even help
>mfw cat wasnt dead but sure wouldnt ever recover from that
>mfw all i could do is moving it to the side and wait for animal ambulance
>mfw its face and screams still haunt me
please kill me
>>28372812
you told the police right?
>Moving
>Family friend (who I'm pretty sure was banging my mom at the time didn't realize it then)
>He's carrying a heavy box up a flight of stairs
>He's from texas so doesn't know how to handle ice
>Slips at the top of the stairs and falls down all 3 flights banging his head on the railing and grating
>Lies on ground and doesn't move
I didn't realized he died until a few years later
>>28372693
This is when I was an intern
>cardiac arrest call
>apparently a grandpa stayed home while the family went to church, they came home 2 hours later and found him unresponsive
>they didn't say that he was on the toilet
>get on scene, head upstairs with training officer, she nudges me forward to do my assessment
>no response, no breathing, no pulse
>Firefighter comes in and helps me get him off the toilet and onto the bedroom floor so we can do cpr
>his nuts slap my knee as I lift him up and out
>forgot to mention patient was filipino; as we were working, more and more family members and friends kept showing up crying and screaming. Huge family. 20+ people
>after about 45 minutes of cpr we contact the hospital and explain situation to doctor, who tells us to cease efforts.
>I remember before putting the sheet over him his body just looked deflated and shriveled
Not really, found a dead body. Slept near one.
>>28373041
>animal ambulance
Where the fuck do you live?
I saw a woman get hit by a car. She was laying face down not moving at all. Dumb nightclub trash Stacey that walked into the street. The driver sped off. I was a bit shocked at first but then me and my group of friends immediately made jokes about molesting her corpse and taking upskirt photos.
Unfortunately I found out later in the news that she lived, and that the driver turned himself in (it was a hit and run).
>>28373147
germany, and that actually is a thing
>>28373125
Years? How?
>>28373221>>28373221
its called vet in english
>yes
>im a nurse
A guy flipped his car on my street yesterday morning. He got out and was stumbling and just collapsed into the treeline. He was bleeding from his head and stuff, nut I don't know if he died. Probably just traumatic brain damage or something
Saw a dude get mashed by a train once.
>>28371294
>"haha, what a weirdo!"
>"what's he going on about?"
>"he's not even looking at us"
you're mixing up the cause and effect here
>>28370669
Long story short
>Grandam is sick with all kinds of cancer
>She's close to dying
>Take her out of hospital
>Get hospice
>Same day at night, she starts coughing a lot
>Coughs up blood
>Gets thicker and thicker
>Mother, aunts and uncles are crying
>She dies on her favorite couch surrounded by her family, even my gramps
>>28374773
Me too, anon. Working with addicts: overdoses, suicide attempts, alcoholics etc. Death doesn't really upset me anymore, but some cases stick. I can't even remember the first time I saw someone dying, but I guess it was during practice. Intensive care, likely.
>>28372448
Also been there, done that. Never doing that again.
> girl comes in for overdose
> someone found her on street and called ambulance
> had been drugged by someone, that someone never got caught
> parents in tears
> no use trying to save her, she was completely done for
> bruises all over her body, had been raped
> age 13
> lasted around 12 hours after being brought in
> youngest one I've dealt with
>Sitting in class
>Kid in the desk next to me stands up
>Pulls pistol out of his pocket
>shoots himself in the head
>blood all over me and some other kids close by
It was pretty fucked.
>>28374939
Damn that's some heartbreaking shit there dude
>>28371398
>this is exactly the amount of fucks people will have if you off yourself
>>28375085
it's really hard to give a fuck about a random dude's death if you think about how many people have died so far and considering that everybody will die one day.
> saw love of my life with the back of her head wide open.
AMA
>>28375357
did you stick it in?
I watched my dad die of a heart attack as he was talking to me just this february.
I won't greentext because fuck that i'm scarred for life.
>>28375370
no.
I was in a state of shock.
I think I tried to kiss her but the next thing I remember was wrestling with nurses and security
>>28375593
sorry lol.
she got hit by a car as she was exiting the store. the back of her head hit the wall behing her so hardbher head cracked open
>>28375394
one man's trash is truly another man's treasure. if I could watch my dad die, I'd have the comfiest smiley dreams for years.
>>28375748
Can you greentext it all?
