Hey there, welcome to the Frogs and Feels Tavern, a place where you can chat and drink your feels away.
Here's what's currently on the jukebox. A feely jazz piece for a feely Sunday.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pnxeKl-Kbqw
>>28267033
Hey bartender.
Can I get a Scotch on the rocks? It's been a long weekend.
>>28267277
Here ya go mate. Tell me about your weekend.
>>28267033
Uh sir, it's my shift now. I'll take it from here. And gimme my tie back please.
Make that customer a brown cow and margarita no salt on the rocks and use real limes this time would you?
Something not so heavy, but not to light please.
I think I might have found some light at the end of the tunnel.
I had a dark and stormy the other night and I liked it. I'll take another.
Here's the brown cow. Lemme go fetch some newer limes.
>>28267033
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O8hqGu-leFc
Listening to this and trying to find a new game to play
Six Heineken down. I'll have another.
Basically full on depressed. Haven't left the house for a social occasion in months. No idea what to do with my life. Afraid of what people will think of me if I try to make an impression.
The usual.
Give me a jack and coke.
My cat died over the weekend, I plan to drink to him!
Cheers scrambles. At least there is no cancer in cat heaven.
>>28267308
Thanks. I had to do work stuff until last night, then spent the night alone.
Spent today alone relaxing. In retrospect, not a bad weekend. Just uneventful.
Here's a song for the juke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmMsyn10ZYg
>>28267364
fuck it just use simple syrup and lime juice the customers and piling up fuck!
Fuck it just stay you'll get overtime we have a rush coming in!
FUCK IT'S all bots and they all want ice water? Wtf? It's ok we'll be fine. Just let me grab a random female and make her stand by the bar so no bot will come and order.
I'm lazy nigga, is it break time yet?
>>28267505
Sorry about your loss. If the pic is him, then he was a super qt cat.
>>28267527
Break whenever you feel like it m8. I don't mind, I can handle the robots.
>>28267527
Hey buddy, did you forget to take your meds today?
Can someone post more feels music?
Give me and Old Grandad with Jim Beam.
I'm so tired. Tired of same people. Tired of the same places. Tired of being tired.
>>28267606
Enjoy anon
https://youtu.be/IB1YzulvqFg
>>28267645
Hey, man, I've been there.
Do what I'm doing; find new people, do new things, listen to new music, read new books, etc. I've been listening to a bunch of new music, been talking to this amazing girl I met, and starting to read books on jazz. I made the change after I went through a horribly tough falling-out with a girl I was madly, and deeply, in love with.
Shit helps, dude.
>>28267496
>Heineken
Are you Puerto Rican?
>>28267548
That was scrambles, he was 17 when he died.
He was so friendly. But he had a brain tumor the last year of his life.
Part of me is glad he isn't suffering, part of me just wants him back.
>>28267355
Thanks for not giving me a drink barkeep. Really appreciated.
>>28267527
ah good i cant handle this shit. if you need me ill be over here with stacy.
>>28267577
No, I remembered :)
We got any ribs at this bar? I forgot.
>>28267606
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9thvHDskYvA this always gives me the feels
Yesterday I was walking to a buddy's house and I listened to this. It was chilly and windy, and the sun was set, all orange and purple. I felt an apocalypse coming
>>28267033
Give me gin and tonic.
I have no desire to go back to my fucking job tomorrow and get screamed at.
Also, my family is moving down south, and I'm not allowed to go with them. So, I'm stuck with this job that pays me 16 an hour...in New York City (I live in NJ).
I've been craving intimacy recently as well for whatever reason. I've been going to bed at night listening to pillowtalk audio. I feel good listening to it, then once it's over, I realize I'll probably never have that. Nobody to be nice to me and not scream at me every chance they get.
>>28267832
Seems like a really shitty job. What is your job?
>>28267832
Hey man, you live in the Newark area and Commute to NYC? That sounds like hell on earth.
>scream at me every chance they get.
Motherfuckers are rude af in that area
What a face you have, friend. Excellent for scaring slow-witted lads.
>>28267872
I do marketing for a major publishing company. I survived mass layoffs recently, but we're doing very, very bad. I estimate going under in about 6-12 months.
>>28267880
I live in central NJ and take the bus in daily. Newark is too rough for me. I'm too white for it sadly. Ironbound is too expensive for me too.
>>28267033
>>28267721
Thanks anon bartender can i have a glass of water too with my ribs?
>>28267994
You're probably better off in central NJ, Newark is an absolute shit hole.
I lived in NY for many years. I never want to go back there desu.
>>28268026
I'm gonna give you an extra-big glass of water because that is fucking awesome. Enjoy the food and drink, mate, you earned it!
Shit, forgot the picture, sorry dude. >>28268026
>>28267033
>2 FINALS TOMORROW MORNING
>1 MORE TUESDAY AT NOON
>2000 WORD FINAL REPORT DUE THURSDAY
Before Im free for 2 weeks when my online classes start begin (mostly 100s gen eds, but still). KILL ME
Also bartender, give me some sort of energy drink to keep me going.
>>28268051
Yeah NY is a shithole unless you're rich, which I'm not. Don't want to live in a crime-infested area too, but I'm unsure of where I'm going to wind up.
>>28268161
Here, take the whole package.
This one of the strongest energy drinks you can find on the market.
>>28268211The west coast is pretty comfy
>>28268161
Shit, forgot the picture. My mind is a mess.
>>28268026
>Fellow Texas anon
713 here what is up fellow propane killerr
>>28267994
Yea, that does seem really bad, I wish the best to you.
