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how are the drugs you consume, if any, affecting you? no lying faggots.
LET IT ALL OUT
had one relapse on weed within 18 days.
i think i'm finally done with the mean green
>>28319221
I've tried weed on occasion and I have fun with groups of friends, but since I'm the "responsible" one and usually drive us around, I get really paranoid and scared.
haven't done it in quite a while, don't think I will ever again.
>>28319221
Let's end this right here. Just say no to drugs. You have the strength to stand on your own without the help of greedy pharmaceutical companies or scummy drug dealers.
>>28319221
Lets do this oldshool.
Swim has no motivation and constantly tries to free himself from the 'Matrix'/Simulation that he is stuck in.
swim also often contemplates that he may have been programmed just to reinforce the belief that the simulation is real, and that he only exists to blend into the background so that the one 'Real' person does not suspect anything.
I'm so bored of weed, I mean its fun getting high after a day of work but I'm so tired of packing bowls and then going smoking the shit, having to worry about smoke in my garage/car. Not to mention I don;t get that high anymore.
Did MDMA recently and was good. Will be doing some LSD soon and I'm better than ever. Very rarely think about such substances and I'm perfectly functional with and without these drugs.
I see drugs as like a forbidden fruit.
>be in high school years ago
>try weed for the first time
>my world fucking changes
It can be a bad or a good thing i guess... I used to be straight edge and i was fine with it however being sober can be boring sometimes.
I smoke weed a few times a week and i take small breaks alot... same with cigarettes..
I dont want that shit to rule my life and burn a hole in my wallet
>>28319221
>smokes weed daily now
>does other drugs recreationally when depression hits (benzos, LSD, etc)
>alcoholic.jpg
>tried pretty much everything short of smack
main problems:
>no memory of anything ever
>not a qt stoner girl
>just a fuckin creep getting high alone
>social anxiety is wayy worse now
>>28319301
>relapse
>weed
>alcohol
Fun for any occasion, either relaxed drinking with friends or on a night out.
>weed
Associated strongly with "chill" time, occasionally makes me unsociable. Good supplement for when I want to be alone and just watch movies, listen to music, do creative things (I write and do a bit of urban photography)
>xanax
Not prescribed it, but the feeling of warmth and contentness you get from it is amazing. All conversation feels natural, could talk for hours. Also slightly funny to stumble around. Shame about the memory loss and long-ass sleeps. The only drug I've ever been worried about getting addicted to (because it's possible to do it every day and combine it with any activity)
>speed
Great for a night out, gives you a buzz and makes you very sociable and adventurous. Also makes you feel in control of everything. Great when combined with xannies.
>MDMA
Good for a night out, but I do it less rarely due to the neurotoxicity. Makes you feel like you love the world, and those body rushes man... I feel like MD in a good social environment could convert any misanthropic robot into a hopeful optimist.
>psychedelics: LSD, shrooms, 2C-class drugs, DMT
I could go into detail and they're all different, but they're great for changing the way you see the world. Many people report spiritual experiences on them, I've had similar things but I'm sternly sceptical about the spiritual aspect; they are mind-altering drugs after all. Past the peak of the trip, returning to reality just feels fantastic, as if you're rediscovering what seems banal and boring. I usually get a week-long burst of motivation after doing psychedelics.
>>28319624
How do you like DMT? And how do you take it--smoked? And where do you niggas get this shit? I'm having a hard time just getting some e let alone lucy or DMT. Fuck.
>>28320084
DMT is something you can extract yourself from pretty much anywhere.
Look it up, never done it myself but from what i've read it seems doable.
Stay safe anon.
>>28320162
Yeah I've briefly looked into how you can extract it but that's way out of my league. I'm a studying scientist but nothing related to plants (botany)
A shame there's no /drug/ on 4chins. Knowledge and education above all else when it comes to these.
>>28319221
I used to sell weed to fund my stoner habit, over time it has turned me into a moneygrubbing, aimless, and lazy scumbag. Alienated all of my friends because I sorta peer pressured them into buying/selling from me and over time I turned from a buddy into a overbearing landlord that would pester my them for money they owe me. It got to the point where every conversation I would passive aggressively probe them for how much money they collected.
