You probably got that body dysmorphic disorder or some shit homeboy

i cringe every time i see pictures of me desu senpai

Same, it's pretty much the reason I don't have any social media accounts.

As far as I know, there are about 4 pictures of me that exist of me from the ages of 10 to about now (I'm 26). Naturally, I'm not counting school ID, driver's license photos and the like.

It's a really hard thing to explain to people, and a big reason I never want to do anything since everyone takes pictures of everything nowadays.

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Not OP but what if he's right to be disgusted? Is it really a disorder if he is actually disgusting and see's himself for how he really is?

You're probably just disappointed in what you've became

Shut up Damon.

I like how I look in the mirror. But when I see photos of myself I can't stand the way I look.

>tfw you are narcisstic
EVERY FUCKING MIRROR I HAVE TO LOOK AT MYSELF, MAKE HAIR IF SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH IT, AND LOOK DEEPLY INTO MY EYES JUST TO BUILD UP MY EGO (hetero here). You are lucky desu

I can relate to this particular sentiment. Looking at myself in the mirror is a painful chore; I am always tempted to avert my eyes when I have to look at my reflection to shave or something like that.

However, it's a temptation I refuse to succumb to. I force myself to confront my mirror image on a routine basis, if nothing else than to serve as a prophylaxis against any possibility of misogyny. When women look at me and I see nothing but revulsion in their eyes, I am hurt but I don't give into spite. That look of disgust in their eyes when they look at me is completely understandable. After all, I see the same look in my own eyes whenever I force myself to face my reflection.