Can I please get a fucking drink? I'm waiting for 1 hour.
a qt indie girl responded to me, this is the first time i've talked to a girl in months
I'm going to cherish this small interaction for the rest of my life. i think i'm already madly in love with her
>>28268236
True, true. Thought about Oregon or Arizona (that's not the coast but still west.). I've been to AZ, it's nice despite the searing heat. Cheap, guns are handed out like candy etc.
>>28268286
Thank anon, I appreciate it.
>>28268298
>she's complimenting your compliments
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>>28268348
It was in that moment that I was happier than I felt in months. What an amazing feeling.
>>28268341
No problem, it's not easy to see someone in a worse situation that what I usually see here in my shitty 3rd-World country.
A vodka and tap, a jar of olives.
Shit aside, I stopped my drinking tirade about 2 months ago. Nothing works.
>>28268385
What country do you live in?
Originale
>>28268381
You feel good about her complimenting your compliments instead of complimenting you back which would be a clear sign that she likes you. Im not sure if you like being a cuckold or you think that her friendzoning you like this is a sign that she will actually one day get with you, which is not happening.
>>28268461
Brazil. It sucks, most of all because I don't have a very good social life because I have low confidence due to me being Asian. But times here economically are also quite tough.
>>28268479
She lives like 800 miles from me. It's just some girl I found on band camp and liked her music. Obviously am never gonna talk to her again but still, it's a great feel
>Go to Church social with the hope of being able to talk to this one qt there because I have fallen head-over-heels for her
>she's not even there
>end of the semester, so I can't guarantee how many times I will even be there this summer
>her own attendance is hit-or-miss
>tfw I might have to go another year completely alone
If I can't manage to talk to her at least once over the summer, I will feel absolutely terrible about myself.
>>28268504
Are you Japanese? I hear Brazil has a big Japanese population.
And I feel you. I have low confidence from a lot of things in my life. Social life is next to nothing.
And I hear there's a revolution taking place in BR, correct?
Gin and tonic please
>>28267033
Nice music and trips dude, how bout a drink for an old president?
>>28268551
Yea, like a 5th generation immigrant descendant or something like that.
And no, it's not a Revolution, but our president is almost getting impeached and this is causing some tensions between leftisits, who defend the president and anti-leftists, who support the impeachment. Honestly, it would be better if our president was impeached, but things will be tough for quite some time. I just hope socialism leaves this shithole. Nothing violent will happen thou, don't worry.
I'll have a Miller, thanks
>tfw sick
It fucking sucks, I've been sick all week and just want to feel better.
Also, my best friend is going away for three months. It's gonna be a lonely summer.
>>28267505
I'm sorry anon, I lost mine to cancer also.
I just want to vent my current downer: I'm so lonely. I find it impossible to make friends. Opportunities are scarce, but what does exist I am just too tired and despondent to work towards. Getting to know someone is too much work, and I'm extremely ugly and awkward.
I will never have LARP buddies.
>>28267698
Yeah, I've been trying. But it I can feel the meat on my skeleton rotting and it makes it hard to enjoy things. I start to see the patterning in people and things, makes it harder to enjoy new things. Life is starting to feel grating. I know it passes but all it takes is one bad day.
>>28268628
Sounds rough.
I hope socialism never comes to mine, but Bernie is out so I guess it isn't.
You guys can throw your leader out of office. We're not going be able to throw our next one out of office, even though she should be going to prison.
>>28268026
Jesus wtf my stomach. Eyes bigger than stomach. Bought 7 ribs ate 1 and a half :D
Life. Why are you so good to me 8-)
>>28268104
ah yes i needed that. can't do beer with these it'll be tooo much.
>>28268278
slow cooker my man had bitesquad credit so free ribs 8-)
Anyone want a rib? Got WAAAAAY too much :D
>>28268715
I know it's tough, but I promise when you find who or what makes you truly happy, things will be better.
>>28268753
Who knows, maybe she commits something illegal and she ends up getting ousted.
So, you said that you were also not confident at all. Why is that, are you ugly or just autistic like we all are?
>>28267033
Even my imaginary girlfriends ended breaking up with me due to my flaws.
Who else /MentallyFucked/ here.
>>28268806
Ugly, pretty autistic as well.
I'm 23, yet people ask me if I'm a junior in high school.
My mother constantly yelled at me for whatever reason. Even if I had no involvement in something, somehow still my fault. Taught me to never fight back etc.
My sister sexually abused me as a child, my mother didn't care and just laughed it off. Even if I got close to a woman now, I'd feel uncomfortable or just get angry, yet I crave it so badly.
My father pretty much didn't care about me. He was abused as a child and became an alcoholic.
Bullied in school as well.
Just venting, I have nobody to talk to so I'm just pouring it on here.
>>28268954
I know how you feel about the "just venting part". My friend have become all assholes since the start of this year and don't care about me, since one of them will probably fuck my oneitis and another one makes constant jokes about me and her, and they don't care about me because they have become normies all of a sudden. It's really hard to hold stuff on your heart, I know. I think I should say to her and my friends that I love her to maybe stop that, but I don't know.
About your actual life, that's pretty tough, it's not anyone that escapes that shit alive. You are quite strong friend, don't worry, I think eventually someone will come help us out.
>>28269113
I don't know to say about that honestly. I've never been in that situation before really. If they're making you feel like utter crap, I'd say leave them behind.
And thank you, I hope so too. I hope this is just temporary and won't get worse as I go along. Hopefully someone will help us out.