>be 13yro white female from middle class family
>top of the class in standardized test, literally cry if score 98th percentile instead of 99th on anything
>failing grades because work is so boring can't bear to do it
>disappointment in class because always reading under desk
>when raise hand because finally something interesting comes up
>9/10 times teacher says "come on X we all know you know the answer, let someone else try"
>used to have nerdy friends and smart kid friends
>now have no friends, everyone is scared of me
>high school boy takes interest
>smokes weed, pierced lip and eyebrow, goes to local screamo shows
>emulate, assimilate
>so desperate for positive attention
>daddy never loved me
>life is a downward spiral after losing virginity at thirteen
>fail out of maths and science magnet school because of cutting and drugs
>keep finding intelligent virgin nice guys and fucking them
>relationships end because such a wreck
>acknowledge truth
>three years of therapy (CBT and DBT)
>diagnosed with GAD, ADD/OCD, PTSD, dysthymia
>put on Focalin
>suddenly making straight As for the first time ever
>stop dating, become celibate
>win a full ride grant to a top ten private women's college
>awwwww yiss there's hope for me yet
>psychiatrist gave me Xanax to help with social changes
>end up feeling like I'm abusing the Xanax even though I'm taking under the prescribed dose
>try to turn my life around by quitting drugs cold turkey
>end up with severe benzo withdrawal
>check into a psych ward
>they make fun of me and force me to go to narcotics anonymous instead of reinstating me on a low dose of Xanax like they should have
>go back to college with situation unchanged, constant auditory and visual hallucinations
>drop out
>decide to make a career in food service
>work my ass off as a dishwasher
>get engaged to what turned out to be your typical lying cheating autistic scumbag
>get pregnant
>realize abortion is against my morals/ethics
>work my ass off to be a great mom
>my nipples bled for a month and I kept breastfeeding through the agony because breastmilk is the best food for a human infant
>read parenting books
>research child psychology
>he keeps playing vidya and fapping to porn until 2AM
>he rapes me
>he abuses the kid
>kick him out
>red pill now
>want to study mathematics again, and philosophy
>life is already over, no coming back from this
>feel it's my moral and ethical duty to be home with the kid
>can't, because no husband
Tell me I'm not a robot
I may not be a robot like you, but I'm still a robot.
not a robot, you're just a fucked up failed normie
>>28352883
You could tell literally from the first line
>middle class white girl problems
>>28352811
>>end up feeling like I'm abusing the Xanax even though I'm taking under the prescribed dose
>>try to turn my life around by quitting drugs cold turkey
>>end up with severe benzo withdrawal
Did you take it daily or something?
I took Xanax for 5 weeks and didn't get any WD
Now I am taking tavor
>>28352788
>>28352811
>>28352833
Feel bad for ya, but this doesn't make you a robot. Everyone has a story to tell.
>>28352968
not op, but you have to take it longer than to get withdrawals. it's more like 3 months of daily usage. also depends on how much you are taking, but eventually your tolerance builds up.
>>28352993
>3 months of daily usage
No one is retarded enough to actually do that, right?
You're not a robot. You went through some shit and ultimately ended up on the outskirts of society but being a robot is uniquely concerned with being a male gf-less virgin. Even if your problems or your life are worse than that of a robot, it doesn't make you one, though if you like victim labels I'm sure there are plenty of other ones to accomodate your situation.
You're just not a robot because its a victim label with a very specific set of conditions that you don't meet.
>>28353006
OP here. My doctor gave me a prescription to take up to 1mg a day.
I took about 3mg a week for five months before quitting cold turkey.
>>28352974
what makes a robot? I've lost perspective. I thought it was about being unloved and failing at everything until you're too pathetic to even try. That's where I'm at
>>28353066
>OP here. My doctor gave me a prescription to take up to 1mg a day.
Your doctor is a retard and you should never visit them again
>intelligent
>a retard conservative
nice meme. Being a studious little slave is not intelligence.
>>28352788
>>28352811
>>28352833
I'm glad you were raped, hope your kid dies.
>>28353104
1mg a day isn't really that bad
i know a woman who has been taking xanax for 10 years, she's at like 5 bars a day (12mg) just to feel normal. i don't know how she is even functioning, she seems like she's in a fog
>>28352833
>had sex
>has a kid
>does drugs
You don't belong here. You're also a woman, so I'm glad your life is shit. Fuck you.