>>28320192
I know 16 year olds who have extracted dmt, you're way overestimating how difficult it is. It's a freezer naptha extraction from some bark material you can buy online. A day of errands to paint stores and ordering supplies on amazon, is all the preparation needed. Results may vary, but literally anyone can do it.
There are very easy guides online
There's also 420chan, if you want to ask 'specialists'.
Buying LSD is easy on the dark net, it's also probably the safest product as far as getting caught shipping. There are plenty of noob-friendly guides for that too.
It's all waiting for you, frankly.
>>28319624
>speed
>xanax
>mix
ya ok if you want to cancel out the effects of speed u do that. dumbfuck located right here
I started smoking weed again about 2 years ago.
It was around the time WA legalized it.
Since then I went from living on my own in another state with a promising job.
To moving back home and quiting job after job casue I dont want to wake up early and just want to smoke,play vodya, and skateboard all day.
Dunno if it's weed cutting my motivation or if im depressed.
>>28319221
I don't want to blame weed solely for me becoming a shut in, but it's certainly made me lazier and unwilling to put effort into change. I don't really care though.
>cocaine
love it, ill do it if I dont want to do meth
>meth
love it, better than cocaine but more harmful for my body so i dont or try not to do it often
>weed
fuck this, if you want to be lazy then go ahead but i prefer to be productive
>opiates
only when i got nothing to do then i can be comfy and watch movies
desu drugs sucked the fun and motivation of life for me. I have finals tomorrow and i have yet to study. I want to do some coke right now so i can start my homework but i dont want to becasue that is the path to addiction.
I just got to soldier on and do it without it this whole finals week to gain discipline
>>28320647
ah yeah coke hell yeah
dude meth love it
love me some opiates
>don't touch weed though. that stuff messes with your head man
I don't post on r9k, just rarely lurk.. I've been smoking weed for 3 years straight. At first the high i was getting was so out of this world that the best way to describe it was "tripping out". Weed doesn't affect me at all now, except the first smoke of the day which is in the morning. I don't even get high just.. drowsy kinda, it's not euphoric, doesn't play around with my senses... It's like taking a tablespoon of nyquil. I quit for 6 months to find a job, I smoked 2 bowls as a celebration kinda thing after I did find one. I KINDA felt that euphoric feeling, but it just lasted that night, any time after that was the same "drowsy" effect. I smoke 2 times a day. I even smoked 6 bowls to see if it was just because I wasn't smoking enough, just make my lungs feel stupid charred and a bit light headed from all the inhaling and exhaling. I'd quit but.. weed is my outlet, it keeps me from going mad. I have no friends or anything like that, no social life.. idk.
>weed
i liked it for a good 4 years or so but as of late I've grown pretty bored of it. it turns me into a social retard and makes me think about a bunch of negative shit. I like it best alone.
>MDMA
My favorite drug hands down. makes me feel fucking amazing and i can talk to anyone. I'd recommend everyone try it at least once and go to a good night club or festival where you can dance cause you will really want to. Only do it once a month at the most though, preferably once every 3 months.
>Speed
I use this for studying cause it's way cheaper than adderall and I enjoy snorting things. Gives a nice initial rush and you feel like the fucking man for 4 or so hours. I owe my 4.0 this semester to this drug, it lets you study like there's no tomorrow and not get bored. Just don't look at porn or else you'll end up masturbating for hours. Cigarettes are nice on speed too.
>2c-b
Only tried once so I can't speak too much on it. I took about 18mg so maybe it was a little underwhelming cause all I remember is getting a lot of energy and slight color visuals. The come up was pretty bad though, I felt nauseous for like 20 minutes.
I'd like to try acid soon
>>28320701
>>28320701
I also have some heavy dose serequil tablets, I don't take them unless i feel i HAVE to (which is almost never) you end up sleeping for a whole 24 hours if you don't force yourself out of bed.