>>28375901
sure
> big crush on a girl for 2 years
> can't take it anymore and tell her how I feel
> she says she feels the same ever since she met me
> bliss
> have a date in the woods
> date ends with 15 min hug but I forget to kiss her
> later she sends a message complaining how utterly retarded I am and that I forgot to kiss her
> she's coming to my place amd stops by a store to buy some stuff
> stoor is like really near my house
> hear a loud crash, think nothing of it
> 5mins later hear police and ambulance
> go outside to investigate
and then I see fucking blood all over the place man
> see medic dude carrying her into the truck
> rush into hospital literally follow them
> wait around 10 min outside room, doctors didn't really have much to do, half of her head is gone
> come in
rest of my memory is a blur
>>28376040
Damn. How old were you? Do you see yourself dating again? What are your thoughts on death? My condolences anon. I'm of the lucky few who has not had much death in his life. My best friend's dad died two weeks ago though.
19
it was more than 6 years ago. I'm 26 now and I haven't even thought about relationships.
don't really fucking know man, I'm a bit on the skeptical side but you can't be sure about anything regarding that. would be nice to reunite. I occasionally catch myself thinking about meeting her wherever (heaven hell I dunno). I think I'm too hurt to even get that idea out of my head.
condolences to your bud.
>>28376116
dunno how the fuck I didn't reply, kinda drunk lel
>>28370669
When I was 20 I saw the state police shoot and kill a nigger that was fighting 3 cops on the side of the highway like 30ft from my car. The news article a day later said he grabbed a cops taser.
Was pretty shocked by seeing someone shot to death IRL but I didn't feel bad a dindu died. Traffic sucked though
>>28376252
Thanks man. I hope you can find happiness of some kind.
Why live if you're just going to die? Then again would living forever really change much? Why must there be pain? Is it simply put perspective of things?
>Be me
>Round 8 years old
>Kid I was playing tag with ran out into the street and got hit by a truck
>Blood everywhere
>"Anon, what happened to little billy?"
>"He went sploosh"
I shit you not I litterly said that.
It wasn't really that traumatizing, but I guess I'm just deranged.
Why was the cat post deleted?
>>28374939
I enjoy the emt stuff but I just got in nursing school. I start this semester. Is it everything I've ever wanted? How do you like it?
>>28370669
yes. my uncle was bedridden for weeks (I think it was diabetes and TB), we got to his house and his whole family. we all watched until he died. everybody cried, but not me. I (mostly) faked it and forced myself until I eventually felt tears too.
I'd like to think it's just because I was only about 8-9 years old at that time, I don't remember.
Banping for interesting
>>28373132
>his nuts slap my knee
I laughed. Did you laugh when it happened?
Two stories: one of my best friend who died in a car accident and the other of my grand mother.
I'll start with my friend I guess.
>be me
>16 year old semi-beta faggot
>not too many friends, but a close little group
>four of us in total
>Me, bro since 3rd grade, let's call him Nate, his gf who has one of those chill hippie/stoner chicks, let's call her Annabeth, and this girl I met freshman year, let's call her Lena
>Knew from the day I met her I was going to marry her someday
>We hung out 24/7, but my betaness kept me from trying to take things further
>end of the year Nate decides to have a huge party at his parents house
>They weren't filthy rich, but damn near
>House had a pool, hot tub, his Dad's mancave had a pool table, foosbal(However the fuck it's spelled) table, and a ton of other awesome shit
>His parents weren't alcoholics, but they drank pretty heavy so we had a ton of booze
>Annabeth brought a ton of weed, shrooms, a sheet of acid and some other random shit
>PartyHard.png
>Never been too into drugs, but decide to say fuck it and go all out
>Me and Lena both get absolutely fucking destroyed
>End up laying on the trampoline just staring at the sky
>Don't remember exactly what I took, but I was feeling unbelievably confident that night
>Reach over and grab her hand
>She turns and looks at me
>The way the moonlight was shining on her face made her look like a fucking angle
>Could swear my heart stopped for a second when I reached over and kissed her
>She rolls over on top of me and starts just going crazy
>Never would've guessed she was the dominant type, but I was fucking loving it
>Right as I start reaching up her shirt Nate comes out absolutely fucking destroyed
>Areyoufuckingkiddingmenigger.gif
>Climbs up and lays the trampoline with us
>Can't even understand what he's saying he's so drunk
>We decide to get him inside and in bed before he does something stupid
>He had a bit of a reputation for doing stupid shit when he's wasted
>>28379001
>a skeleton pops out
The end.
