>everyone is motivated and ambitious
>everyone works towards something
>everyone has it going for them after a few setbacks
>I'm here unable to even read a book
>not knowing what to want next or anything at all
>can't even bring myself to be motivated for anything
I do not understand how people manage to bring themselves to do anything in the morning or even during the day.
I see so many folks actually having their shit together and I don't even bother meeting a friend.
I don't know what's wrong with me... But it's been like this for years.
Literally (Me).
Have a (You).
How can you not read a book? You're obviously literate since you're here, at least to some degree.
Same boat here buddy
My health is deteriorating and I'm running out of time.
Is wandering out into the desert a decent suicide method?
>>28245347
Anxiety makes it hard to sit down and read, also internet addiction, adhd, what ever the fuck it is thats wrong
>>28245347
I have tons of books in my room actually. Over 300 ( not even kidding ), but I haven't read one in a long time. I buy it, read a few chapters, don't look at it again.
Don't feel the motivation to continue.
I know total deadbeats who even manage to make some songs or some artwork or whatever.
I claim I like to write, but I just write dumbass shit about how I don't know what to do with my life.
>>28245347
You don't need to read books to be literate in today's day and age. I haven't so much as picked up a book in years but I'm as literate, if not more so than people who've studied the language.