>>28352788
No you are just a stupid cunt, allowing yourself to get knocked up and you have all those MH disorders you just brought a little copy of you into the world, you want me to congrad you on that maybe a big high5? Fuck off psycho slut
>>28352788
You sound like a crazy drug abusing whore who married her typical match and blames him, to dumb to even use protection in sex, I'm sure he "raped" you, fuck off and go to /b/ or /adv/ stop trying to attention whore, all I see is a mentally ill drug abuser whos squirting out kids
>>28353232
>1mg a day isn't really that bad
It is because you will get addicted and build a tolerance
Never take benzos daily
>>28352788
if you want sympathy go to lolcow, you aren't going to get any here
>be female
>have no self respect
>let some trashy kid fuck you at 13
>start doing drugs and cutting
>already acting like a complete normie with a normie childhood
>get on therapy like every other nomie
>can AFFORD therapy and prescriptions like any other middle class or higher normie
>work a dead end job
>get knocked up by chad
>become a single mom
your story is super typical, you are literally a normie. None of that has anything to do with a robot.
If you were a fembot, you would have to be incel and have no guys ever hit on you, and be a khv, not a slut that put out at 9 years old to kid chad.
>>28352788
Fuck off, you are a typical whore who gets knocked up by chad
>>28353351
no actually im hoping someone will make me cry, its been months
>>28352788
>stacey was already smoking weed and having sex while I was getting out of my Dragonball face
No wonder mothers prefer to have some holly shit
>>28353390
ok how about this
your kid will most likely end up on this website at some point and be a robot. single mothers ruin children.
how are you going to feel in ~14 years when he starts posting on here. you may even respond to one of his posts.
this could have been avoided if you didn't open up your legs
I don't like to read it and I feel sad that I have to read it, but it's your own damn doing.
Being a robot of which there exists only one, me, means being of no emotions yet all emotions at once. I want to live forever while feeling like death.
To be a robot is to think what you feel.
i have basically the exact same story (minus the pregnancy and kid and full ride to a good school) as you except i'm a male and have bad acne so people hate me and look down on me regardless of how i change or what i do.
fuck off cunt. you aren't allowed to be depressed when you can say things like:
>keep finding intelligent virgin nice guys and fucking them
>relationships end because such a wreck
>win a full ride grant to a top ten private women's college
>get engaged to what turned out to be your typical lying cheating autistic scumbag
>get pregnant
>realize abortion is against my morals/ethics
>>28353439
>implying 4chan will still be around in 14 years
are you retarded anon?
also wtfg trying to give me what i want
typical male
women want the opposite of whatever we claim to want
>>28353439
OP's story sounds a lot like my mom's story, so you're probably right.
I have never been kissed, I have never touched a woman and I'm 24 and still live with my mom. I make minimum wage and have since I was 18, and have considered suicide for the past few years.
I can already tell my mom hates me.
That will happen to you, OP. You are going to spend your best years raising a child to the best of your ability, and that child is going to kill itself when it finally gets some semblance of independence.
>>28352788
you're not a robot, you're a dumb fucking cunt who threw her own life away on several occasions.
>>28353066
A robot is someone who never had a chance and was completely fucked from the start. You clearly had chances, too many if you aske.
My life as a robot is complete shit and I didn't have to d anything for it to turn that way. You didn't have to be a straight a student you could had a great life with no effort
>>28353473
you're not allowed to be depressed if you've never tried and failed anyway
people won't look at you because you have acne?
people have told me im not allowed to cry because im so pretty. like wtf
>>28353538
>people have told me im not allowed to cry because im so pretty.
GET OFF MY FUCKING BOARD FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUAKLJHDADA
>all these failed normies with their failed normie stories and epeens
I am the only real robot.
>>28352811
>psychiatrist gave me Xanax to help with social changes
>to help with social changes
Jesus fucking Christ
Do americans depend on psych meds for literally everything that is out of their comfort zone? Why do they give off that shit so easily in there?
>>28353538
Try being ugly first.
>>28353600
some people just like to get high i guess
OP. Was your ex husband white? Is your child white?
