What keeps you from killing yourself?
For me it's my dad and my dogs
>>28242297
Granny and some basic cowardice I need to get rid of. Waiting should do, live worsens everyday.
>>28242312
>worsens everyday
yup
>>28242297
The fact that life is predictable and what happens afterwards isn't.
>>28242297
because I would rather die in war than kill myself but with peace always an option that looks increasingly unlikely
I can understand the pups, god that's going to kill me beyond any therapy or meds
muh family
the good thing is I give less and less a shit about them. soon
My family still loves me for some reason.
>>28242365
Doggos are truly mans best friend
My dog, he's 15 years old. Won't be long now.
My Parents.
original
>>28242616
me too anon tbo
>>28242518
How are you gonna do it? Origami
Waiting for The Wrath of YHWH to scorn the nations for their wicked idolitry
My cat, the possibility of finding new media to enjoy, the slim hope I might find some small happiness one day
My outlook gets bleaker each day though
>>28242671
An exit bag.
>>28242962
And so our story ends
>>28242297
The hopes that I'll find someone to love. I don't want to die miserable and unloved even though I'm starting to not care anymore.
>mfw new medicine causes depression and mood disorders
>waiting for it to kick in
>>28242297
You should prob seek medical help to turn your life around I did senpai, I still have suicidal thoughts but no plan to do it and I wouldnt I have wife and kids and shit load of dogs
>>28242352
The states is opening up the draft for women, its been quiet for a bit to long in terms of major wars its not a happen chance they did this you might get ya wish
>>28243039
Love is overrated tbhonest
You disgusting tripfuck
That it'll get better
>>28242297
Back when I thought about dying a lot, I was a coward kid and couldn't have taken my own life if I tried. I'd reason my way around it constantly.
I remember taking a long kitchen knife, holding it to my chest and picturing falling on it. Didn't have the courage to do it.
One time I was walking home and a bus was passing me. I considered throwing myself under it, and realized it was moving too slowly to likely kill me. I'd at most be crippled and my situation would worsen.
I was too much of a loser to kill myself.
I'll die eventually anyways. I'm not in a rush.
My fear of the unknown (death)
I want to think about how my mother would react when she'd see my cold, lifeless body in a bloodied bathtub.
>>28242297
the fact that life is great, my goals in life, my gf, my mother,..
a lot of things really
My parents I guess. They'd be the only ones sad 2bh
I don't know if the after life has anime or waifus or incest porn.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4vjJrGeh1c