I'm fucking sad right now /r9k/, can we just like, hang out and stuff?
Of course wecant, why would you want to talk with some strangers, stay sad
I'm always sad although I have shiny moments in life. I'll probably commit suicide in June
What's wrong with you lainon?
>>28362480
Understandable
>>28362490
You tell me, I really just want to listen.
>>28362591
I'm a DXM addict who can't cope with anxiety and can't escape my borderline mental disorder. Suicidal thoughts are suddenly triggered by the smallest things or by nothing at all. My thoughts start spiraling downward and I can't stop it. All I can do is let the time pass.
Now why are you sad?
>>28362660
Typical NEET loser. Years of wasting time on chan sites and masturbating seems to have destroyed my willpower. I mean I've never had much self control, but staying focus and sticking to my goals seems to have gotten even harder.
Also just got over one oneitis just to fall for another, perfect.
>>28362845
That sounds like the me of 2 years ago. Used to play the shit out of call of duty, had over 50 days on MW2. Would play all day and sleep the rest, I masturbated 3-4 times a day. I never had self control either, I'm either black or white, fully focused on something or not focused at all. Once I find something good in life I'm addicted to it until I find something else to be addicted to.
Oneitis, ah. This issue usually occurs with virgins like myself. I had the same issue with this chick at our work. Beautiful, South Korean, introvert as fuck and quiet. For all I know she could've been a crazy psycho cunt hiding behind a curtain, your situation could easily be the same. I'm hanging out with this one chick at work, we got a lot in common and shit, introvert as fuck, doesn't do much/etc. Say I'm not a true robot or whatever, I really don't care. I hope it works out, but I'll probably fuck it up anyways, that's why I'm not counting on it because I've been let down in life many times.
What does she look like?
>>28362969
>I'm either black or white, fully focused on something or not focused at all. Once I find something good in life I'm addicted to it until I find something else to be addicted to.
I'm exactly the same. I can be pretty productive for a few days, maybe even a week, but I never make it a month before falling back into my old bad habits. Its not like I wanted to be a NEET, I just can't keep myself focused and driven long enough to make significant progress in life. I'm 24 and I just got my GED, so I'm way behind.
>What does she look like?
My oneitis situation is far more pathetic than yours. As much as I'm attracted to girls, I never fall for them, just too many qts in the world for any of them to stand out to me. I fell for a fucking trap, a man in a dress to put it plainly. I guess its because they're cute like a girl, but since they're a guy I can actually relate to them and feel comfortable sharing feelings with them, with girls you have to always be cold and stoic or its game over. Plus they are so hard to find (well at least ones that I find attractive enough that I would want to date them), that I feel a sense of urgency and desperation that I don't get with girls. Its like finding a unicorn, so when I do I find it very hard to let go.
Right now I'm the acceptance stage, accepting that me and them just ain't gonna happen, and its got me pretty down and feelsy. (Sorry for faggin things up.)
>>28362660
I love dxm and am also very anxious but I can't say I'm suicidal I'm megaman
