take a good hard look at yourself r9k
take stock of everything, your past dreams, your beliefs on the world, your past actions and most likely future
tell me what you see
>>28128971
pain, fire, suffering, rage.
I'M A FUCKING LOSER AND ALWAYS WILL BE
A spiral of disappointment and failure.
I see mystery. Mystery about my past, mystery about my future, mystery about my present. No one can ever understand me, specially myself.
Empty downward and without hope
>>28128971
had an ok childhood, once adult years hit in i started slowly sinking, then i lost the care needed to swim back up.. i'll be sinking slowly further and further down until i hit the bottom i expect