>>28133072
>I just want to fall asleep not hating where and what I am
I am well acquainted with this feel.

I have no idea what else to say.

>>28133072
That''s my least favourite frame of mind bro. When you try to drink yourself numb but end up drinking yourself sick instead, and still feeling like shit... good luck. stay hydrated. try find a girl who's as drunk as you are & pass out together

>>28133072
Go watch some 80s horror movie like Hellraiser and get into it that's what I do on the whiskey.

Or whatever. Feeling the way you do now and having the power to do nothing about it is pointless.

Either change or accept.

>>28133100
You could tell me if you honestly think that your country is worth living in as a white immigrant working in a random store.

>>28133169
It's some weird kind of abandonment/rejection anniversary, thought I was cool with everything now but it turns out that no, I am very much not cool with anything.
Tried to drink until I forget, gave up after a bottle of scotch. Too expensive.
Anyway, I don't think a random chick can treat what ails me. Until I forget or overcome, I'm a bitch.

>>28133181
It's what I try, I just feel kicked in the teeth by my own weakness. Actually thought I was over this. Tomorrow is another day I guess.

whenever i feel like this, i fantasise about death until i fall asleep