>>28319221
LSD changed my life and got me out of a very dark place in my life with toxic people
>>28320701
That's fucked. You're fucked. There's no point at all in smoking at this stage, you should take a 3 month tolerance break and see what happens
>>28320701
That's just tolerance. If you stop for 6 months and start smoking again, you'll get stupid high at first then it'll taper off again.
>>28320796
>>28320799
Did you even read the post?
He did quit for 6 months.
What he needs is to start exercising.
>>28320844
And eating well (if they aren't already) and I'd personally throw in meditation.
These things should be staple for every human.
>>28320790
I couldn't agree more. Psychedelics are beautiful, the amount of beauty and harmony I feel with everything around me makes me want to live longer, to me it's like therapy for all my suffering. I come out a lot better it definitely helps me realize what a miserable negative shit I can be it enhances reality to the point where my problems dissolve.
I smoke weed sometimes but it's getting less and less frequent. I'll probably stop soon. I was already quit for a year, but jumped back on it out of boredom. Now I'm getting bored of it.
I need help quiting weed. I am doing well. But the urges follow me. I was smoking daily for a few months. Then I stopped and went to 3 times a week-ish. Then I went full quit. Then I picked back up at daily. Then sparsely. Then daily. I just got to a place where I'm not smoking all the time. Just a lot. I amn't high tonight, but the last 2 I was. I want to stop. Hurts my sleep. Hurts my motivation. But I have some good thoughts when I'm high. I think of things differently. I don't get goofy high anymore. Just a bit lazier. IDK what to do
>>28320844
I go for a walk every day in the morning if that counts for anything (2miles). I have a slender build too, not a fat boy. Maybe I'm not exercising enough?
>>28320799
I did stop for 6 months
>>28321047
It's not exercising if your heart rate doesn't raise
>>28319221
The booze removes social anxiety for a while at least. I think the general impact is that it costs too much money, has a horrible down-crash afterward, makes it difficult to traffic myself around, and might be harming my liver.
I should go back to psychedelics. Well, maybe I would if I could hook it up, but alas.
>>28321006
Wean and replace. Slowly wean yourself off the substance you want to quit (you're doing it now, good work), and whenever you have the urge to pick up that substance again, do something healthy/something you want to do instead. When you quit a habit, you're leaving a hole in your day which you're not used to filling with something else, and sheer boredom alone will drive you back to it. It's easier to quit if you fill that hole in with something.
For instance, you could research up a list of books to read and start reading whenever you have the urge to blaze it. This'll give you some new/good thoughts if the books are good.
>>28319352
D.A.R.E to be drug free!
I'm out on bond for a felony possession charge with residential rehab or jail time being a certainty.
>>28321247
>greentext story??
oregon comment
>>28319221
>haloperidol
>clonazepam
>lamotrigine
>copious amounts of caffeine
The caffeine is to counteract the sedating effects of haloperidol, clonazepam, and lamotrigine. I'm gonna talk to my psych about getting on modafinil or something similar to keep me awake during the day without having to take shitloads of caffeine.
I wish I could partake in actual drugs though. I've always wanted to try actual hallucinogens, but my long term experimentation with DPH fucked me up so badly that I can't take even the mildest hallucinogens now without risking my condition getting worse. Basically, I can't take anything that makes me feel good aside from opiates and I don't want to go down that path since I've seen firsthand what it does.
>>28319221
i haven't used anything for a long time, i was smoking weed, drinking strong coffee, and beer pretty regularly. kind of made me feel tired/depressed.
i want to drink a bit, i think it's normal to want to experience things like that once in a while. the problem is when you start doing it every day. i've been brewing some alcohol and don't feel anxious waiting for it to be ready.
i was reading about genghis khan, he would let his people drink 3 times a month, but said drinking none at all would be better although that's not really practical or you wouldn't really find anyone who never wanted to drink or anything.
even people who are supposed to avoid all intoxicants still drink coffee or sometimes smoke tobacco, claiming that it's not intoxicating.
i tried mushrooms once, although i was young and just kind of passed out after. i woke up for a bit and all i really remember is that it was like looking through a fish eye lens and anything i looked at was really close, and everything was orange. i'd like to try it again.
i'm not sure if i should feel bad about wanting to use alcohol and mushrooms or anything else because i'm older with more responsibilities now. but feeling like you're working 24/7 can get to you after a while, and possibly make you not work to your full potential when you actually have to work.
