What staves off the loneliness for you? Anime, shows, movies, music, games, etc? Please include a link if applicable.
>>28268696
weed, lexapro, lamictal, and the occasional xanax
A whole lot of alcohol, although it doesn't help at all with feeling of guilt.
There is no staving it off. Learn to accept it or drown in the sea of existential dread.
I feel close to God when i'm alone.
i have faith in his word, he keeps me satisfied and nourishes my soul
My job. I try not to interact with anybody but it's nice to be out of the house doing something productive. It's a good distraction.
Also alcohol.
LSD, alcohol, anime, and video games.
Play dota when feeling down... just hit 2000 hours
>>28268696
Any escapism movies, vidya, porn
Sleep.
Alcohol.
>>28268696
when everything gets too much I start to smoke, not weed just smoke. I go out buy a few packs and smoke all night long. I don't know why but it helps until everything is too much too handle again.
>>28269025
>>28268946
>>28268743
alcohol brings out my depression. I'm apathetic and feel a lot less lonely with out it.
Food and working out
Twitch streams. It works for me as a substitute for friends and makes me feel like I'm a part of something. I wish I had the motivation to actually play games myself though.
One time I tied BELT TO doorknob and my neck, choked myself a bit, and did sort of a mock suicide. It felt kind of nice, like if my life went too sour, I could take control and end it any time. You should try it.
>>28268696
nothing does, it's always there. It doesn't disappear just because you've covered your eyes.
>>28269097
Loneliness exists in your mind. If it doesn't exist in your thoughts, it doesn't exist, period.
>>28269092
I relate to that feel. When I feel really shit I like to clean my shotgun. Feels good knowing there's an instant escape waiting for me right inside my closet.
>>28268696
Linken park albums.
And LOTS of drugz.
>>28269230
>Linken park albums.
Old ones or new ones?
I like comfy games about friendship. Does anyone have any waifu VN recs?
consuming media anon
currently watching peep show:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7_RmY8uHkM
>>28268977
This desu
veryvery original
I've started saving every anime girl picture I see that I like.
When I'm feeling like shit, I just start looking for anime girls and it distracts me for easily over an hour.
>>28268696
twitch /loltyler1
Watching this sexy beast
browsing imageboards
watching youtube videos
or playing videogames
everything else sucks or doesn't keep me distracted long enough lmao
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Growing pot and mushies.
A bowl a day keeps the problems at bay.
Get a 30g yield out of my closet grow, and I have the magic fungus ready to go every month or so when I want to leave this mortal coil.
Shooting is fun too, when I have the time and money.
>>28270852
I'm jealous of everything except the shrooms. I actually grew shrooms a decent bit a decade ago but they made me feel suicidal due to making me realize I have no one but fake people who don't care about me except for my drugs. Plus, I absolutely hated the taste. Also used to grow weed. Both at the highest level. Protip: a straw and horse manure casing will bump the potency to the max, far more than simple rice cakes. And I hope your weed explodes with clean, distinct flavor as soon as it's dried, because if not, you're doing it wrong. If you wanna compare notes, I'm right here, bro.
Do you live on your own, or do your parents tolerate a closet grow? Pic related, my stash at it's peak.
>>28268696
>always had mild interest in starting to watch anime but would rather play vidya in free time instead
>finally get courage to talk to qt3.14 oneitis I'd been making eye contact with for months
>she fucking loves anime
>she's a total dork about it too, really cute honestly
>later learn she's in a casual relationship with someone else
>anime reminds me of her
>tfw I'll probably never have her
>tfw starting to watch anime would just make it worse
It hurts
>>28271076
That's fucking trash anon that purple shit looks like dust bunnies
>>28271242
They're called trichomes and it's what gets you high you dunce
>>28271076
I have my own apartment. My parents already kicked me out of the house for pot years ago.
Honestly I know I'm not the best grower, but i get decent yields for cheap, and it always beats going through a dealer for mushies. I just use the PF-tek for convenience.
Oh I absolutely hate the taste as well, but I used to chug nasty DXM syrup all the time, so nutty tasting shrooms ain't so bad in comparison. Gosh that stash looks lovely. I don't really have any pics of my grow, but I'm sure it pales in comparison to what yours was.
I had a nice trip yesterday (7 g's) where I kept seeing fractals of smiling/laughing faces forming from leaves and grass. I also had rthe distinct feeling that I was shrinking for like 5 hours. I felt my body shrink to a single point and then explode in a swirl of colors, and it didn't even matter if my eyes were open or closed at that point. 10/10 can't w8 for the next trip.
I don't think I'm capable of feeling lonely. I don't feel bad about having no friends, I don't even want any. I'm only content when I'm alone, even if I'm doing nothing.
