Why is life so boring? There's nothing I enjoy anymore. I used to love smoking weed and drinking then watching movies, listening to music, and reading. I do the same things now except I get no joy from it. It's like I'm just biding my time until I die.
I feel that feel so hard.
I'm beginning to disassociate, too.
Because those are meaningless activities. Being productive is the only real long-term source of personal satisfaction.
>>28103640
Weeds all I've got.
It's me and I'm it.
I feel the same, too, it stopped being 'fun' big long ago, but as long as I feel high, atleast I feel something.
>>28103672
and by productive, it means sustaining a wife and kids.
but the Jews have poisoned the family to the point where it's considered a sick joke.
I don't even know why I am "productive" anymore, working myself to an early grave for what? higher quality tendies?
>>28103780
A better standard of living? More money = more independence. People are very attracted to that level of freedom. Women want a piece of it and they will do whatever they can to share that experience with you......as long as you don't have absolutely intolerable aspects about you.
>>28103835
>Women want a piece of it and they will do whatever they can to share that experience with you
Fuck that. Life is clearly nothing more than a competition and I was born to come in last.
