>April 28, 2016
>>28179909
why is this sad for you?
You wanna be a kid again?
>>28179933
honestly who doesn't fahm
I honestly want to end it all soon
Fuck life
The only way to win is to not play
>>28179933
Oh fuck yes. Ignorance was bliss.
>>28179933
Absolutely, no responsibility, no problems to worry about, the biggest decision of the day was to either play with toy soldiers or toy trucks.
Please take me back, please.
>>28180655
I miss my tin soldiers.
HOLY SHIT IT'S ALMOST MAY
I was supposed to go down to the shops and buy a coffee today but before I got round to getting changed, making breakfast and going online all the shops are closed, I swear I live in an alternate universe where time is sped up x3
>>28180655
>tfw was a matchbox/hotwheels kid
>would have a playmat/carpet that depicted a city
>would align all my cars to act like traffic on the roads
>when the roads got too clogged I would trail them off in a completely straight line
>when my baby brother crawled over he would knock all my cars over
>would cry every time over the principle of it
Boy I was an autistic kid.
>>28180910
>>28180980
I miss my GI Joes or bionicles and legos, I would enact massive battles on my bedroom floor
Each battle had a plot and story
I would spend hours enacting the battles sometimes by myself but other times I would enact them with a friend
I also remember all the hot wheels and this rug that was like a city with streets, that shit was fucking awesome.
Now all I do I worry about how much money I make, how weird I am and how I'm going to get to the weekend.
I miss being a kid
![image1[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/J1yhZ2I.jpg "image1[1].jpg")
>grow up as an only child in a rural area
>have no one to play with
>dream of getting sent to a co-ed boarding school like in Harry Potter or FF8
>dream of having siblings born or that I don't know about
>tfw grow up utterly alone and socially isolated
I swear, this is half of why I'm socially fucked up.
>>28180980
Nah, I used to do the same thing.
>>28181042
>Bionicles
Holy shit, I forgot about those. Damn it.
>>28181083
Did you remember the noticeable shift in the overall quality of the plastic of the bionicle pieces?
Also that must've been shitty growing up in an area like that
I grew up in a black hole of a city in the bay area where about 10% of people turn out to be successful and the other 90% fester in an ever decaying hell hole
I honestly feel like I wasted all my potential of having a happy life in 19 years
i want to die in my sleep tonight but i wont so ill just go buy a pretzel from the amish in the morning
![6517136_sized[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/47FkjCI.jpg "6517136_sized[1].jpg")
>>28181183
>Did you remember the noticeable shift in the overall quality of the plastic of the bionicle pieces?
I somewhat remember that the older ones were less likely to snap if you were throwing them around or smashing them into each other. It's been a long time though and I don't really remember much from when I was like 12.(I'm now 23)
>I honestly feel like I wasted all my potential of having a happy life in 19 years
I feel the same. Do you ever feel like the real problem is that everyone becomes ultra-cynical once they pass a certain point? Like all of the youthful energy and blissful hope died somewhere between 18 and 20?
>>28181210
>tfw no amish
>You'll never go back to the 90s
>Literally never
>Not even to the early 2000s when life wasn't all about smartphones and social networks
>>28180973
>yfw people on 4chan always say 2007/2008 was when there was a major change for the worse and things started going downhill
>yfw CERN first turned on the LHC in 2008
Fuck, today is only my first month with my first gf (please don't REEEEEE normie) and I already want out because i'm a piece of shit that always wants to destroy himself. Well, fantastic
i hope i get struck by lightning or die in a sudden way
mankind is doomed now that children are growing up with iPhones and technology and being socially retarded because of it
technology will be the death of western civilization, mark my words
>>28181247
No not quite
I think most normal people are actually oblivious most of the time to their own misery and cynicism, maybe for a second they feel it but they snap back
I never snap out of it, Im on a train out of control running down a hill while everyone else is on a roller coaster with loops, twists and highs and lows.
I just don't see much use in living until I'm 70 because nothing is really gonna change, if I died in a car accident tomorrow on the way to work I would be completely indifferent.
It's like what's the point if life is just an everyday battle to trick my psyche and body into feeling good.
>once april is over we are 1/3rd of the way through 2016
>>28181247
Also what is that image from?
I know right. How the fuck can it snow in April/May? Fuck this weather.
