Who's getting high tonight?
Remember, drugs make life tolerable.
Not me, even if it is shit I don't want to trick and force myself to enjoy that shit.
I simply stay away from the shit, even if it means other people are having fun in the poo water. Just because I was thrown into this toilet bowl does not mean i will just start involving myself with shit just because I am in a toilet bowl.
Not tonight but tomorrow night I'm doing shrooms for the first time and I'm practically going to stay high off marijuana injection all weekend. CAN'T WAIT
I'll smoke a joint I guess. I deserve it.
Life is almost tolerable at this point, though. Hell, I've had such good times lately. But whenever I'm home alone I get the urge to get high.
>>28193981
Havnt been able to find a good link in so long.
is that meth?
>>28194179
No, heroin. It looks whiter than it actually is because of the shitty camera and because the mirror makes it look a bit different. Good shit.
>>28194200
Must be good if your doing such small lines, hook a brother up.
>doing harder drugs then marijuana
That's worst then being a woman
>>28194238
I haven't even done a whole line yet, just two little bumps. My tolerance is non-existent, and it is good shit. If you're near Massachusetts, I can direct you towards the dealer, I wouldn't risk selling to someone from 4chan though.
>>28194326
depends on the location?
>>28194335
What do you mean? The dealer is in Massachusetts, and if you're in Mass, Southern New Hampshire, or somewhere near the Massachusetts border, I can ask if I can give you his number.
>tfw when out of weed
>tfw weedman wont be around until very late tonight
Just smoked a bowl so I can comfortably get through the next few hours or so without hating everything.
Probably buying and dropping a 10 strip next weekend, so I'm gonna start meditation, dieting, etc. today or tomorrow.
Have any of you dropped a 10 strip before?
I've only done 4 150ug tabs at once, and that was pretty lit desu senpai
I'm on a strong dose of tramadol right now.
Very content right now just browsing 4chan and listening to music.
I wish I could get a boner and masturbate while on opiates.
>>28194270
lsd is the best drug though
>>28194123
Shrooms are terrifying and a bad time. Have fun not being able to stop laughing while your reality melts into an H. R. Geiger painting.
>>28194383
Opiates/opioids are fantastic.
>>28194381
I can't imagine dropping a ten strip, then again I don't even really like psychedelics. I want to try 2ce though because I've heard it's pretty damn mild.
I wish the really short lasting hallucinogens weren't all super fucking intense (salvia, DMT)
>>28194381
That sounds like a retarded amount of acid and I love acid. Enjoy being brain dead.
>>28194362
>tfw wanna go to friend's place and smoke and hang out
>pretty cool about me coming over whenever
>even tells me that he doesn't do shit and come over whenever
>didn't message me back last time I texted him
>I message first because habit/politeness plus I live all the way across town and it can often be an hour round trip to his place
>don't want to be a double-texting faggot
FUCK
>>28194347
how much are you getting grams for? just curious what it costs vs dnm
>>28194398
>Shrooms are terrifying and a bad time
Subjective experience. I'm looking forward to seeing what happens.
>>28193981
>coke
complete waste of money for a tiny high
>>28194461
I've never met a person who had a "good" time on shrooms and I've been around them for about a decade. I have met people who enjoy them though but they're the same people who knowingly do NBOMes.
>>28194433
Two friends each dropped a ten strip last year at Sasquatch and they're 3.5+ GPA engineering students so it can't be that bad, although it affects everyone differently.
>>28194451
$120 for one gram, $320 for five. Extra money for delivery. $400 for five with delivery. Half the cash I had to send him before time, which was kind of sketchy, but I had heard a lot of good things about him, and it worked out. He also doesn't deliver less than five at once.
>>28194476
>thinking every white powder is coke
I want to sell you some coke.
>>28194497
Psychedelic drugs don't even have a negative link to mental disorder anyhow. I hope one day that the misconception is removed as people research their opinions and leave their ignorance behind.
>>28194494
I heard someone say that if you take the right amount of NBOMe's, it's not too much mindfuckery, and mostly just visuals. Were they a total retard? I know a lot about drugs, but not much about psychedelics.
>>28194436
Call him?
>>28194476
I already fucking told someone it was dope. And it isn't even actually white, it's tan, as I already explained, the camera is just shitty and the mirror makes it look slightly different for some reason.
>>28194525
Stupid hippie dippie bs. I've treated many schizophrenic patients who would have lived their entire lives normally had they not used psychedelic drugs.