Single mothers who do anything for their children >>>> anti natalist unfeminine trash.
Do you love your child?
>>28353622
>Single mothers who do anything for their children
that's a good way to raise a psychopathic mommas boy
>>28353538
>people won't look at you because you have acne?
>people have told me im not allowed to cry because im so pretty. like wtf
You think veiled complements are as bad as having undesirable physical features?
Or is this some sort of humblebrag?
Either way, this is why you're not a robot.
>>28353547
haha
>>28353518
i was fucked from the start
unwanted child, product of a broken condom and drunkeness
parents screamed at each other and me every single day of my life, resulting in suicidal urges literally simultaneous with understanding what life and death were
not "allowed" to be depressed because "you have everything you could ever want"
when hit puberty, social pressure to put out or become completely isolated. girls aren't allowed to be academic/nerdy/abstinent like guys are.
>>28353647
>girls aren't allowed to be academic/nerdy/abstinent like guys are.
uhh, that's the point you fucking idiot.
>social pressure to put out or become completely isolated.
aka social pressure to be a normie or be a robot.
Guess what you chose, and what you are?
I've had conversations with 30 year old fembot virgin hamplanets. If they're a robot, girls can be robots. YOU are a normie and don't belong here.
>>28353622
yeah he's pure white, white as white can be. im more of a nigger than him with my jew and sicilian blood
>>28353641
come on anon. put yourself in my shoes. try. imagine being told you can't ever suffer just because of your face. its every bit as bad as suffering because of your face because you feel GUILTY
>>28353647
>has a father
>was raised in a wealthy household
>got into a top tier school
>is attractive
Yeah you're not allowed to be depressed or a robot. It's no one's fault but your own for letting the normies turn you into a stupid whore.
My father tried to kill me when I was a child and I grew up on the streets. Fuck off you stupid whore.
>>28353702
yeah you could overcome and work hard and become something and forever have an epic story of perseverance and awesomeness
if i work hard and become something i'll be entirely average in my family and they'll start expecting me to wear prada shoes like them and people like you, who are most of the people on this planet, will hate me ever more
>>28352788
Show vagina pls.
>>28353743
>if you work hard you can fix mental illness worse than anxiety and OCD and poverty
Stupid bitch.
>wahhh I don't measure up to my family
Then stop giving a fuck about what your family has achieved? You obviously don't like them so why would you compare yourself to them?
No one pities you here and it's not just because you have a vagina.
>>28353682
How old are you?
How old is your child?
Do you want more children?
>>28353682
You're reading too much into a comment that is predominantly a complement. It sounds like you are grasping at straws.
Men get the message that they can't suffer because other men are indifferent, and women are largely contemptuous.
>>28353780
22, 2, yeah I'd have a dozen if I could. I want to homeschool this one, I'm trying to find a way to earn a living from home to make it possible.
>>28353778
what mental illness do you have?
>>28353782
its not a fucking compliment to have someone walk up to you while you're uncontrollably sobbing in a public place and tell you to stop because of your physical attributes
also it was a straight female who did this
>>28353647
>i was fucked from the start
no, you where given many chances. If you never got any of those chances and where so ugly nobody would touch you then you would be a robot
>>28353831
>what mental illness do you have?
treatment resistent dysthymia, derealization/depersonalization disorder, sever social anxiety bordering on paranoiac, visual snow, and some unidentified shit that causes me to have visual hallucinations but isn't a psychotic disorder.
the only thing that works for my anxiety are benzos and public psychiatric facilities do not prescribe them for any reason. i've been on every anti-depressant available and most of the antipsychotics. none have been effective and they have just fucked my life up even more.
>>28353831
If you met a nice guy who you felt real chemistry for would you cater to each and every sexual fantasy he had?
>>28353831
>its not a fucking compliment to have someone walk up to you while you're uncontrollably sobbing in a public place and tell you to stop because of your physical attributes
It was a complement meant to cheer you up, ignorant maybe, but well meaning. Compare that to what would happen if you were a man crying in public. Most people would have been made uncomfortable by you and avoided you, if not express their disgust openly.
>>28353682
>come on anon. put yourself in my shoes. try. imagine being told you can't ever suffer just because of your face
whenever i complained about something or showed the tinyest bit of discomfort my drunk father beat me.
