>tfw developed intricate fantasies, an imaginary sister/mother
>tfw talk to her all the time for the past 1.5 years, so long as I am alone
>explain vidya I'm playing, talk about movies, politics, sing with her
>big Star Wars fan, saw TFA on release day
>not the best movie but I enjoyed it for reigniting that Star Wars magic for me
>think Daisy Ridley looks like a good sister
>officially adopt her name and form as my sister
>collect hundreds of pictures of her
>masturbate solely to her
>talk all the time
>imagine cuddling at night, to the extent of stacking my pillows strategically to simulate her being there
>tfw no matter how hard I try, I can't make it real, I will never actually have a real pure, loving relationship with a sister Daisy
>tfw each night, it gets harder to delude myself into thinking she's there
>each night my bed grows bigger
>each night my bed grows colder
>each night my bed grows more empty
These are some heavy and abstract feels.
I'm the anon with the cartoon pokemon imaginary friend. Hope you and your fake sister are doing well. God speed and bless, anon-san.
>>28112736
Vari? I hope you are doing well, I am sure I will be in a better mood soon, anon, thank you very much for your kind words. It means a lot, and it's good to have made some friends.
>>28112749
Thank you, and it's no problem, I'm sorry to see you are in a bad mood. Free bump.
>>28112917
I will be okay don't worry. I will have an imaginary friend thread again soon, and I'll be cheerful as always, I hope you will stop by and say hello.
Bumping because I don't have much else to do.
Watching Louis Theroux's new documentary on alcoholism. Reminds me of my mom.
>>28112942
I'll try my best, Anon-kun!
>tfw talk to myself like as if i'm speaking to another person or a small group of people that are present in the room, when there is no one there
>I don't mean small talk, I mean full-fledged conversations with myself that are sometimes philosophical, sometimes maybe even rants
>basically listening to my own conversations while talking, sometimes judging my own conversations, and discussing in whispers
>mostly listening to my discussions though
>sometimes converse to myself like as if I'm talking with an old colleague
I do this every single second that I am alone, and I'm usually alone
should I be worried?
>>28113029
Great to hear anon! You're good company to have.
>>28113041
That's kind of what I do with Daisy. Full on philosophical and political rants a lot of the time, and then I imagine her arguing the other side so that we can both grow a bit from it, and both get better at defending our position.
I like to do this while driving, too.
I don't think you should be worried. It's a good coping mechanism, and good rehearsal for any conversation with a real person should that ever happen.
Really? This cunt? The worst acting I have ever seen in a movie since the last airbender. Plus she's ugly.
Jesus thats sad just get a girlfriend man.
>>28113075
I disagree but you're entitled to your opinion and I know I'm not going to change how attractive you find someone.
>>28113111
I've explained it in past threads but a gf does not work. It's not like a sister. Romance is attraction based, and give and take. There's no unconditional element, there's no purity, there's so little genuine love the majority of the time.
>>28113112
Your opinion is disregarded since you are a barely functional autistic retard. She is ugly.
>>28113149
I'm plenty functional and not retarded, maybe autistic though.
Either way, I don't care to argue. You can hold whatever opinion you want, it doesn't trigger me and it doesn't bother me, I'm sorry if that's the reaction you're trying to get.
>>28113075
She was really made for low budget tv shows
Bumping for great justice.anyone remember that meme?
>>28113459
Thanks for the bump friend, I appreciate it.
>watching Louis's new documentary about alcoholism
>this guy is in a severe depressive state, kicked out of his apartment, wandering drunk and in a state of undress
>his eyes light up when he sees Louis like my mom's did when she saw me, while drunk
This documentary is hitting too close to home guys. Please don't become alcoholics.
>>28113599
But I like to be drunk and play LoL
>>28113620
That's fine man. Just don't become a full on raging alcoholic. and don't drive drunk.
If you feel yourself becoming an alcoholic, stop. It will quite literally ruin your life.
>>28112699
Hey I was the anon from your other thread, I imagine Greek mythology stuff. Just passing through and wanted to say hi :)
>>28113699
I remember you, Apollo, Ariadne, and all that. Thank you for stopping by and saying hello, I hope you are doing well friend.
I need to take off anons, it's bed time. Sorry I won't be responding. Goodnight everyone.
>>28112699
but anon it's wonderful.
my little sister found me when i was 14ish.
we've been together ever since.
>delude
don't think such rude things
http://freya.theladyofthelabyrinth.com/?page_id=14
>>28113131
tfw i know this feel and live this feel
>>28112699
>>28112736
>did the same except without solid basis
>ie: she is not based of anybody or any face
>only personality trait is the "tsundere" personality which i developed a liking for when i was younger.
>I named her Angelina, with no surname and acted out my fantasies with her.
>closing my eyes and hugging a pillow, I imagined cuddling her to sleep
>it kills me sometimes that I will never be able to see her face
>I sometimes try to draw her and design her as a person, but nothing sticks and stays.
>I've convinced myself she exists, yet clearly know she isnt real.
>I'm losing interest in my life as a whole, and the only thing that still piques my interest at times is photography (pic related)(double exposure I took of the moon)
>lately, I feel crushed over being unable to simulate her happy personality to try to cheer myself up
the worst part is that I don't even feel sad about it. I don't feel happy either. I don't feel a goddamn thing.
godspeed to you two and I hope you can maintain your friends in a stable manner
I just listen to stupid podcasts and imagine I'm talking to the people on them. I wish I had a friend or two just to talk with.
>>28116757
>>I'm losing interest in my life as a whole
she has saved me from this.
>>28117140
Good for you.
for me, she came before the lack of interest.
she worries for me, but I rarely show any improvement.
>sometimes if I try hard enough, I can at least feel sad for a while
listening to songs like "Only in Dreams" by Weezer helps.
I guess I'll to draw her again.(would you like to see some sketches?)
>for me, she came before the lack of interest.
for me too. i started to break much later but she helped me up.
yes sketches plz.
Thanks for taking an interest and sorry I took so long.
>phone camera is shit
>used actual camera instead
>actual camera image size above 2mb, had to downsize
>>28117657
qt
eye colour? hair colour?
>>28117657
I was trying to make the hoodie seem less of a casual piece of clothing in this one, but I'm not too sure how I fared.
and then there's this one.
I realized in the previous picture, the eye was not in focus, so I carefully focused it to the eye, causing a bit of detail-loss for the rest of the image, but it should look ok
>>28117718
Don't really colour my works that often, but if I were to give her a hair colour it'd be dark and warm brown and her eyes would be a deep and soothing blue
>>28114772
>ASR
Heh, I guess that makes you my brother in law
>>28118242
o-okay
but she just looks like her.
>>28117752
nice.