>>28194515
>mocking someone for being unable to identify white powders
>>28194537
No clue I'm not stupid enough to be a guinea pig for chemists.
>>28194583
He made an assumption which he shouldn't have made, and it was already stated in the thread what it was.
>>28194583
Wrong. I'm mocking him for making an assumption. Dipshit.
>>28194580
Psychedelics won't cause schizophrenia. If psychotic behavior is in their genetics then it will become more dominant through use of psychedelics.
>>28194635
>psychedelics won't cause mental disorders
>unless it does
You are stupid.
>>28194564
I'd rather not. He's been good about answering texts and shit up until now so who knows.
>>28194580
I back my opinions through academic work. By all means, show me a paper that proves your opinion. Along with that, tell me the name of the journal that you submitted your findings regarding a drug causing schizophrenia, seeing as schizophrenia is a genetic disorder and a person is either born WITH or WITHOUT it.
>>28194651
The point I was trying to make is that these people would eventually become psychotic, just earlier.
>>28194675
Except that many wouldn't and would have lived normal lives.
Not tonight. Planning on getting some beers tomorrow and try to resist the urge to get dxm, I'm on T-break.
>>28194669
Trends in Nuroscience volume 32 no.4 page 225-230 suck it down cunt.
Anyone else majorly jealous of how easily girls get free drugs?
>>28194889
No. Drug dealers who give free shit away don't have good shit.
>>28194918
Girls can get guys to buy them shit from any drug dealer.
I still think it's funny though that one of two times I smoked with girls, they smoked me out for free.
>>28194760
I'm not a huge dex fan, but I kind of feel like doing it at some point for some reason. I'd need to stop my Wellbutrin though.
>>28194970
>pot
>caring who paid
Dude its like $100 for an Oz of AAA these days who the fuck cares who paid anymore.
Ran out of DHC so i ended up eating 20 co-dydramols fun times.
>>28195011
I don't care, it was just kind of amusing to me.
>>28195044
How is DHC? It doesn't really exist in the US, but it sounds pretty mild.
>>28195011
>drugs cost the same all across the world
>>28194422
2ce is anything but mild bro
>>28195113
Even in places where it's $280 an ounce, one smoke sessions worth of weed isn't much. And weed is just one of those things which isn't a big deal to share. And I'm saying that as an actual robot who almost never does drugs with other people.
>>28195113
>outside north America
>mattering
Nice meme. Who gives a fuck about some third world European trash nation.
>>28194494
I had a good time. Was actually a super happy day.
>>28195110
id say its up there at the top end of painkillers and ive tried pretty much everything, imo englands painkiller ranking goes >morphine > tramadol(when you dont have a tolerance)/DHC > codeine, obviously heroins coming in top and you get things like 100mg MST which also top the bunch but thats about all that gets abused painkiller wise, also subutex is pretty legit but again when your tolerance appears its shit
>>28195136
God dammit, why do I keep believing random anons when they say certain psychedelics are mild? Fuck it, I should just stay away from all of them.
>>28195158
If it's comparable to Tramadol, it's mild as fuck. Hydrocodone is much stronger than Tramadol.
>>28195149
>drugs cost the same in all states
What shitpost will you hit me with next?
>>28195196
I feel bad for the poor southerners who still need to pay a lot for weed.
Oh wait, you can buy drugs on the internet. Never mind, now I don't.
>>28195196
They do. If you're laying more than $5 us per gram in any state besides Hawaii you're getting ripped or your dealer is being ripped.
>>28195232
Okay, I can understand expecting drugs in bulk to be inexpensive, but if you're just buying a gram you're going to get gouged in a lot of places.
>>28195232
No they don't. To think so is completely asinine and ignorant. Weed isn't legal in the huge overwhelming majority of states which causes prices to skyrocket. Add in the factor of most dealers trying to make a profit and selling at a higher price (even with shitty weed sometimes) or not selling you as much as they say they are. Weed is ridiculously expensive in many areas.
Why am I even trying to explain this? I'd rather learn how to enter the dimension you're from where you can control what is true and false purely by saying so.
>tfw sober
>tfw one dealer in area sells shitty weed that gave me an anxiety attack
>tfw dont like alcohol but contemplating forcing it because being sober sucks
>tfw too paranoid to use darknet or get bitcoins
I need to move back to a legal state.