To this day r9k is the only place im allowed to complain and thats only when failed normies and edgy kids are doing something else
>>28353831
>single mother, mentally ill
>homeschooling a son
Dear god, he's gonna be beyond fucked up. Op, realize you're going to ruin your children, and they were already at a higher risk for mental illness because some traits for it are genetic
>>28353743
>if i work hard and become something i'll be entirely average in my family
bleach your eyes, once you are blind you will be able to have an epic story
>>28353910
we're either gonna get another robot here, a new school shooter to talk about, or a new tranny to jack off to.
>mfw imagining OP's son becoming a tranny mess that fucks for cheap and blows his trans brains out at 27
>>28353884
>>28353875
>>28353893
stop fighting over me guyz there is enough for evryone tee-hee, please donate
>>28353518
A robot is someone who blames everyone but himself for his situation. A robot is lazy, entitled, angry, and generally just a jerk and bully.
So that's why OP is not a typical robot. She's fucked up, but at least she acknowledges her own situation.
Good job, you brought another miserable and hopeless child into the world by following your dumb cunt instincts and fucking Chad.
>>28353900
my father completely ignored my emotions in favor of caring only about my grade reports, and stayed with my mentally ill mother because she was willing to
>>28353884
do disgusting sexual acts because she knew he was the only chance she had at a free ride in life.
No, I wouldn't feel chemistry for someone who wanted to have unnatural, porn-inspired perv sex.
>>28353910
She's a girl. She's better off being homeschooled than put through the system that fucked me up, so whatever.
>>28353893
I would truly rather have had everyone around me be made uncomfortable and ignore me and be disgusted than have my crying invaded with that bullshit
>>28353932
i have degenerative myopia and will be legally blind by the time im 35. there's hope for me yet
>>28353964
mlady i have slain the powerful foe, let me carry you to the castle on my motorized wheelchair, we can share a delightful feast of tenders and cheetos with an aged mountain dew that lost half the fizz and see where we go from there
>>28354003
What if it was just rape fantasies. No gay bdsm stuff.
>>28354003
>i have degenerative myopia and will be legally blind by the time im 35. there's hope for me yet
me too but nobody will ever give a shit tho
>>28354003
if you wish your dad beat you up more i would gladly fill that role
>>28354023
Again, I would not experience "real chemistry" with a sicko. I actually literally got tied up and raped three months ago, sooooo yeah not really feelin' it.
>>28354031
>you wish your dad beat you up more i would gladly fill that role
yes plz, be sure to finish the job
>>28354093
Jesus that's horrible. I'm sorry anon.
Porn has really fucked me up. Sometimes I feel like I can only get off if I'm hurting a girl.
>my life is shit
>no, it isn't shit enough
>abloo bloo, but i want to be part of the shitty life club
Are you serious OP? Also, why would it matter? Are you this desperate for approval from others?
>>28354093
>we got to the point where getting laid and doing drugs make you a robot
that great, net steap the share and like butto. Thank you hiro you trully are our greatest ally
>>28354093
>actually literally tied up and raped
Video?
>>28352833
>has kid
>keep finding intelligent virgin nice guys and fucking them
>losing virginity at 13
>marry someone
>xddd guiiis tell me im not a robot xddddd
>only 98th percentile
top kek
You chose to get with a douchebag who treats you like shit. It's your own fault. Literally everything bad in your life is due to YOU constantly making bad choices in life. You weren't dealt a shit hand like most robots. You're even "intelligent" and also attractive I presume. You're not a fucking robot. You're a retarded Stacey that seemingly did everything you could to destroy your own life.
I bet you love to feel sorry for yourself and you probably blame others for your situation. Get over yourself. You're posting your life story here because you seek validation. You don't deserve a single ounce of pity.
>>28354109
+1 i cry every time
you are bootifil gurrrl you r real strong,
>>28354134
hiro? i've been here for years, faggot. moot once apologized for ruining my thread by replying.
>>28354116
>>28354176
i was genuinely hoping something that came out of this would make me cry, but no dice. is that approval? i guess so
>>28354144
if i had one i'd make a webm just for you
>>28354222
>moot is a cuck
wow, what a surprize, regardless moot was one cuck. Now we have thousands
cant wait for my 4 chan profile, im going to fill it with selfies, im going to add all my friends i meet clubbing too
>>28352833
Why would you even want that pathetic label?