>>28378980
In the moment I was surprised they hung that low and had to maintain professionalism. But looking back on it, I laugh about it. It's a riot at parties.
>>28371775
that mixtape is on fire for real though
>>28370669
I saw a hobo get ran over.
>>28379001
>>The way the moonlight was shining on her face made her look like a fucking angle
Acute or obtuse?
>>28379075
Should have known. Someone touching boob on r9k? Next you're gonna tell me Barack Obama is my dad or something
I was on the hospital when I tried to kill myself and some nigger has gotten shot and he was on the gurney and flatlined. His mother was screaming so much for hours it was fucking annoying
>>28372035
>Are you a medfag?
>Do you get used to it?
Yeah to both, it's part of the job, it's nothing to worry about. The most difficult part is explaining to families, they have so many misconceptions about what is capable in a hospital setting.
>>28374918
I read that as gundam is sick
>>>/m/
My great aunt had bad Alzheimer's and me and my family were sitting on the porch downstairs with her on her room in the third floor. She threw herself off her porch and died instantly when she hit the ground. I can still remember my mother screaming "oh my god!"
The doctors said that she had had a "moment of clarity"
Dad died while I was on my computer a few years ago and I found him
>be on computer waiting for mom to come from
>dad is working on fence in back yard
>comes in lays on ground in our utility room
>I come in the utility room and find him
>tell mom and call 911
>he dies a few minutes later while I'm standing on staircase peeping through the curtain the ems put up while they operated on him
>he had a heart attack
just fuck my life up famalalam
>>28379001
>>28379001
Cont.
>Party finally starts to wind down
>Maybe like 20 people left
>I ask her Lena if she wanted to head back to my house
>She says yes
>Fuckyes.jpg
>Never had too big a problem driving drunk and I feel fine so I decide to drive
>About halfway there I start to doze off
>Horny 16 year old me wants to fuck so I fight through it and keep going
Wish i'd fucking stopped..
>The heat feels so good I doze off for a few seconds
>Come to at the sound of a horn blaring
>See a pair of headlights directly to my left
>Probably only 5 seconds but it feels like eternity
>He slams into the side of us doing probably 40
>My head smashes into the window and I almost black out
>Blood pouring down my face
>We skid off into a phone pole and I fly forward and smash my face on the steering wheel
>For some reason the piece of shit airbag didn't deploy
>Vision is blurry but I look over at Lena
>She has a huge gouge on her forehead and isn't moving
>I reach over and drunkely try check her pulse
>Can't feel anything so I shake her shoulder
>Tears fucking stresaming down my cheeks
>She groans a bit and kind of shudders and goes still again
>Keep trying to shake her but it doesn't do anything
>Feel like my heart's going to fucking explode
>Last thing I remember was somebody running up to the front of the car
>Wake up in a hospital tye next day
>Broke several ribs, my left arm and had a severe concussion
>Parents and sister are their
>Mom won't even look at me and dad's staring at me like he wants to fucking kill me
>Sister's the only one who'll speak to me
Turns out Lena died that night. Severe internal bleeding and punctured lung.
Don't remember anything but wanting to fucking end my worthless life.
I killed her bros.
She was the love of my life and it was my fault she's gone.
It's been nearly 4 years since then and I haven't been able to even look at another woman since.
>>28370669
>Mom asks if I want to go over and see great-grandma
>no
>She dies next day
>mfw on my way to work, not turning on the news
>mfw bad traffic, no idea why I live in fucking Idaho
>I look ahead, and see fire trucks, as traffic moves along slowly
>I realize its an accident eventually, but there was a smoldering SUV in the distance.
>Firemen trying to grab a giant blue tarp, holding it up so traffic can't see.
>mfw I drive my just in time to see the inside of the wreck.
>2 charred bodies inside. Gruesome contorted bones, like something out of a movie.
>Go to work and have a normal day because I don't care.
>>28379561
Fuck anon. As much as I hate drunk drivers and want to say that you fucked up (and don't get me wrong, you did) I can't help but feel sorry for you. Just takes one big fucking mistake to fuck up your life and end anothers. Would not want to be you my friend having to live with that and all.