>>28195286
Am I the only person who sometimes wish it was possible to buy cheap, weak weed that wasn't cartel grown? It would be kind of nice to be able to smoke a joint without committing to getting decently high. Then again, my tolerance is pretty low at the moment, I guess when it's high I don't give a fuck. But I wish I could get locally grown, non-pesticide covered crappy weed for like $20-50 an ounce.
>>28195286
>not selling you as much as they say they are
Your reaction images and this statement are enough to confirm that you don't know what you're talking about.
>>28195190
eh i fucked that up DHC was meant to be before tramadol lol
>>28195286
You must not buy in lbs.
>>28195325
I just wish weed wasn't exorbitantly expensive but I'd take that option too.
>>28195286
Im
>>28195309
the local dealer charges a ''finders fee'' of 10-20 on top of an already ridiculous amount for an 8th. Its close to 50-60 for a fucking 8th of dirt weed and seeds.
>>28195309
Come to Montana, practically legal and cheap, the most you'll get is a slap on the wrist in most places.
Plus Montana, fuck every other state.
>>28193981
Anyone got links in the gta?
>>28195416
Yeah $50 for an eighth is common here too but for better stuff. That "finder's fee" sounds absolutely retarded and like a stupid person tax but goddamn do I understand having little-to-no dealer options.
>>28193981
I would love to but my bodies had enough abuse for a lifetime
>>28195433
Not for a wigga like you.
>>28195462
Fucking normie
232
damn nigga just got high at the dentist now taking a xanax to keep it going man
>>28195355
Even so, I'm pretty sure it's weaker than most mid-entry level painkillers in America like Percocet and Vicodin.
>>28195416
Holy shit, that sucks. I'm not willing to pay at absolute most $40 an eighth, and I expect that to be damn good weed, $25-30 is more in line with what I'd be looking to pay. You need to find a better dealer, if you're paying $60 for shitty weed, that's not even an area issue if you're American, that's just having a really shitty dealer.
>>28195411
Obviously I wouldn't trade today's weed market for any other, but I kind of wish it was also possible to buy the kind of weed they had in the 60's and 70's for a low price. I guess it isn't really worth anyone's time to grow though.
>>28195422
I had lived in CA for a few years, and had legal dispensary quality pot for cheap as fuck.
Had to move to a shitty southern state and its fucking garbage I hate it here. Only plus is its inexpensive. they treat pot like heroin.
>>28195488
Does anyone know if the a dental surgeon gets your full medical records or just your dental records? I really want to get Vicodin or something when I get my wisdom teeth out, but anyone with my full medical records probably would never give me anything abusable.
>>28195452
>>28195493
I only went to the guy once. He seemed nice for a dealer, and I wasnt jipped on the amount- and from what I understand its ''good quality'' for the east coast but to me it was shitty. Like low quality mids. I also look like a narc and only found the dealer through a /soc/ thread camwhore (who was also nice) so who knows.
I am a fucking autistic nerd I dont know how to deal with some drug den with loud music and dim lights in a shady part of town for overpriced weed that gave me a headache.
>>28195563
If you look like a 'narc', you don't look like a narc. Any drug dealer who isn't a complete retard knows this. Then again, a lot of dealers are retards.
>>28195591
I mean I dont look like the type to consume cannabis, and went in with a button up and slacks on because it wasnt a per-planned thing. Never know how it works in non-legal places as I didnt experience it till late 20s and never consumed during HS.
>>28195521
nah just ask for it and he'll give you it i got a ton of vicodin when i got mine taken out
>>28195636
I mean straight up asking for it might make you look like a drugseeker, but I think my chances of getting some are decent. I'll probably do H at the same time too for extra painkilling.
alcohol and codeine
feels good man
>>28195632
It's always fun when people are surprised you do drugs. I don't know why.
>>28195499
Inexpensive here too. In the city here with the most dispensaries (8 or 9 for a population of like 50,000) you can rent a 3 bedroom for less than 800 a month. It's paradise.
I quit smoking weed because I got bored of it, I do cocaine occasionally when I'm at a party or feel like dancing or some shit
>doing drugs just to do them
Kek, what a waste
>>28195733
I don't do drugs just to do them, I do drugs to feel better.
>>28195776
That's what I mean. What a waste. You can feel better without drugs if you just take the time to find it
But I mean whatever, your body is yours, do whatever you want. I just feel like drugs get a bad rep because of people like you who just use them as an excuse to all their shitty feelings in life without actually trying
>>28195563
Yeah I bought from a guy in class once who seemed nice for a dealer too but I got ripped off and didn't ever go back to that sorry fucker.