>>28354300
i don't really, im just bored af & thought this thread might help some of you fags understand that being a stacy/failed normie might actually be just as bad as being a cavedweller never-even-tried
OP, are you completely jaded by the idea of love and marriage and romance? That's crucial.
>>28354222
>everyone keeps telling me to fuck off
>but as long as i dont cry that means im accepted
you could go to tumblr, facebook or anywhere else in the web to get the hundred likes and comments, you crave people telling you you are a piece of shit tho because deep down you are and you know it.
You are a girl, which means you can never have it as bad as a robot, that baby of yours you can dump at foster care and have a complete fresh start, regardless i rarely see a robot step so low as you do, going online to feed into your victim complex, im sure you are in a fetal posittion right now feeling sorry for yourself. If only those mean 4chan guys didnt treat me so badly i would be able to be happy oh poor me
>>28354317
No. I'm actually more hopeful than ever. I do feel a lot of self-loathing for not being a virgin and having a kid out of wedlock. I'm going to have to get over that and figure out a way to get an education before I will be able to marry.
>>28354315
There is absolutely, positively no way you will ever convince anyone on this board, or anyone with a brain, that being a female is as bad as being a male. Girls with no legs get boyfriends to take care of them. Girls with actual, diagnosed high functioning autism get boyfriends to take care of them. Girls who are 300lbs and disgusting get boyfriends to take care of them. Girls with literally every mental illness under the sun get boyfriends to take care of them.
Any male in any of those positions would never get anything.
>>28354327
this. OP fuck off. no one here will sympathize with you. everything bad in your life was objectively your own fault.
>I fucked a ton of guys at a young age but being a slut ruined my life so now I'm a robot like you
hahahahahaha, omg
>>28354340
That's good. Provided she let me impregnate her a couple of times and provided her existing kid was white. I'd date a single mother.
>>28352788
Where are you from?
Want someone to talk to?
>>28354365
she will probably cheat on you, she's fucked up in the head and a broken human being
but you're a cuck so you'd probably get aroused by that
>>28354327
No, you misunderstand. I have some kind of problem where I get migraines instead of crying. I'm sitting at my desk in my nice, freshly cleaned apartment, drinking water, eating almonds and playing online pool. Later today I will continue reading Ego and His Own.
>>28354222
that baby of yours you dont keep it because its moral oir because you love it. You keep that baby the same reason you lost your virginity at age 13, the same reason you keep getting raped and doing drugs. You do so because you crave mediocrity like all staceys do. Self destruction is the only thing that gives you pleasure because you are incredibly shallow and you never cared who you hurt in the way.
That baby of yours is the real robot and will remain being a robot and will remain being your victim until she grows up enough to learn how to be you because byou will teach her to be you and eventually resent her for being you.
>>28354222
you didnt stop for one second to consider that she might have a better life if she didnt have to be raised by a stupid druggy whore of a mother like you. What cant you even do for her, in which way can you give her a better life that foster care could? dont tell me you love her because you dont even consider her an individual, you would love for her to get cancer and die so you could score some sweet misery point, people like you and im using the word people generously should not be able to care for another human being, frankly seeing you with a dog would unnerv me
>>28354342
That's simply not true Anon. I'm an attractive, intelligent girl and my ex-fiance didn't take care of me or our kid, he fucking abused us. And he seemed like THE nice guy when I met him (obviously because I had very poor judgement).
And now? Now I feel ashamed to find a guy to "take care of me". Yeah, I could go out tomorrow and have a sugar daddy, or probably even find some nice short guy my own age in a well-paid STEM field job to marry me, but I simply can't bring myself to. It's unethical. I have to work my ass of now to make up for my shit choices in the past, now that I'm finally self-aware.
If I even have a chance, being that I am a female controlled by my hormonal cycle and all.
>>28354383
I guarantee I won't cheat on my future husband. I've never cheated yet, and even gone out of my way to avoid being "the other woman".
>your mother had mental illness
>you have a mental illness
>your homeschooled (sic) kid will most likely have a mental illness
>and you actually want to have even more kids
Oh wow, did you make it your life goal to just fuck gene pool's shit up?