>>28319221
I have an alien friend who infiltrates my mind every time I do drugs
Not sure he's really my friend anymore, but I think he is
The omnipresence is unnerving but such is life
>>28319561
>>just a fuckin creep getting high alone
Smoked weed quite heavily for the past five years. I'm an alcoholic, so I took it up to kick the booze. Now I'm hooked on weed (inb4 "YOU CAN'T GET ADDICTED TO WEED" fuckwits, I'm a spineless sap with no friends who doesn't leave his house, I need all the chemical alteration I can get before I feel at all comfortable in my own skin).
I'm not a big fan anymore. It helps me a lot when it comes to writing music and the like, but it also makes me very paranoid. It makes me hungry too, which usually curtails my dieting efforts.
I haven't tried any other drugs, and never will. I'm 100% certain that my mind would break in half. I've also got a very addictive personality, so there's that too.
I'm productive all day but can't get hard, or hard all day and jacking off for hours getting nothing done
Meth made me paranoid. I didn't go outside for a week. I'm sticking to alcohol, even though I need it all the time now.
>>28321828
Im the same way- I can't smoke weed now without getting ultra paranoid after my stint with meth
>>28321870
You're too young to drink. It's bad for your little body.
>>28321956
I like little bodies
>>28321981
>tfw not a cute loli
>>28321981
Yeah, I'll bet you do.
>>28322050
Literally though, it can affect your physical and psychological development. Maybe too late now, but I'm glad I waited until 16 to start drinking.
my life now is a balance between smonk weed and coca cola
>>28320790
I don't know if my problem has been
>2 much drugs,
>or not enough
Currently, not enough. My dopamine levels suck, the natural delayed-rewards euphory my body is supposed to make doesn't happen.
So realistically, to be at my peak optimum performance I got to be high for that shihh
>>28321321
>drove intoxicated
>pulled over
>searched against will because probable cause
>arrested for felony cocaine possession, paraphernalia(needles) and DUI
>released on supervised ROR
>dirty urine screen one week later
>40 days in jail
>bond out before court date
>now looking at a year or 6 months rehab, 6 months probation
>>28320898
exactly, it's extremely helpful and therapeutic for me. Every time I start to hit a low point in my depression I take a trip, remember how easy it is to be happy, and apply that to life.
Even my bad trips have been helpful, because it means coping with negative memories and thoughts that i normally wouldn't confront.
I switched from Allegra D to Allegra because being on pseudoephedrine all the time is bad for you. My nose is getting stuffy in the Spring because of allergies though. Might switch back for a little while.
>>28319221
I use weed daily, it helps me focus up until a point where I am just stoned. Short-term memory is slightly impaired after a year or so now of daily use (I've been smoking often for years however). Long-term is fine. Ultimately it's a good trade.
>>28320790
Don't be a faggot, talk about it. Don't just come in here and talk about how psychedelics enlightened you. We've all heard that phrase, it's boring. I love LSD. But tell your story or say nothing
>>28322070
I've been drinking since when I was 4 and I'm completely fine m9
>kind of want to stop getting high all the time
>remember that I'm an autistic loser with no friends or social contact outside of work
>pack a bowl
Only thing I dislike is that I feel groggy in the mornings when I'm using it heavily.
Are there any new drugs?
What is the latest new drug?
I want all the happiness but doesnt destroy my mind or body.
>>28322623
You are on here, you are not fine.
>>28322094
enjoy the b& kiddoooo
>>28319221
Weed helped with my anxiety, except when it was cheap ass weed that actually made it worse.
Also LSD helped too.
Oh and nootropics, when used well, are a nice boost.
