Who here /stillfighting/?
We all know life is tough and everyone hates us but we also know at the end of the day we're all gonna make it
keep on truckin everyone
>>28313966
we might make it to a death at 60+, but we'd have to endure a life of pain. Nah, I'm going down the drugs and suicide path.
>>28314383
FUCK YES
I'm so with you
of course, I Will be Sifu
>>28314383
This life of pain will help transform me into the mechanically augmented transhuman abomination I dream of becoming.
Really the only reason I still live is because I seek transcendence and immortality.
I can abuse drugs along the way to help numb the agony.
>>28313966
I'm just doing stupid reckless shit until I get unlucky. Drinking and smoking heavily, riding a motorbike, eating frozen shit. Something will get me in the end.
>>28314383
the dream senpai (i think)
>>28313966
>january 2016
>start losing weight
>lose 20 pounds around march
>uni start to getting harder and harder
>tfw no gf feels kick in
>lose motivation to make diet/exercise
>May 2016
>still have same weight I had in march
>my grades are awful and Im failing uni, barely can go there without having a panic attack
Im waiting for the helium tank to arrive
>>28313966
Me. At least when I die I can say I tried.
>>28314566
don't try that, go on the darknet and get some nembutal, or barbiturate salts or something. It's like falling asleep, only without waking up. An exit bag can fail, I know this from experience.
>>28314608
Can fail if you are fucking stupid
Its literally put a bag in your head fillied with helium and breath
Also, Im too much of a pussy for darknet
>>28314645
you're able to kill yourself, but not go on some spooky site? Grow some balls, christ, and yes, it can go wrong, I followed a guide, did everything right, and woke up on the floor with the bag torn.
i'm not fighting anymore
i don't think i ever was
i'm a college drop out
i will die by 30
it will feel nice
>>28313966
not /stillfighting/ but haven't found a valid reason to kill myself yet so there's that.
>>28313966
just got a job thats %100 normies my age....
hoping its not so bad....
>>28313966
I am fighting by not fighting, if that makes any sense to you
Truly I do fight over inane shit all the time, but that is just how I pass the time between now and death
Not everyone can make it, stupid
Don't let the normies get to you, my brothers
>>28314852
It'll be awful, normie politicking would make you want to go to the roof and jump headfirst.
Life advice from the lovely Brian Blessed:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdLnxfFVsi4
Sometimes I think of this video when I am feeling down
>>28314917
>28314917
i know but my brother works there and we are pretty good buddies so atleast i have him. if not i will just quit and go NEET again its not worth it.
Last attempt now for me. Can't really do the whole people thing, so I'm grade cucking myself to try at least have a bit of money to be alone with. If i fail this time though im just giving up and going on welfare because im a fucking hunchback so i cant really work many jobs
>>28313966
I LIVE
I DIE
I LIVE AGAIN
>>28314880
And not everyone will not make it
We're all gonna make what?
What is the end goal that provides fulfillment?
>>28314383
I always laugh at people like you. You do realize that all of the old bum, druggies, and generally horribly-fucked-but-old people all thought this way when they were young, right? If you can;t kill yourself today you;re not going to be able to do it tomorrow.
WITTNESS ME
>>28318224
>if you can't kill yourself today you're not going to be able to tomorrow
Logically this statement is false
>>28314947
I fucking love Brian Blessed. I want to be like him when I'm in my 70's.
>>28318343
Well, I'm sure lots of people have had thier lives made better by doing drugs, I'm sure yours will be the same ;)
>tried being normie
>turns out normies are all using social skills and a positive echo chamber to keep themselves alive
>they will drag you down with sugar coated bullshit all day
I am surrounded by depressed 30-60 year old men on a construction site who all loop happy thoughts. Please tell me im shit because I need it to feel real
>>28319045
How do you know they're not actually happy?
>>28319218
I don't maybe its just me but I need to be reminded that I am not one of them and I can not be one of them because I keep thinking I am and then I slip up. I have to keep myself grounded so I can progress otherwise I will fuck myself and them over.
>trying to dress /fa/ even if it's expensive
>lifting and counting calories even if no one to impress
>ask girls out even if they all stand me up
>being positive even if ugly and isolated
>studying hard even if grades are horrible
>make effort to be social even if I'm a robot and they're normies
Oh what a day. WHAT A LOVELY DAY.