>>28370669
>on the way to university
>almost there
>guy on scooter drive past me as I wait at crosswalk
>vintage looking one, in my mind I am like "nice scooter bro"
>suddenly lose balance
>fell of the scooter
>everything starts to look so unreal
>slides right under oncoming van
>van almost managed to stop in time but run him over anyway
>not much of a gore but the guy was unconscious
>no clue what to do
>some bystanders called the ambulance and cops
>so I just leave and go to uni that is like 15 meters away
>2 hour long exercies
>hear ambulance arrive
>can't hear it leave for the whole exercise so guess he is rekt
>they are taking him out as I go back to campus
I wasn't feeling anything unlike my friends that were kinda freaking and out of balance for the whole day. all I was thinking was that I should have taken few pictures for liveleak.
>>28380207
Was this at SFSU?
>>28380408
nop, slovakia
Watched my old man die on his deathbed. He was pretty much already dead for the entire hour that we were there beforehand though. His hands were cold, he looked like a corpse, his eyes were half open and glazed over. His skin was a pale yellow and his mouth was open with a breathing tube stuck down his throat. The only way you could tell he was alive was from the heart monitor beeping away.
Then we saw heard/some spit bubbling up in his throat, he twitched a little bit and the heart monitor flat-lined. He looked the same after dying as he did when we first walked in the room. Such an ugly and inglorious way to leave existence but it's something we all have to inevitable go through sooner or later.
Ever been on /b/?
>>28371441
This hits right in the heart
Anger, wrath, cannot be enough for the stupidity of people preference
>>28375085
unless some guy from jamaica is recording and yells BOMBO KLAA as you jump. then the whole world is going to know you
>>28380486
you can always an hero or just die from some accident. I wish to die that way, don't wanna suffer from some sickness or old age.
>>28380583
It's always going to be a disgusting mess for someone to clean up and it's never ever going to be a pleasant passing, no matter the circumstance.
>>28370669
Ok this gon be lit
>live normal life
>great grandmother is old as fuck and having dreams about heaven and all that shit
>her last wish is to visit her homeland
>we all go there and planned to stay some days and shit.
>the second day we are having lunch and im sitting right next to her
>we all eat and bants and shit
>great grandmother finishes lunch
>she has a blank stare
>im looking right next to her
>she then just closes her eyes, kind of like passes out and never woke up
Life's weird senpai
>>28371741
How could you manipulated your mother like that?!?! You don't know how horrible purgatory is!!!
WE ARE NOT THE OWNERS OF OUR OWN LIVES!!!
We didn't create life we cannot retrieve it
>>28371326
Aww man, I'm so sorry anon :(
>>28371326
holy shit, that is awful man
>>28380653
my point was that I don't want to end up on life support unable to do anything just waiting for the death to come. that's as bad as death row.
>>28372448
>I have some other stories if you guys are interested
What, do you thing this is /x ?
>>28371098
not really imo
it does not haunt me
>>28370669
When I was 4 years old I was at my neighbor's house, he was my first crush tbqh. While hitting each other with inflatable swords in his driveway his dad walked to us. My neighbor bopped him in the leg and his dad dropped dead. My mom told us to run to my house while the ambulance came and don't look at him. My neighbor was hysterically crying and thought it was his fault.
Apparently his dad committed suicide by overdosing and wanted to die in front of us. He tried to kill himself before so clearly he was messed up in the head. Him and his mom moved away and he gave me a pink jewelry box that had dancing ballerinas and music playing when I opened it. I finally found him on facebook after searching for years, I always wondered what he looked like growing up. He turned out to be a typical greasy white trash druggie just like his dad...and he didn't even remember me.
>>28379561
Almost forgot the story of my grandma too.