Stop breeding and die already, maybe then your current kid will at least have some chance at life with his foster parents(wouldn't count on it with your shitty genes though, lol).
>>28352788
Very similar to me, but male instead of female obvs. You're smarter, I was only amazing in language arts and sciences, been awful at math my whole life.
Life got flipped turned upside down by my friends introducing me to drugs and then betraying and bullying me at 13 instead of losing virginity as the catalyst. Dropped out after a bunch of different schools and being a shitlord.
Life got better eventually, yours will as well.
>>28354497
that's funny because my mother was in foster care and her "parents" would duct-tape her to a chair in the basement while they used her care money to go out to a nice meal and buy their real kids new clothes and toys
you have no perception of the real world
>>28352788
>Had some sense of intelligence
>Fell for an emo faggot
>Lost virginity at 13
>Did drugs
Thing is you have no one to blame but yourself, some of us were born into shit, crawled through the shit, and now we are just left here with the byproduct of a shitty life. You had a great chance at life and were stupid.
You aren't a bot, you are literally a failed normalfag.
OP, you'll never know what it's like to be loved by /no one/, or to be treated like you're a fundamentally disgusting person. You could always find some desperate man with an office job to support you. You'll never know what it's like for people to look away from you and make cringey faces in Walmart because your accidently made eye contact with them
Also, you're a woman. Everybody lets you have emotions. I have to bottle up everything. No psychiatrist giving me xanex, nobody giving me a chance to go into school
Leeeaaave RRREEEEE
>>28354522
Just fucking kill yourself, no one cares. You're a piece of filthy shit and everyone here wants you to leave. You are not welcome here. Fuck you.
>>28354222
everyone was right about you, your dad was right not to give you attention because attention was all you ever cared for and he was smart enough to see your narcisism from a young age. God help us if he actually coddled you you wold be running around doing atrocitys to other human beings, he didnt account for the fact that you would eventually mother a victim but that i already covered.
The ugly chad who fucked you when you wehere 13 and the one who got you pregnant where your tools and nothing else. You knew about safe sex so by the time sleeping around and smoking weed wasnt as shoking and didnt make you a poor abused girl you had to take it a step further. You will keep taking things further and further, then you will age and nobody will care about you and then you will die and thats going to be your life
>>28354522
>obviously because I had very poor judgement
There's the root of all this. Its your fault. Why should I have any sympathy for you?
>>28354620
You shouldn't. That's the point of this.
>>28354573
>born into shit
I was born to parents who never set me up to succeed, in a society/culture all too happy to exploit that.
>>28354567
so that makes you what? lesser of two evils?
you can get the pretend lover you have for your daughter out f the way, we both know i hit the nail.
Foster care would first look for any relative of yours to care for the child, you said it yourself you are white and not poor so they wont have any issues finding someone who is actually capable of love to raise her
>>28353682
Don't listen to these retards, they have no idea what hardships living a real life can throw at a person. They have never been out of their parents basement before yet have all the answers and tons of judgement for a persons mistakes.
Youre not a robot in that you aren't a complete social retard, not a kissless virgin and have experienced a life outside of the internet. A true robot is a kissless virgin, NEET, lack of social skills, lives with parents or survives on NEETbux, lack sself awareness and collects cum jugs.
>>28354668
Yeah no
My parents? Well you see how competent they were
My extended family? I used to fucking beg them to take me from my parents, and they refused. Why would they take the black sheep's black sheep's kid in? Why would I even want them to? My one aunt lets her husband shove her into walls and beat her kids. My uncle and his wife popped out two kids 11 months apart at age 40+ who are riddled with birth defects and now have a Hispanic nanny raising them and send them to some five-year-waiting list ristzy preschool. Why would I want those fags having my kid? Nah. Loving her is the first decent thing I've ever done.
>>28353682
You've had sex. You do drugs frequently.
You aren't "suffering." You aren't lonely. All of your "hardships" are the result of your own poor decision making. You're much better off than 90% of the people here. Your "problems" are nothing.
