>>28334774
The moment i was created.

>>28334895
forwardslashthread

I don't really think I could pinpoint a single day as the day I became a robot. It was just a slow downward spiral. The worst part is knowing it's happening, and being unable to stop it.

>come home from some shitty class
>phone rings
>answer it
>budy on other line is crying
>tells me my best friend and oneitus of eight years is dead
>scream a lot
>down a half bottle of tequila and roughly four doses of weed "edible" candy bar
>pass out
>wake up
>in delirium I think she's playing a Huck Finn
>send her a bunch of messages about seeing her soon ha ha
>tell mom
>go to bathroom
>get in shower fully dressed
>cry under shower for a while
>leave bathroom
>go into bedroom
>stab at leg with box cutter
>watch her facebook feed fill up with faggots she never liked saying she was "one of a kind" and "a truly remarkable spirit
>get angrier and angrier
>eventually fall back asleep
I don't know if that was the worst, but things have never gone back to okay since then.

Everyday is the same shit
None of them is worth mentioning