>tfw suicidal thoughts have gone away because of love for humanity
>>28301691
How? Teach me your ways.
>tfw you realize everyone is special in their own way
>tfw you see all of the tiny, beautiful things that everyone around you create
>tfw you're so shit in comparison to them it just makes you more suicidal
>tfw you will never join the ranks of real humans
>>28301711
If it helps, I see your dubs.
>>28301703
It was long and arduous. I kind of developed my own philosophy as a combination of absurdism and buddhism.
>suicidal thoughts occasionally replaced with illogical thoughts of euphoria
>tfw probably bipolar or something
>love for humanity subsides
>comfy limbo
>>28301753
any tips for someone who wants to stop hating every minute of his goddamn life?
Besides suicide I mean.
>>28301753
>absurdism and buddhism
Does not compute. Absurdism is an intrinsically individualistic philosophy of struggle. It throws away morals, even Camus agreed the absurdist is amoral.
Schopenhauer and buddhism wanted universal compassion.
Hence, you're a contradictory faggot.
Enjoy your life as a miser.
READ KIERKEGAARD YOU 17 YEAR OLD CAMUSFAG. ABSURDISM IS FAITH.
>>28301807
just made it my job to love everyone I can. Realise that life is a hedonistic treadmill and people are suffering. Nothing else has as much importance. I could go homeless for all I care and I'd be happy. Also I'm using music as a medium for love.
>>28301691
dumdum frogeposuer
>tfw you found a gf and happy life by being yourself
>>28301691
I think this song is about loving people despite knowing how bad the world is. If anyone likes it I will write where I first heard it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIWQhMjPblY
Where were you when you realized that everything's going to be okay?
>tfw suicidal thought have appeared because of growing hatred towards humanity
>can't even escape them in my filenames
Fuck normies.
there is still self-destruction occuring throughout the globe
cant deny that reality
>>28303829
Crowded House - Don't Dream It's Over
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9gKyRmic20
>>28301845
>mfw he was right about everything
>>28301691
This is how I feel whenever I watch EoE, it's amazing.