>go to work
>come home
>tired as fuck
>cook dinner
>go to the gym
>time for bed
>repeat 5 days
>spend weekend on necessary chores
>maybe watch TV or something
>back to work
>making plenty of money but don't have many friends or a gf
>been at it since 2011
>5 years have gone by and I didn't even notice
![7eaa1b1127[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/KYwbsMN.jpg "7eaa1b1127[1].jpg")
>>28181290
I completely agree. We've created so many mediums of communication, that we've nearly rid ourselves of actual direct communication. Actual affection. Actual intimacy.
>>28181321
Yeah. I somewhat know what you mean. Most people have their petty problems at work or with their relationships that keep them distracted, but in the end, what's the point? Ignorance really is bliss.
>>28181351
Idk. It was in my temporary internet files folder as a thumbnail.
>>28181385
>tfw was doing this for 2 years before i became suicidal and quit my job
>now a neet
>life is not any better
>>28181406
the same thing could've been said about game boys or the ds. TV was also accused of the same shit
i give up lads
>>28181484
>the same thing could've been said about game boys or the ds. TV was also accused of the same shit
Yeah. It was all true. The only difference is in scale.
>>28181484
yeah, technology in general.
>>28181446
How do you afford NEET essentials?
>tfw time keeps passing by and you don't feel like you've changed or grown at all no matter how radically you change your life
>tfw it was my 22nd birthday today
Thanks guys.....
>>28181516
Happy birthday anon, I hope you have a good year. My 23rd was yesterday and I spent it alone.
>>28181508
savings from when i worked, i live at home so not many expenses
>>28181516
Happy birthday, anon. Sorry I forgot.
>>28181484
>the same thing could've been said about game boys or the ds. TV was also accused of the same shit
So what ? It's true to some extent. The biggest difference with Internet being everywhere, smartphones and shit, is that it provides unlimited content, where you want, when you want, unlike vidya or TV.
And this shit is really, REALLY bad for the brain and especially on children.
>>28181530
>>28181534
Thanks anons, It was ok I guess. My friend came over and we went to some unique places out in the wilderness and saw some pretty cool stuff.
Including the leg of a hoofed animal someone discarded on a rock...
>>28179909
If you are so sad about it why don't you do something with your time instead of posting another fucking feels frog?
>build new computer
>don't want to pay for windows 7, or 8
>install windows 10 without activating
>now everytime I turn my computer on, a screen appears with today's date and time and I have to click the screen to get a login prompt
Why must win10 torture us?
>>28181385
you me, bruh
>>28181537
The internet also gives you access to information you would probably never have been able to get to. I can learn how to code, I can read science journals all fucking day, the ride never ends
>>28181385
>5 years have gone by and I didn't even notice
I think this is the worst feel. It's like you're just stuck in a routine that never changes and everything goes by so quickly. I'm constantly busy but it never feels like I've done anything.
>>28181630
You could do that back in like 2002.
>>28181630
I'm not saying it's a bad thing if you know how to "use it" properly.
People spending countless hours a day on social networks binging on their friends supposedly "perfect lives" don't.
>>28181268
fuck offf you normie
>>28181546
Do you know what kind of animal it was?
>>28181770
Have no idea anon, heres the photo. It was just there.
>>28180550
You're a faggoy at least lose your legs fighting the good fight first like Lt Dan did
>>28181805
Damn that's fucking crazy at least it's a strong birthday memory
>we can't buy time
>tfw today is my 21st birthday
Feels like I turned 18 a few days ago. Shit is depressing.
>>28181805
That's a deer, anon. How the fuck do you not know this.
>>28181873
Happy birthday anon. BUT GOD DAMN IAM GOING TO TURN 21 IN FEW FUCKING MONTHS TOO AND I FEEL OLD AS FUCK. AHHHHHHHHHH FUCK RESPONSIBILITIES
>tfw failed college twice
>NEET living abroad in parents money
>khhv
>>28182068
>mfw i killed another thread for 8787832th time
>>28182213
>tfw nobody ever responds to me
I miss Toonami. It was my best friend in Middle School.
>>28182254
here you go my friend. No one deserves to be lonely.
>>28182258
>tfw used to live for Toonami every day after another miserable day at Middle School
>Used to imagine what it would be like to be the villains from DBZ, Kenshin, etc.
>>28182258
Toonami is still around. A part of me wishes I was a kid born after 2000. Steven Universe is just so fucking awesome and when I was a kid Inever really got to be a fanboy of anything because I was too poor
>>28181042
Jesus fucking christ you're pathetic.
He was taken from us too soon ;_;
Happy birthday, Lion of Baghdad
>one day closer to death
Yes! Lord take me already