>>28193981
Should I start doing stimulants? Weed just makes me feel stupid and tired all the time. Stimulants seem like they make you a Chad.
So coke or meth? I'm thinking meth because I can eat it and it will last longer and it will be easier to get the dose right.
>>28195493
ive never tried any freedom painkillers and it makes me sad, im sure all your mid levels are stronger than anything you get here, there isnt too much choice youre either on too much DHC or tramadol for pain or your condition is that that it allows morphine to be prescribed
>>28193981
we'd brownies for me senpai, gonna eat the last 3 and go to sleep all snug as a bug yeyehmhm
>>28193981
sure mum
>>28195839
If you wanna stay awake for 3 days straight and focus on nothing else but getting high for upwards of two weeks, then yeah try meth. Coke lasts like 30 minutes for beginners but is way to expensive to do regularly.
Get Ritalin, it's relatively cheap and if you do the right amount it wakes you up for a good period of time. Also it avoids the stigma of saying you do fucking meth. Meth is gross.
>>28195839
dont do meth the fuck is wrong with you.
>>28195839
Stimulants can make you feel like a Chad sometimes. Meth made me act like a Chad to my online female friend, and she loved it.
I just spent the weekend hiking with friends.
Between 8 people we had
25 hits 125 ug lsd
5 hits 425 ug lsd
1 oz powdered mushrooms
1 oz weed
infinity lorazepam
500 mg roxy
I don't think i've ever had that much fun.
10/10 would repeat again.
>>28194362
>tfw it's legal where I am
>tfw all I have to do I go to the store before 9pm
>tfw I'm unemployed and that's all I do
>>28194398
Sorry you had a bad time that one time. Maybe give 'em another shot?
>>28194398
sounds like you weren't ready for psychedelics. Try again.
>>28194564
No, do not do that. Text in an hour, something casual.
>>28196033
I went ahead and texted anyway but still no reply. Gonna give up on contacting the dude.
down to a few crumbs of smack lads
but all that matters is tonight is gonna be guuuuud
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XIgWSnft2Dg
nodding out to this now
>>28196221
doubletexting faggot homo
>>28196266
looks like ya smoke it assuming thats your tutor straw.
>>28195849
You gonna wake up in 15 hours baked as fuck
Tomorrow
Got my weed, porn collection, and masturbation music playlist ready to go. Going to have a great fappathon.What kind of weed is the best for this anyway?
![tumblr_no9cosSxFz1uvuwdlo1_400[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/2iG5uPA.jpg "tumblr_no9cosSxFz1uvuwdlo1_400[1].jpg")
>>28195938
>tfw no group of friends to get get belligerently drugged out with in the mountains
Just kill me now familia
>>28196582
have you ever even eaten we'd brownies?? it takes like an hour fampaii
>>28196613
>"fappathon"
just get a girlfriend you fucking retard
>>28194398
PussyYou deserve a bad trip if you don't do your research
>smoked some DMT leftovers today
>"overdosed" it a little
>weird shit beyond any comprehension happened
>feeling more real than ever but with urge to reconsider and fix my whole existence
I had several breakthrough experiences before but that was some next level shit.
Havent done any in 2 weeks, did weed, lsd, shrooms and pep before.
It feels pretty shit most of the time but going to sleep knowing I managed to withstand another day is really nice
>>28194078
fucking giant keks, this was great thank you
>ps kill yourself
Goddammit I wish coke wasn't so expensive and hard to get around here
My only connect keeps falling through when I ask him about it
Fuck
>>28196856
Did you forget what board you're on?
How do I get drugs if I have no friends or money?
>>28197402
>Get job
>Get money
>Befriend coworkers
>Ask coworkers about drugs
>>28197402
deep web. It's so easy even morons can do it, and it's much safer than buying from someone on the street.
>>28197495
Is a VPN necessary?
>>28193981
> MA bro can we be friends and do drugs together
Im Sagus fag
I wont murder or rape you as long as you do the same promise
>>28196561
snorting, im garbage at smoking on foil and would probably waste most of it
>tfw you realized its friday
>tfw you thought it was Wednesday
>tfw weekends have had no meaning to you for the past 5 or 6 years
>tfw stay inside all day and feel ill and confused when I realize it's evening already
>>28197550
nopeprobably worse since most vpn's will sell you out the moment they get a letter from uncle sam asking for your details
>tfw can't enjoy weed without anxiety attacks
>tfw coke is too expensive and kinda sucks
>tfw can't get any lsd or other type of drugs
>tfw only enjoy getting shitfaced now
An uppy sativa in my opinion. Blue Dream is sativa dominant strain I think.
