>alcohol and weed no longer make you feel ok for a while
>tfw you can just use everclear and cocaine
>Weed hasn't gotten me high in years
>Still smoke daily for nausea
>Now the methadone is beginning to not work
400mg of methadone should get me high, damn it.
>>28219846
Try 30 minutes of cardiovascular exercise.
Iktf bro. I smoke all day every day and it's just not doing it for me anymore.
I have the same problem. Gonna have to switch to opiates soon, that or kill myself. I used to be scared of suicide if it really came to it but you know what, after drinking and smoking weed all night I think I can go through with it. Fuck it, I was born with a bad set of cards, why not?
Just start exercising and get some hobbies guys, its ezpz
>>28219846
What movie is this .gif from anyway?
>>28219889
everclear just gets you drunk faster not better
>>28219950
>>28220059
fuck it, i guess i can try to run a mile. gotta wait for the sun to go down though so nobody looks at me
>>28220119
I really hope you can run over 1 mile in 30 minutes.
I think we finished miles in 10 minutes in high school on average. And we were smokers and lazy. It's been awhile, I can't remember the exact time
>>28220119
30 minutes of cardio at a steady pace is like 3 miles.
Find the couch to 30 minutes or 3 miles picture, it can help you.
Also yoga can make you feel pretty good. Plenty of free classes online.
>>28219950
>>28220059>>28220374
>be serious running junkie (40 miles a week)
>swim too
>also do bodyweight exercisies
>drink a lot too
Its now just all a dull blur and the sadness is coming back again harder than ever.
Not to mention
>tfw no half decent job
>tfw no bros to hang out with
>tfw no gf
are all coming back too.
>>28220728
Yea, but while you run, feels pretty good right?
That's the whole point as OP wants to feel good for a while. If you have serious life issues, you have to address them directly
No gf isn't likely to be solved by running, unless you do some kind of running club, then it might.
Honestly I wish I could go run, I'm in a rut right now because my right knee keeps hurting. First on the side, then the kneecap, then under it. Cuz I tried cycling to see if that wouldn't hurt it, but it did too. Now I'm just recovering hoping I can get back into. I also used to lift but then somehow my back started hurting, so that sucks.
>>28220223
>>28220374
yeah i'm not running 30 minutes
>>28220971
Then stay mad bro.
sleep forever we will.
>>28219846
What can you move to beyond this, other than opis?
>>28222092
Meth, cocaine, crack, ketamine, benzodiazepines, research chemicals
>>28220072
This, i've been wondering for years now and its driving me crazy
>>28219846
read a book nigger
i started reading up on christian novelists. i think i might be a christian. i'm rolling on the floor. everything i love is filth. i look at the screen and i think i might be possessed by demons. i am having a GOD DAMN BALL MOTHER FUCKER. When i jerk off angels cry. my brain cracked open and pink elephants marched out and if i die i wouldn't be surprised if i get dragged straight to hell. but i will never be bored again.
start with the bible. add philosophy. add a lifetime of reading utter fucking bullshit, realize it for what it is, that you've been grappling with putting forward the appearance of knowledge but you have none yourself. then there's jack kerouac, phillip k dick, c. s. lewis, even franz kafka, tons of christian philosophers, scientists, there's a fucking war going on. won't you join me?
>>28219950
this is a start
>>28222246
Do you know something about ketamine? Is it like DXM?
>>28222366
Yes, it affects the same receptors as DXM (NMDA antagonists). They share a similar feeling but ketamine is much more psychedelic than DXM.
>>28220728
>>be serious running junkie (40 miles a week)
I ran much more than that when i was in HS and i never considered myself a junkie
>>28222366
ketamine also apparently has antidepressive effects
>alcohol and weed still make you feel okay for a while
>>28219846
i started designing levels for a game i played, painting, and writing music when i got to this point
keep talking to people, and try to do some other things like what i mentioned above, just find something you enjoy. good luck.
>>28222246
>tfw bought 100mg of Etizolam when I'm supposed to be getting off drugs
>>28223999
same, cant wait for my mail
