Abstract feels thread
>wanting to kill yourself but hoping you outlive your family so there's not as much guilt
It's the ultimate paradox
Too many people know this feeling
Look at reddit's suicide watch or any other suicide-related forum
The whole idea of outliving the rest of your family to escape guilt is blowing up like fuck
Seems like it's all that's keeping a torrent of suicides at bay
I wonder if it's new, or if it's always been like this. Maybe religion has always been enough in the past.
It fucking sucks that people have to get all upset over letting someone who wants to die go ahead with it, but not over the fact that they want to die in the first place. Oh yeah as long as the status quo is preserved it's okay, even if the status quo is fucking shit for some of the people involved in it.
>>28104342
That's not abstract.
That's a pretty concrete feel.
>don't want to kill myself
>so far behind in life and too shit to fix it
Why can't I be a suicide fetishizing normie too
>>28104488
Didnt know this was a more felt feel. Damn anon
>>28104511
Sorry I don't know what fucking abstract means I'm just trying to vent my sorrows to anonymous weaboos on an anime inspired image board
I'd almost certainly kill myself if I didn't like my family so much. I couldn't make them so sad.
They have been great, but even they can't make living on this gay earth worth it.