>>28197689
>>28197616
i'm looking forward to shroom season, which is just around the corner.
>>28196266
>>28196561
fuck it go hard or go home lads
>>28197730
Are you PNW American?
>>28197550
no, just install tor browser
>>28194393
this. i can't even smoke weed because its so bland in comparison to psychedelics
i pity the dead that can no longer know such joysbut fuck am i itchy
>>28197616
>yfw it's still Thursday
>>28197602
I'm not in MA, just nearby.
How do robots deal with comedowns, and the weeks following drug use?
It puts me in a hole so deep i want to die. It takes me 2 weeks to feel somewhat good again, and at least 3 to get back to my usual depressed (but tolerable) self
This is after using molly, meth or coke
>>28197956
Me too. I should take more hydroxizine.
Reminder that LSD is not a robot drug.
At first I thought it was the greatest thing ever, spent hours and hours researching it and reading others' experiences, about how they got a new outlook on life, about how the world around them changed.
When I finally tried it, I couldn't stop thinking about how alone I really was. I couldn't stop thinking about how I longed for someone to share an experience like this with, despite always telling myself I didn't need anyone (sour grapes). I realized how empty my life was, and suddenly really wanted to hug my mom. Of course, I couldn't do that in my current state, even if I were still living at home. Then I couldn't stop thinking about how much of a disappointment I probably am to her, and how I never expressed any love towards my family. I felt so incredibly sad, like I was missing out on some essential part of the human experience.
I tried to distract myself from these thoughts with the internet, but became incredibly overwhelmed with how much information there was on it, and suddenly felt that I needed to learn everything. I was obsessed with the idea of collecting as much knowledge as possible, I absolutely had to, there was no questioning this at the time. But aside from the fact that there's obviously way too much information on the internet to learn all in a day, on LSD your brain isn't capable of learning things traditionally very well through reading them, so I made almost zero progress in this and became incredibly frustrated. I started getting stuck in thought loops trying to understand what I was reading, and felt borderline psychotic during this. I closed my laptop and left the room.
[1/2]
>>28198028
Eat healthy food, exercise and use right supplements. Generally better health = less negative effects
+ from my experience Piracetam is really good against molly comedown.
>>28198175
[2/2]
Then, upon seeing my cat (who normally is my best friend), I couldn't stop thinking about just how easily I could kill her. She was so trusting, rubbing against my leg, even though I was a giant to her. I just couldn't get the thought out of my head that, if I really wanted to, I could end this animal's life in an instant. I could stomp on her, I could snap her neck, I could do all kinds of vile shit. Despite not actually wanting to do any of these things, the intrusive thoughts wouldn't stop. I became terrified of the idea that I'd actually do it, that I'd somehow lose control and kill her. I started panicking, my entire body began to shake and I started to cry. I picked up my cat, put her in the basement, locked the door, ran upstairs, got in my bedroom, locked the door, took some sleeping pills, and curled up in a ball fighting off the intrusive thoughts while waiting for the drugs to knock me out.
In the morning, the intrusive thoughts were gone, but I felt like absolute shit. I couldn't stop reflecting on all of the realizations I made about how much I really hated myself, and how empty my life really was. That was the last thing I needed, really.
Maybe if you're some newfag reddit fucking faggot cyborg with a stable life and actual relationships who just comes here to laugh at frogs and autists, you'll like LSD. But if you're actually a robot? If you're a NEET who hasn't had a social interaction in years, refuses to show your face at family gatherings, and devotes his existence to attempting to escape from this hellish reality though anime and video games, DO NOT TAKE LSD. Don't take shrooms either. You will regret it.
>>28198175
Thanks for saying that. I agree with you wholeheartedly.
>>28197891
no, australian
>>28198041
I haven't found an anti-histamine that actually gets rid of the itching, most things just keep it barely manageable
fuckin done, pure bliss until the sun comes up, have a wonderful evening robots
>drugs
feels good not being a retard under the influence of trash
>>28198225
Oh right. Do you pick cubes then?
>>28198261
Go back to /pol/, loser.
bloxa
Anyone in the 316 with opiates??