>>28319221
weed just makes me forget about why i hate myself and lets me go on about life without too much thinking. which is why i started smoking every day
stimulants just work like my adhd meds so im just awake it sucks dick
>>28319434
dude could you compare the tobacco with the green to someone who hasn't the possibility to use it
>>28323246
you have to be 18 to post here
bloxbloxs
>>28323246
Yeah, tobacco is sort of calming. Smoke a lot of it and you may feel a little dizzy.
Weed puts you in another state of mind, but it's not that intense either. There are different strains, described as either a head or body buzz. Some people report that increases anxiety.
Weed
>has destroyed my ability to focus and short term memory
>cannot sleep without it
>ruined my speech fluency
>bong has stained my upper lip despite frequent cleaning
>>28319221
Smoking weed for a year (probably) gave me kinisegenic dyskinesia.
Basically if I go from inactivity to rapid movement, the left side of my body writhes uncontrollably for a few seconds.
>>28323869
When something stinks and you ask where the stench is coming from, do people say, "It's your upper lip"?
>>28323929
No, it's not noticeable unless you look directly at my face
about a month and a half ago i stopped smoking (had been ~daily for a few years)
i wouldn't say i feel better or worse, just different
I don't drink alcohol much anymore. i used to love getting fucked up and partying, meeting girls, but i've realized that's not really my scene and i dont enjoy it much. i rarely drink at all now, although sometimes when i do i go a little too hard.
my friends that i made in college are all massive stoners, so in college i smoke 2 to 4x a week. i enjoy it most of the time, although less so recently. i had a bad "trip" on weed which changed my whole outlook on life, and im still currently dealing with it. i get depersonalized sometimes when i smoke, although other times i enjoy myself to no end. some of my funnest experiences have been when i was high. now that im home for the summer though, i dont think ill smoke for the next 4 months
i did LSD once, it was a very fun experience. went to an art museum, it was ASTOUNDING. overall though my trip lasted 17 hours and the next day i felt terrible. i have a tab of acid with me right now, will probably do it this summer but would like xanax to end the trip when necessary.
I rarely ever drink caffeine except during finals week. i went a bit crazy this semester during finals week, and i suppose it paid off a little. i enjoy how focused caffeine makes me but i dont want to become addicted. i will likely consume it more often though in the future
>>28324356
oh and melatonin. can't sleep without it, although i've struggled with insomnia for my entire life so it's not much different
>>28319353
You either have schizophrenia or mania my friend
>>28324356
I can see a purpose in nearly every drug, but I never understood the point of doing psychedelics. Seems like they just make people go loopy, and since that's me most of the time, I have usually stayed away from them. Who needs a dose of crazy, when you're already living in crazytown?
>>28319221
I take klonopin. I fucking hate it. I have to take it because otherwise I shudder fucking uncontrollably in public and can't function around other human beings.
But god, I hate the feeling so much. It is like it slows your brain down, like you're now thinking with molasses as a brain. Sure, not having anxiety feels good, but it goes too far in the other direction: now I'm too fucking slow, too fucking passive because of it.
And the worst thing is, quitting is literally hell.
I can't win, either way I am fucked, anxiety or benzo hell.
>>28324588
You need to be 18 or over to post on here.
>>28324860
Don't be defensive. I want to hear a case for psychedelics.
been an alcoholic since i was 15, both of my parents are too so that makes sense but honestly dont understand how everyone doesnt end up an alcoholic
Alcohol:
Tastes good and makes you feel good. Almost necessary as a social lubricant. I'm at the point of addiction tho. Drink a six pack a night.
Weed:
The devil's lettuce. I don't even get high anymore, I just smoke to feel normal. Addicted as fuck.
Cigarettes:
I smoke a pack a day, all day, every day. Great way to kill five minutes.
Stimulants:
Great shit. Makes you feel like a God. I don't fucks with it often tho because it feels too good and I'm afraid of becoming a tweaker.
Opiates:
Chill as fuck. Once again, too good to do too often.
Benzos:
I used to get prescribed these fuckers. Try 'em with weed and a beer. You will be on cloud nine. Just try not to go on binges and black out.
