Why don't you guys just create a tulpa? After all you're already mentally fucked, so at least you can have a friend/girlfriend/mommy inside your head.
What is a tulpa?
>A tulpa is an entity created in the mind, acting independently of, and parallel to your own consciousness. They are able to think, and have their own free will, emotions, and memories.
Guide
https://community.tulpa.info/thread-general-kiahdaj-s-absolute-guide-to-tulpas
An interesting experiment
https://youtu.be/X2lGPT2J1cc
>>28310494
not this shit again please
>>28310597
Why not, anon?
Are you afraid?
I have a plethora of 'sleeping' mental disorders, and I surely won't do anything that might wake them up
I've love to be able to make one but it's too difficult
This shit can't actually be real
Origami post
I've thought about it
I already have borderline schizophrenia from lack of social contact and I talk to and sometimes scream at myself without being able to control it
so I guess I can take the next step and make it full-fledged schizophrenia and be totally insane
>>28310494
I would if it were actually real. I think people are just lying about it.
>>28310494
>After all you're already mentally fucked
I'm in this situation because I am so ridiculously sane.
The world must be mad, not me.
OP, what do you like to do with your tulpa? We usually talk a lot during the day and cuddle at night as we fall asleep. I'd post a picture of her but I got banned enough times for breaking rule 15.