>>28198196
>Then, upon seeing my cat (who normally is my best friend), I couldn't stop thinking about just how easily I could kill her. She was so trusting, rubbing against my leg, even though I was a giant to her. I just couldn't get the thought out of my head that, if I really wanted to, I could end this animal's life in an instant. I could stomp on her, I could snap her neck, I could do all kinds of vile shit. Despite not actually wanting to do any of these things, the intrusive thoughts wouldn't stop
This is my life a lot of the time. I have actual OCD rather than "haha I like neatness :P" and the intrusive thoughts are so fucking tiresome. It never ends.
>>28198288
>hitler dubs
Cubes? Nigger what?
Gonna try and smoke it all at once.
>>28198293
>not being a druggie retard means youre from /pol/
>>28198318
Well being Aussie and talking about a season I assumed you'd be picking wild-growing Psilocybe Cubensis?
I have my apartment to myself and i'm thinking of doing DXM. might go steal some robitussin.
i hope i don't get brain damage.
>>28193981
cutting it up now so i dont need to later
>>28198319
I once got dared into doing a 7up (7 bong hits in a row) but I kept going after my 7th, all the way up to 12.
>>28198337
Yeah, I don't know the names of them senpai. I just look for the gold caps/tops and watch to see if the stem turns blue.
It's going to be the wet season very soon. Keen as fuck to trip balls again.
>>28198196
i'm what you described and i had a good time with shrooms. I think it really depends on your mental health at the moment. If i felt like shit and wanted to kill myself recently i would not take lsd
>>28198362
>Yeah, I don't know the names of them senpai. I just look for the gold caps/tops and watch to see if the stem turns blue.
Oh okay. I'm a britbong and I got proper nerdy into the names and identifying traits and stuff. Have you ever fucked up and misidentified something?
Who else only a real human bean on stimulants?
i like getting ripped up on psychedelics and weed and then wearing a motorcycle helmet and multiple jackets and feel like im an astronaut
they'll probably find my idiot corpse in my chair or bed dead from heat exhaustion or oxygen deprivation or something but at least i'll have died having sex with a blue space princess on xylar 6
>>28198339
I've done it before.I do it in this order:
>place a bottle of the syrup on the counter
>get a bottle of pepto
>chug syrup,then immediately take a swig of pepto
>another chug of cough syrup or so
That shit can mess with your stomach,just to clarify.Music sounds clearer,walking gets hard,but food doesn't taste like it does after getting stoned.
>>28198339
samefagging.
Should I do it?
>>28198362
I've never been dared into it,I just follow the smoking circle and never wuss out even though my lungs are kinda weak and I have a low as fuck tolerance.Tried a hookah once,and my friend had another nearby.After getting baked as hell,I saw it and stared at that shit for 5 minutes straight,then I said "How the fuck do you turn this lamp on? I don't see how..." then my friend said "What the hell,that's a hookah.Not a goddamn lamp,anon".
>>28198252
Hydroxyzine is one of the better ones. Doxylamine works pretty well too in my opinion.
>>28198380
Nah man. I've got an eye for detail, I know a good shroom when I see it.
>>28198508
Try doing a bucket/gravity bong some time :^)
>>28198561
Those are amazing,gravity bongs are.I had one made out of two,tight fitting plastic bottles and used an old socket I cleaned up as the bowl.I did put grape koolaid in it instead of water and some ice,worked great.
stimulants changed my life
my message to you people is to try them
>>28198603
yeah, enjoy your permanently fried dopamine receptors senpai. what goes up, must come down.
Anyone else fucking love chops/t-bowls?
>>28198632
I'm going to kill myself or die long before the consequences of my actions catch up to me
Nice try
Just started dabbling in poppers The gays may be onto something here.
They're weirdly unresearched though, considering you can just walk into a gay porn store and buy a bottle. Even erowid has basically nothing
>>28198175
>>28198196
"Set and setting," son. If you go into psychedelics in a shitty mood, in a bad time in your life, or in an uncomfortable environment, you're gonna have a bad time.
That said, I've heard many people who have bad trips, while hating them in the moment, look back and really value the experience (even if they understandably never want to do it again). Maybe this:
>realizations I made about how much I really hated myself, and how empty my life really was
is an emotional catalyst, an important first step to making the changes to your life you've always wanted to make?
>>28198891
You can't get them where I live, and I don't even think we have gay porn stores.