>>28354716
if you cant see its a slippery slope im going to spell it for you
you are a worse parent than your parents
>Why would they take the black sheep's black sheep's kid in?
because the kid is in foster care, for as bad as you percieve your parents to be they never were bad enough to grant child services to take you away, you achieved a new low congratulations
>Why would I even want them to?
because its about the health and safety of someone who is completely innocent and uncapable of hurtin others?
>loving her
please dont flatter yourself, you never loved her you just gave birth to her. You dont have any understanding of what love means
that also means that you never did a decent thing but this is your chance, giving her to some remotely functioningh family is the best thing you can do for her
>>28354379
TOP KUK
0RG
>Wanting the label of "Robot"
Everyone needs to die, I hope a massive asteroid hits this godforsaken planet.
>>28352788
I'm a femanon and I hate your cocky shithead attitude and your insistence on being accepted here
Browse the board, lurk, and pretend to be a guy like the rest of us
Know your place if you're so fucking 'redpilled'.
>>28354650
>I was born to parents who never set me up to succeed, in a society/culture all too happy to exploit that.
God kill yourself you ingrate. All you're entitled to is food and a roof over your head.
>didn't set me up to succeed
So you're blaming other people for your pathetic failures because they didn't beat the shit out of you for being a lazy, disgusting vile scum that makes excuses for everything. You're as pathetic and low as a human can get. Stop pretending you have any morality. You're a victim of nothing but stupidity. Stop whining, seriously.
OP where are you?New York City please
You aren't a robot. Not in the defined /r9k/ sense anyways. You are maladjusted and probably all types of fucked up mentally, but I would hazard to say you're fairly typical for a girl in a family with money and no real invested parental responsibility.
Being a robot isn't just self loathing paired with introversion. It's being completely and totally invisible. There will never be a seedy person that seeks us out. We seek them out and get laughed at or beaten. Usually emotionally but sometime mentally. Being a robot is having absolutely no one from the outside give two single shits about us so we go online for our companionship and escapism. It's being so broken mentally that you freeze up and panic when someone tries to break through your self imposed shell, even if just a functioning "How has your day been?" from the non interested clerk when you put the last of the money you have down on the counter for a bottle of vodka so cheap and kerosene looking it comes in a plastic bottle. Its having a rotten tooth so abscessed knowing you can't afford to do jack shit while taking giddy pleasure in the pain while silently praying it does manage to break into the blood stream and poison your heart.
Its having a rope or helium tank hidden in the closet while day dreaming not of money or adventures or even love but day dreaming of taking it out the closet and finally taking that leap into the void. Then you daydream that maybe someone will find it and understand so perfectly and fully that they grab you and hug you and cry and let you know just how much they need you, but knowing that theyll just look at it in disgust, lock you up in a mental ward because you're nothing more than a chore to their human lives. It's not wanting a hooker for sex, its realizing that you need to pay for the most basic human contact that others take for granted. Its realization that you're utterly and entirely alone and that there's no reason to give a fuck about yourself (piss jugs or abscess
>>28355012
This was beautiful. You're right, I'm not a robot. I acknowledged that when I said "I'm not a robot like you." I guess what I was trying to get across was that robots shouldn't hate failed normies/Staceys so much becauseour lives are shit toowith a bonus of "you had your chances, how dare you feel sorry for yourself"
>>28355115
Your life isn't shit. You have a cute little girl who loves her mom ;_;
>>28355115
Don't give me that bullshit, if you think people deserve to have their lives fixed because of their own fuckups that happened because of their own responsibility, go pick up a homeless dude and let him be your daughter's daddy, he probably fucked up at some point in his life because of something he could or couldn't have helped.
>>28355490
T H I S
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I hope more horrible things happen to you, frankly, woman. You've already had so much more than any of us will ever have in our lives. You do not belong here by any measure, not one little bit.
Go to some other site; you'll find plenty of whiteknights to blow smoke up your ass and pity you and offer all the help you could possibly want. This is a place for real motherfuckers, and even if robots are pieces of shit, at least they have enough self-respect to call you out for being a useless, garbage cunt.