>be me
>Few years ago grandma gets diagnosed with brain cancer
>We caught it pretty late so there wasn't much hope, but she was always an optimist
>Major naturalist so she refused to do chemo or radiation
>Ate all organic food, juiced, macrobiotic food and all that
>Also smoked shit tons of weed
>Even had a few plants she grew out back
>Grandad died a few years back and the rest of the family never talked to her so I moved in with her to help take car of her
>She was honestly the only member of my family I could stand so I really enjoyed spending time with her
>Every day we'd sit on the porch and smoke
>Would talk for hour after hour with her
>For a while life is great
>Almost forget she even has cancer because she seems so happy and healthy
>Eventually she takes a turn fir the worst though
>Completely bedridden, can hardly walk so I do pretty much everything for her
>Whole time she never stops smiling
>Her philosophy was that no matter what happens in life, as long as you keep a good attitude it'll turn out alright
>Eventually ends up in the hospital
>Doctors give her a few months at best
>Visit her every day because I know it always cheered her up
>One day when i'm about to leave she stops me
>Tells me that what i've done has meant the world to her and she's so grateful for all the things i've given up to help her
>Tells me that when she finally goes she wants me to have the house as her last little thank you
>Crying like a fucking bitch at this point
>She hugs me and says not to cry
>"Everybody has their time baby, it's just a part of life"
>I still remember our last conversation like it was yesterday..
"Gotta love this weather, huh?.."
"Ahh, I don't mind it too much."
"I thought you hated this depressing, gray overcast shit?"
"Prettiest fucking gray i've ever seen, buddy.."
>>28377463
I also start nursing school in Sept. Kind of nervous, but more for smells and gross shit than death. My dad was in the hospital at deaths door a couple years ago. He lived but i got fairly comfortable around that kind of madness.
>>28381206
Sat with her for a little while longer just keeping her company.
Fell asleep at some point because I woke to the sound of her heart monitor flatlining.
That high pitched whine is still the worst god damn noise i've heard in my whole fucking life..
I saw a dude jump off the walnut St bridge in Philly and drown in the Schuylkill. Paramedics wheeled his body right past me because I went down to the waterfront to watch
>>28381206
>"Gotta love this weather, huh?.."
>"Ahh, I don't mind it too much."
>"I thought you hated this depressing, gray overcast shit?"
>"Prettiest fucking gray i've ever seen, buddy.."
deep as fuck
>>28381206
This story touched my heart
Assuming you're not full of shit, that was a beautiful thing
>>28371301
I don't think the media does Ukraine justice. Is it a real warzone down there?
>>28372448
I'm a certified WFR, a level a bit below EMT and I've never had to save anyone yet even though i work in the outdoors. I was taught by profession EMTs and from there stories I can tell that you people see some serious shit.
>>28380816
Just contributing to the thread famalam. If you read that low you must be enjoying it.
>>28381825
Oh I know. I'm not even full time, I just do it on the weekends in between school. Some of the emts who have been doing it for years have seen some terrible terrible things.
We all know what we are getting into though, many of us live for calls like that. It's a mixture of a test of your own abilities and an honest desire to help.
You ever consider moving up to emt? Lots of good stuff to learn.
>>28381256
Good luck man, maybe one day we can be nurse bros. I noticed a lot of nurses come on r9k, it makes me feel at home.
I'm about to make a thread asking for experiences from nurses that are on here.
I did 16 months on the frontlines of helmand province during the most deadly years of the war ('09-'11). I've seen a lot of people die.
>>28370669
>28370669
>Be 6
>Just got back from a bike ride with my dad
>My mum has been in a hospital bed in my parents room for the last 2 years-ish
>Me and my Dad go to see her as soon as we've put the bikes away
>Mum and Dad talk for a while, can't remember what about
>Mum says she loves both of us
>I start tearing up
>My Dad puts his head to her chest and looks at me
"She's gone, Anon."
>I ran to my room and stayed there for a few days just crying
>My dad brought me food but I barely touched it
>>28371519
There was no karate kid 4 you faggot. It was called the Next Karate Kid and it had Hillary Swanky in it. You stupid lying fucking faggot.