>>28199058
His point is that actual aren't ever in good moods at good times in their lives in comfortable environments. If you are, you aren't a robot.
Lost my so mind blowing beautiful woman, she left me for my kind of a ''marijuana addiction''.
I go so fucking berserker if i dont get even few smokes everyday ..yeah i know thats fucking pathetic and i know it really well, everytime when i go off from that rage mode i understand it complitly and break down..
..So HELL YEAH!!! im going to get this night so high as its possible with my tolerances!! Enjoy my only woman who is left and have that mild contact what i can get.
>>28199293
>talk to a girl online a lot
>vague kind of online relationship
>casually mention I smoke weed
>she flips out and threatens to stop talking to me
>eventually admit I have serious drug issues
>she flips out even me more, and does stop talking to me
Such is life.
>>28195169
maybe you're thinking of 2c-b which is probably the mildest psy. 2c-e is my fave psy. Closest desription I can think of is acid in slow motion, maybe acid on heroin with a heavy body load.
odds and it's acid tonight, evens and it's dom
>>28197833
Lucky brobot, my guy went cold last week, been dry ever sense.
any of you use PST? is it any good?
>>28196864
>mfw I didn't do any research and just decided to take them, had a great trip
>>28199384
I've done my fair share of the tea. It works, and can at times work well, but it has a real body load, and chugging all that liquid sucks.
>>28198632
>permanently fried dopamine receptors
dopamine is lowered but can reach normal levels after you stop using for a bit, stop making things seem worse than they actually are
>>28199058
Did you not read my entire post? The set and setting of a robot's entire life will never be appropriate for an LSD trip, that's was my point.
>an important first step to making the changes to your life you've always wanted to make?
Permanent physical limitations stop me from being able to make these changes.
>tfw badly want Ketamine to try and treat depression
>impossible to find without fucking around on the darkmarkets
fuck this gay earth
What does it mean if I took 5mg Xanax and didn't black out?
>tfw no ketamine to try and treat your existential depression
>don't want to fuck around on the darknet markets
>tfw too much of a pussy to go to one of those Ayahuasca retreats because you think there is a good chance you are just getting rused even if the brew is good itself even though you could buy and pay for the ticket to peru right now
help
>>28199809
5mg isn't enough to blackout unless your drinking beers my friend
try 8mg might be enough to put you down, but benzo tolerance is a bitch and picks up pretty quickly
are you a big guy?
>>28199828
I've heard a lot of the South American retreats are sketchy and fucked up, you should look into the one American place which does it. They do San Pedro one day, then Ayahausca later. I can't remember what it's called, but it shouldn't be too hard to find.
>>28199809
It doesn't mean much of anything. I took 4.5, along with 120 milligrams of codeine, four Benadryl, and smoked a couple bowls and didn't black out, and that's when I was like 14.
>>28199828
>>don't want to fuck around on the darknet markets
why not? it's easy and good quality, and usually you can get some good deals.
>>28199845
Thanks for the help, my man. I was just wondering since I managed to black out on 3mg a few weeks ago and then was unable to replicate that with 5mg. I take doses a week or so apart so I was just worried about tolerance, and whether or not it's set in already. I weigh about 200 pounds and am 6'1", so I guess you could say I'm somewhat of a big guyfor you.
>>28199882
I know there is a orthodox church in Oregon where its legal, but that has a bunch of religious influence that I think would make a terrible set and setting
San Pedrdo one day then Aya the next sounds pretty intense, honestly I would be okay with just the Aya, but I've heard good things about the cacti as well
I've also been looking into 4-aco-DMT, apparently it's like mushrooms but without the body load, and a much easier headspace to navigate.
one day ...
>>28198015
ok nasusha od manchesteer whatever
I just wnat to smoke dope with you
Im kinda drunk right now
>dont be put off by my pics its just lulz
>>28199904
I just feel like if anyone would pick the wrong vendor and get v&, it would be me
and I'm worried about honeypots, and I'm not computer savvy, even though I have been on the silk road before just to browse, but that was way back in the day when it was relatively unknown
>>28199828
There are clinics across the US that administer ketamine injections for depression but you have to apply and pay out of pocket.
>>28199952
I'm in Brattleboro, Vermont. I'd like to smoke dope with you too, but I'm probably kind of far away from you.
>>28199969
Nobody gets vanned by fake vendors. You only get busted if they intercept your packages, and they can only actually arrest you if they do a controlled delivery, which you can get out of if you keep your cool.
