>tfw not sure if I have no friends because I'm an ugly autist loser or because I don't put in enough effort in meeting people since I'm in my room all day
>>28236922
bump.
I can't be the only one.
oregnao
>>28236922
I felt similar for a long time. Eventually it got to a point though where I just simply had no interest in anyone that I knew of. It's not that I disliked all humans or didn't want friends, I just disliked the humans known to me and didn't want to be friends with them.
h-how did I do anons???
>>28238064
Fantastic, mang. You should become an artist.
>>28236922
Could do better
>>28238230
Horrible work. That nose is all off.
>bullied and a loser in highschool
>none of my "friends" ever invited me out of school so i stopped hanging out with them
>fast forward to uni
>friends invite to uni party
>declined every invite because paranoid they just want to laugh me/watch me embarass myself etc
>>28236922
The latter is the effect of the former.
As a fellow ugly autist loser, it took me way too fucking long to realise that making friends with people I want to be friends with is always going to be an uphill struggle and I am always going to get my shit fucked up by them.
Now I just go my own way guilt-free because I have spent years trying to make friends but am just not cut out for normie friendships. Hey, we're in good company here on /r9k/ at least apart from the psycho attention whores *cough* VYRO and race baiters