I normally listen to a lot of music, but lately I've been playing a lot of Enter the Gungeon, so I'm only listening to maybe 2 or 3 albums a day at most. I also do origami. Not a lot of stuff, but I find a lot of depth in them.
Been thinking of taking up alcohol as a hobby. I'm interested in other drugs but not to the point that I'd interact with people to get them.
>>28271242
I severely regret getting a purple strain because I was being a huge faggot about the color. Good yield, but absolute shit taste, like black licorice and granny perfume. Plus it made me the most anxious of any weed I ever grew.
I hear low potency and shit flavor is common among purple strains. At the very least stay away from Killing Fields.
>>28268977
>>28270299
how do you guys not rage uncontrollably over bullshit losses?
>>28268696
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Hereyougo
Also steam
>>28271361
ey, if you want grow advice I'd love to help out. That harvest was 2 400w harvests together, along with well frosted leaf. My skype is x ant homelanoid, delete the spaces. Glad you like shrooms better than I ever did. I kinda wish I thought of grinding them in a bud grinder and filling some gelcaps, but whatever.
4chan staves it off pretty well. You just have to find the right board and the right hobby.
/r9k/ is TERRIBLE as a home board, and I seriously hope none of you mainly browse this place.
Anime, manga, LNs, VNs, RPGs and most of all, 4chan.
>>28269025
Sleep can be really wonderful. Oftentimes you can be truly happy in your dreams.
>>28270325
I do this too, I'm at like 6000 pictures now.
>>28271681
>6000
How long did it take you to accumulate that much?
I'm only just getting close to 500.
>>28271528
turns out i do have a picture on this PC of my current grow. This is a cute little Strawberry Cough buddy I got right now. I think it tastes more like oranges, but what do I know.
Honestly shrooms are my favorite behind pot. I just love to roam around in the woods with pupils the size of dimes.
I don't use skype, but thanks anyways m8.
>>28271752
Casually for the past 2 years I guess. Not that hard if you have a convenient download method.
Basically you need to post on here more about your deep inner thoughts. I haven't felt lonely in forever and I have no friends/gf.
>>28271938
>Not that hard if you have a convenient download method
Nani?
>>28271772
aight then. tldr of growing awesome weed:
use chem nutes during veg, like General Hydroponics. The reason:instant feed and reaction from the plant. Look up the Rezipe. I think it's 6ml of grow and 9 ml of bloom per gallon. As soon as you go into flower start using organic, like Pure Blend PRO(the pro is importand, as PB isn't standalone) at 1 tablespoon per gallon. Reason:flavor ans smoothness. If you keep using chem it will taste like shit despite smelling awesome. No need to flush before switching, as the chem nutes will be depleted by the end, but you can if you want to be cautious. No need to flush out PBP when harvest gets close, but I do it anyway. Still, an early cut bud(around45 days) fan dried and finished off in a dessicant chamber will taste perfect.
To up the yield without getting a stronger light, use as big a container as possible, like a big tupperware tub or at least some home depot buckets with holes drilled into the bottom. Think of a bonsai, which would be so much bigger if only it had a bigger space for its roots. It's a good idea to elevate these somehow to catch runoff.
>>28272270
god damn nigga, I'm gonna pastebin this. I pretty much know most the basics, and I can keep from killing my plants most the time, but I'm lazy and inexperienced. Thanks for saving my ass anon!
>>28272598
Forgot to mention, if it wasn't obvious, to us Pure Blend Pro bloom/flower. Forgot what it is called, it's been a while. Use the soil version too, I think it has lower N content. And actually, it's probably better to flush at least a little before switching and toward the end of flower, even though it PROBABLY doesn't matter. But don't flush too much before switching, as I'm sure a bit of residual chem nutes will be a good little boost. Under no circumstances should you use chem nutes after switching to organic. I did towards the end of flower because I got greedy and wasn't satisfied with the size. It didn't help one bit, and pretty much ruined the flavor of an entire harvest even with a thorough flush, as the chem nutes are stored in the plant until they're depleted.
>>28268696
i literally don't won't a gf
>>28269049
im kinda like this to
i used to love alcohol, now i got on celexa and i feel fine without it and sleep better and im more apathetic and cold-hearted about life
citalopram
exercise
reading history books
Just browsing here and anime. Also cartoons are great but I mainly watch old shit I watched as a kid and then get depressed because I know my life will never go back to being good.
>>28269130
If you're lonely you can't just pretend you're not, you could be watching an anime or reading a book, completely immersed but you will go back to feeling like shit during your jump from one distraction to the other.
>>28273635
>celexa
a girl I know took that and it ruined her orgasms for life. Can't have full body shakes anymore and she said she'd be a public advocate against it if she could. How does it affect you?