Psychedelics:
DO NOT USE PSYCHEDELICS IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY HISTORY OF SCHIZOPHRENIA OR BIPOLAR -- SHIT GOT ME SENT TO A PSYCH WARD (although the cosmic hilarity is perhaps the greatest state of intoxication known to man)
MDMA:
Peace love and etardation. Try combinig with sex. Don't do more than every few months.
Antidepressants:
They make you fat and tired. Do not recommend.
Antipsychotics:
They make you stupid and unable fo orgasm. Do not recommend. I need 'em anyway tho.
>>28325023
I love the contrast between the "drugs" and the more pharmaceutical shit. I fucking hate SSRI and neuroleptics with a passion. I'd rather suffer off my meds than feel like even more of an empty shell on them.
>>28319561
>social anxiety is wayy worse now
having been there, I found alcohol was more responsible for that than weed or psys, plus it does far more physical damage
>>28319221
>tfw up to smoking over a half a week
>>28325344
Alcohol is more addictive than I ever imagined. Used to be I could drink for days on end, and stop anytime, so I thought I could get away with it. Now not one day goes by that I don't need a drink. It helps you cope with anxiety in the short term but once it's got you, it's got you good.
>>28324987
LSD changes your look on life and you might find why you have the problems you have. It's not just seeing trippy colors and all that
>>28325436
half a gram? That's not really much. How much do you smoke in one sitting?
Who else here didnt do shit until recently?
>>28325455
saving the xannies for the comedown right? I mean doing acid while on xannies would be a waste of time
>>28325500
I never take xannies with lsd, not even for the comedown.
>>28325507
I do for coming down, usually around the 6-8 hour mark, makes for a great blissful transition into a long restful sleep
How does Xanax end a bad trip? I assume it just calms you down enough alleviate some of the feelings that caused this to begin with. You're still tripping though, right?
>>28325438
I was an alco for 10 years with anxiety that kept getting worse. I quit because it was becoming clear it was killing me. Then got into weed daily and psychedelics at least once a week. The anxiety has gradually decreased over the last few months despite that drug use, or maybe because of it
>>28325540
Alright. I'll try it. ajsbzbvd
>>28325574
In the space of half an hour it kills the visuals and gives a blissy sort don't give a fuck attitude. And usually a vague regret about killing a trip which probably would have been fine if only I'd waited a little longer.
LSD every few months for years now. no negative effects to report. It's actually quite helpful, leaves me more relaxed and ready for problems for about a week and let's me reflect on past months from a different perspective.
then again, I started using it precisely because of impossibility of addiction and no side effects if you don't do it in an abandoded mental hospital or something like that
How can I recover from alcoholism? I'm completely lost to it right now. Is there some way I can ease of the booze? I'm not sure I can quit at this point without some brutal DT's. It's not like when I quit smoking. That seemed hard at the time, but it's nothing to this.
>>28325896
Buy phenibut (otc supplement that works on gaba) and take just enough of it each day to eliminate your alcohol withdrawal symptoms. If you can last seven days sober, then immediately discontinue using phenibut to avoid swapping addictions, you'll be good.
Either way, if you do end up being addicted to phenibut, it's a metric fuckload less toxic than alcohol. It still amazes me to this day how people willingly drink straight poison when there are so many better drugs out there.
>>28319221
I haven't smoked weed for 4 months.
There are days I feel really sad or under stress because of uni and then I really wish I had a joint. I'm thinking of growing indoors for self use, but I dont know anything on the subject, I'm lazy to learn and I'd probably fuck up my plant. It would also take a lot of time and patiece, which I lack of.
>>28320790
could you elaborate pls?
>>28319583
When people relapse on weed its the same as someone relapsing to a gambling addiction. The word isn't as rigid as it may seem.
It blows my mind that people claim you can do anything on meth, it doesn't focus you like adderall at all and the high is so intense.
I am a semi-daily user and i can't get jack shit down on meth, except pacing around my apartment, looking out the window for the cops etc (i mean thats not everytime but usually when i do alot). If i use and go to class, i couldn't concentrate if my life depended on it and usually end up just wanting to fuck all the girls there and need to jerk off
the dysphoria too is such a fucking bitch.
Am i taking too much i guess?
