Can we get a feels thread going? I could use a good feel right now.
>dog always whimpers infront of my bedroom door until i let him in
>he died 3 days ago
>still hear his whimpering
what the fuck, i didn't asked for this
>been feeling extremely shit for the past few months
>because of this didn't complete my final papers
>been putting it off because every time I try and work on it I freak the fuck out over the fact that it's over two weeks late
>got an email last night asking why it hasn't been turned in
>Prof also emailed the class saying he hasn't grade it because someone hasn't turned it in
>in class group chat everyone bitching about who it is and why they haven't turned it in and the Prof should've named and shamed them
>now in a full fledged panic attack over this shit and I don't know what to do
I know I brought this upon myself not only by not doing the work but also by continuously refusing medication and regular therapy because I think I can fix myself but holy fuck I'm such a fucking mess someone kill me
>Get a text from my ex who I haven't talked to in 2 years asking if she could come over
>She tells me I'm the only one she has right now that she can talk to about everything
>After a 10 min or so I agree to let her come
>My ex comes to my house pissed off at me still for everything I did to her in the past
>You can tell instantly she doesn't want anything to do with me but she knows I am the only one here for her right now
>She tells me to get up and follow her
>We arrive at her car where she starts balling her eyes out
>She tells me her new boyfriend has been cheating on her
>She tells me the only reason she got with him was to make me jealous
>She stops crying and stares me in the eyes
> I look into her tear filled eyes and realize how much I missed her and how she still means the world to me
> She tells me she made a mistake by ending things
>She grabs my hand and tells me she still loves me and wants to be with me and only me
>She goes into kiss me
>Right before our lips meet a loud horn sounds in front of us
>The sound of the horn gets louder and louder as the lights get closer and closer
I wake up with my alarm blaring. I'm alone and without her still. It's been 2 years and I cannot get over her. I laid there for 30 minutes crying with the alarm sounding in the background. I will never love anyone the same way I loved her.
>>28312932
>tfw no sweaty oneitis panties to sniff
>>28313019
spooky
oreganol
>>28313337
Thats a fucked up feel man
>a qt acknowledges your existence
>fall for her just because of that deprivation you've felt for acceptance your entire life
>find out she was just being nice and she's had a bf for years
that's it lads
>finally had a perfect chance to talk to my crush for the first time while we were standing next to eachother in line
>didnt say anything
>only have two more classes left with eachother now before i likely never see her again
seriously considering suicide because this girl is like all i think about even though ive never talked to her, we just look at eachother.
>>28313489
Fuck off you underage little shit.
How long has it been since someone told you they loved you?
>>28313489
talk to her you fucking idiot