>>28370669
Yea I saw my own mom burn to death when I was 5
>Be December 4,2013
>my dog Storm who is my best friend
>He had an enlarged heart
>on the night of December 3 he starts coughing and liquid coming out his nostrils and mouth
>its around 10pm when I notice what's going on with him and I try to pat his back
>I start crying and everyone is asleep so I try and wait until mom gets up at 4am
>Its around 12 when I call emergency vet places and they can't do anything unless I bring him in but I have no license and money and I can't stop crying because I'm afraid I'm gonna lose my best friend
>Mom gets up to go pee and sees me crying
>I tell her what's wrong and she tells me she can't do anything because poor
>All I could do is cry and beg mom to help
>Mom starts to cry and says get a rag from the bathroom
>I know what it's for but I couldn't believe it was happening
>She had Storm in her arms still having a hard time breathing
>She says "shut the door and don't come in until I call your name
>I was outside her door no longer than five seconds and couldn't do it
>I come in bawling and saying please stop over and over
>she says something that haunts me every single day
>"He's trying so hard but we can't afford it"
>She holds the rag over his owe for a few more seconds and I watch him pass
>Moms crying turns worse and hands him to me
>I'm on the floor across from her and I have his lifeless body in my arms and I can't take it
>I keep saying I'm sorry and please come back
>mom is trying to get herself ready for work and keeps telling me I'm sorry
>I got to my room and place his lifeless body next to mine and hold him close while he's wrapped in a towel
>Mom tells Gma to keep an eye on me
>I no longer want to live and I feel numb
>I stayed in the bed for the next 16 hours until my brother came over and buried him in the back yard
I got PTSD from it and it really fucked me up. I don't get close to anyone anymore. Idk how I made it this far.
>>28382706
THAT'S what detail you pinpointed after reading his sob story?
>>28382502
Do you have any interesting story?
>>28370669
I think I saw a mob hit
>Walking down street
>Not really paying attention, hear a couple gun shots
>Quickly brought to alert
>See a guy on the floor and then a grey car speeding away
Some guy went to the help of the guy on the floor but I just ran in the other direction, didn't want to be there for if they come to make sure the job is finished.
>>28383060
>Yea I saw my own mom burn to death when I was 5
uh...where was that part in your story? I know it's really fucked up. It sounds similar to what happened to my dog (except we didn't murder him, his heart stopped) but where's the bit about your mother burning to death?
>>28383060
This is why i hate poor people
When you shitter mum is sick, fetch the same towel and strangle her with it and say that you are poor and therefore she must die
>>28382502
did you take care of the opium?
>>28383060
How do you kill a dog with a towel?
You shove it down it's throat?
Either way, your mum is a cunt and probably used the money that could have saved storm on jewelry and vibrators
My dad and I were walking a long a public beach many years ago when I was little. I didn't see the guy die, but I saw his lifeless corpse. Looked like a junky and probably overdosed. My dad went right up to him and said "yeah, he's dead". We both just left and never said anything to any body. Just left his dead body there. I wonder if any kids playing in the area found it.
>inb4 you dont know he was dead
He was definitely fucking dead. I still have that image of his pale skin in my mind and he definitely not breathing and moving at all. He was fuckin gone man. Didn't mess me up though, I assume he died peacefully. He looked pretty comfy. Probably went to lay down on the beach, enjoy the ocean for a while and let the heroin take him.
>>28383242
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>>28383150
You know what that's my bad. I copied and pasted the story for the green text because I'm on mobile.
Mom just lost her job and we were just barely getting by.
She put the tag over his snout/mouth aka muffle. Shits fucked up.
>>28383371
Thats a pretty crude way to go, even more so when he fought back like ur mum said
I personally would never forgive this, avenge storm.
Shove a towel down your physcopath mums throat
>>28383484
this.
fuck poor people.
she probably went out and spent the money on jewelry and vibrators.
I am really fucking bad at greentext and this is not really an emotional story or anything. Just fucked.
>be me
>be talking to friend on phone
>"Hey anon come over to the park at bla bla I want to talk to you in person!"
>it's late but sure why not
>Friend was waiting for me sitting on the floor
>"Hey Anon I want you to know that it was a really good time with you but I want you to know that you did nothing wrong."
>Shoots himself before I can realize what the fuck was going on
>>28383500
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>>28383484
I understand where y'all are coming from but it was just my Gma and mum living together and we were struggling. I don't hate mom for it but he would've drowned in his in own liquids. I gave him a happy life but I regret not taking better care of him.
Gma died recently and we had to go to her funeral. Mom had to take Xanax from doing what I did after Storm passed. My sister fucking lost it. It was an open casket funeral. I had to carry out Gma. I don't want to deal with another death lads. I'd rather die next than deal with another but I know a parent should never have to see their child die/dead.
>>28383579
That's really messed up, Anon. Are you alright?