Became and alcoholic when I was 13, been in and out of rehab 6 times since I started heroin
tried to get fucked up on robitussin/dxm last night (the gel caps that only have dxm) because that's how desperate and connectionless I am at this point.
I guess I didn't take enough because I didn't feel anything, guess I'm gonna try doubling my dose tonight, idk, doesn't really seem like that fun of a high
Who /Kratom/ here? Feels so good...
>>28200023
People like you always make me annoyed when people act like I'm so young to become an addict at ~17 (I'm 18 now). People do it so much younger than I did, if someone wants to feel bad about young addicts, they should feel bad about addicts who are really young.
>>28199969
there's no way law enforcement is going to make a fake vendor account (which costs hundreds of dollars) and then make a bunch of fake reviews just to get the addresses of a few people who want to buy drugs, just hoping that they live in their area of jurisdiction. Even if they did, they have no evidence that you actually did it, you just say that someone else must have used your name and address.
There's pretty much no legal risk to buyers. Unless you're buying kgs or something it just isn't worth the time for them to go after you.
The only real risk is getting scammed, but I've ordered from dozens of vendors and it's never happened. Just pick ones with good reviews.
>>28200096
As an add on to this, on all the markets I know of, the money gets held in escrow, and if you think you're getting scammed, you can dispute it.
>>28194129
same here, i get high everynight on weed just to have a couple hours of anxiety-free fun by myself. I guess i deserve it but i could also be working on stuff with the time i spend high
>>28198357
what's that like almost 3gs?
>>28200096
>>28200139
okay, I will do some more research and possibly try again this weekend
thanks for the info
>>28199989
If you actually aren't super far away from me and still want to get high, you can email me at [email protected]
I'm gonna nod out now
It's late as hell, I'm home I'm high come on man
>>28200019
>they can only actually arrest you if they do a controlled delivery, which you can get out of if you keep your cool.
What do you mean by controlled eelivery? How do you get out of it?
I want to take xanax tonight, but I would just be borrowing happiness from tomorrow morning.
Any tricks to take way too much xanax without being whacked out the next day?
>>28200093
people who are surprised by a 17 year olds being on hard drugs obviously don't have that much experience in that world/drug culture, most addicts start when they're that age
>>28200246
No problem.
>>28200371
My understanding is that if they intercept the package, they still can't charge you with anything, because you can just say "I didn't order this, someone else must have used my name".
But if they do a controlled delivery, they'll make you sign for it and then arrest you cause you signing it proves that you intentionally ordered it.
So don't sign for drugs is the main thing. Even if you do you can probably still talk your way out of it but things might be dicey.
This is extremely rare though, cause it takes a lot of police resources, and they'll only bother if they intercept something with quantity way past personal usage.
>>28200394
unrelated question; do you gotta script for it, or gettin' it off someone? i've had horrible anxiety since i was a kid, i've tried other, less powerful benzos w/o much of an affect. curious if i should mention xanax to my psychiatrist, or if she'd just think i was lookin' for a plug. any thoughts?
>>28200394
yes, take more xanax
>>28197495
how do i know if a vendor is legit or not?
>>28200394
nope, benzos are a shit thing to get high on
>>28200708
this. any recommendations?
I wish weed didn't wreck my cognitive ability.
I would do it way more.
>>28200725
look at their reviews and ratings, also forums on the market and grams
>>28200676
rc benzos off the clearnet?
5-fa and 1250mg of 25-i, some timolol
got some diaz for later
tripping eal fucking hard
>>28195839
well dude come on there's no need to start with one of the best/addictive/strongest stims
I'd say start with amphetamines, or hell just snort some caffeine first
I would disagree with the other uy about the irtalin, but I'm probably one of the ~30 percent or so who prefer it to phetamines
>>28198891
it's cos they fucking suck dude
i fucking hate the new generation of druggies
they are all technical annoying people who has to research a shit ton of stuff before doing the drug
just do the fucking drug, if it feels good then good.
>>28195217
Yes, just buy from anyone. Never question where they came from.
Never
>>28201903
ya, it's almost like these massive pussies wanna have some clue which chemicals they're shoving in their body
yep, drinking Evan Williams and vaping AK 47 buds. I've found that since I started working, I'm consuming much less cannabis, especially when I vape. normally, a half lasts me about 2 weeks, but this one has lasted well over that, and could easily last another week or so (and that's not counting all the vaped bud, which is still good enough to smoke)