>>28354300
The very fact we say "women can't be robots" makes a woman furious, because they feel the need to be included and accepted in everything even if it's nothing to do with them
Women can't actually comprehend something could exist that ISN'T for them
Get cancer and die you normie bitch
>single mom
>red pill
Oiamlaffin
>>28354522
>And now? Now I feel ashamed to find a guy to "take care of me". Yeah, I could go out tomorrow and have a sugar daddy, or probably even find some nice short guy my own age in a well-paid STEM field job to marry me, but I simply can't bring myself to. It's unethical. I have to work my ass of now to make up for my shit choices in the past, now that I'm finally self-aware.
Can't tell if you mean you're going to stay single for a long while until you feel better or that you want a Chad.
>>28352833
>Tell me I'm not a robot
Okay? You're not a robot
Too lazy to graph things out as an image but for a smart girl like you just Imagine the below are two graphs comparing your life with a robot's
Your Life: _/\_/\_/\_ (projected future): _/\_etc
A Real Robot's Life: ____________________
Also post tits pls
>nobody understands I'm a robot
>not even my husband or my child
Hmm.
You are literally trash, I hope your kid dies, I hope you die. You act like you're high and mightier than the robots on this board but you're not. You are literally below robot tier. Something I didn't even know was possible. Your life is a byproduct of your own fucking stupidity and cry for attention but no one even fucking cares and your kid will end up a like fucking eminem only not successful.
tldr: kill yourself
A man in your situation would never have even gotten to the therapy. He would've been dead in a ditch long ago because there would be nobody to pamper him like you got purely because of your vagina.
A man with that kind of past would never get beyond community college let alone a top 10 school.
Becoming a single mom is just the first time you came slightly closer to the life of a man because having a kid puts a slight dampener on your pussy privilege. Even now you still have it far better than any man in your place would.
And guess what? Notice how everything that fucked your life up in that story is connected? All of it is entirely your own bad decisions. Thanks to the pussy pass the world will always tell you that you have no agency because you're a woman and can therefore do no wrong, but the truth is that your choices really are your own and they do carry consequences.
TL;DR: you are not a robot, you just managed to fuck your shit up in spite of being born into a position of astronomical privilege.
>>28356344
This is my fucking point right here. Are you really so stupid you can't comprehend it?
My life is worse than a robot's BECAUSE I have a pussy.
If I didn't have a pussy that first guy wouldn't have wanted anything to do with me, wouldn't have molested and later fucked me. I would have been a social reject if I were male, and that would have been better than being peer pressured into becoming a sexual assault victim and an addict.
If I didn't have a pussy the psych ward Doctor might have taken me seriously when I said I didn't WANT to take Xanax again but that I was in withdrawal, but no, because I'm a worthless female he called me an addict and laughed me out of his office. There was a man the same age as me admitted on the same day and they gave him everything he asked for. They actually went against medical practice in refusing to give me Xanax while I was in withdrawal.
If I didn't have a pussy I would have felt comfortable getting an abortion, seeing the child I accidentally conceived as a curse, but no, I have "motherly instincts" and I couldn't bear to literally kill a child. If I didn't have a pussy I wouldn't be the one raising a child alone now, I'd get to scamper off back to a life of partying like my ex did.
I don't have astronomical privilege. There is no privilege in being a woman. There is only sacrifice.
>>28355998
Also thank you Anon. That made me smile. You don't want to see my tits, I breastfed for eighteen months.
Oh but when my babydaddy dates again HE won't have to apologize for his body being different because he refused to become a murderer
>>28356954
You should've exercised better judgment and abstained from having sex with him.
>>28356897
you made bad choices you fucking IDIOT
that doesnt mean women CANT have an easier life if they arent borderline RETARDED like you
>>28356897
>There is no privilege in being a woman. There is only sacrifice.
My sides are going to fucking burst.
>>28356897
>If I didn't have a pussy I would have felt comfortable getting an abortion
Great job moran.
>>28356897
There is great privilege in being a woman. You just made poor decisions and pissed it away.
Fuck this thread. You deserve it OP. You truly earned it. I just feel bad for your kid who has no say in the matter and will probably end up becoming a real robot thanks to your shitty failed normie decisions.
>>28352833
>laid at 13
>get ptsd from white middle class problems
>get a free ride
>throw it away
>work a shitty job for a week
>have chads kid
>want some beta to pay for it
>i'm one of you
No. You are everything we hate. Please leave.
>>28356897
>There is no privilege in being a woman
