I think the problem is the masks women use, or youtubers, in my case. I feel physical attraction towards several youtubers (dodger, meghan from lifeburry, nanalew, pic related, etc), but the attraction in all those cases doesn't go beyond watching half a video now and then.
However only Rose and now pic related have caused me behavioural problems. And I think the cause is that, while the others I mentioned show, sooner or later, a banal side (mostly through talking and talking and making a lot of videos), these two managed to present a flawless reality by hiding themselves, behind randytaylor in rose's case, behind videos in pic related's case. So, those heavily pre-selected or aloof images allow me to delude myself and complete the picture with my own fantasies, and that gets me hooked.
Everyday when I get out of the bed I say to myself:
>you have things to do
>don't go to 4chan
>don't check the channels
>don't check facebook
>don't check twitter
I'm tired, I want out of this. There must be a way to neutralize any desire or fantasy without feeling myself empty, so I can focus myself in productive things. If I've reached the rational conclusion that there're things I'll never have, why can't I force my emotions and my mind to comply?
What do I do, some of you must know. There's literally nobody I can't talk to about this.
Save me the autism jokes, I really feel miserable, I need help, I'm wasting my life here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvV8sUSy3XQ
>>28103257
That's very interesting lou...
>>28103257
That's a guy, huh.
Stop making these threads.
Also, kill yourself.
Now that theEpichapter of /rose/ is over who will be the next /rose/ guy? Will it be Lou?
Tune in next week.
>>28103257
I didn't read shit faggot lmap
>>28103257
What has Eliza done
Is she even human
>>28103257
Eliza is the most fakest whore I have ever seen in my entire life
Maria is the most fakest whore I have ever seen in my entire life
>>28103257
Holy shit I hate her retarded face.
Stop making threads about her.
Her tiny damaged brain cannot see very far.
>>28103727
no poonani?
Using your trip can get you plenty of (You)s
enjoy them, feed your addiction
>>28103803
That meme? it belongs to me
>>28103370
>Now that the Epi chapter of /rose/ is over
what are you talking about?
loubud thread?
The age of Lou starts now
>>28103257First of all, Rose had thoughts in her head that went beyond "How much attention can I get?" Eliza does not.
Also, like so many others, your problem is that you are at all times ready to drown in masturbatory fantasy, no questions asked. Your inner life is completely geared by muh dick, to put it simply. This is what is wrong with you and many others. Get out while you can, though you seem far gone. You will never find an answer you like, because the answer is always to do hard work, and we all know you aren't going to do that.
from my point of view eliza is a chaos demon and 4chan needs chaos
>>28103370
lou was never part of /rose/. He's a filthy attention whoring newbud that no self-respecting rosebud would ever like.
>>28104533
That's true. Rose was not an attentionwhore, she just had a youtube channel with lots of retarded orbiters. She didn't fucked any board with her lust for attention.
Ciara is the worst.
>>28104727
>lou was never part of /rose/.
>newbud
>implying
I've been in /rose/ as long as you could imagine
>>28104846
he didn't fucked up /r9k, in any case he is stirring up the board culture
>>28104888
>he thinks being a 2014fag makes him an oldbud
The whoer posting didn't start until around 2014. Your oldest trip post in /rose/ is 2014. On top of all that you look like you're 16.
pedro and epi are the last remaining oldbuds. You're nothing but a filthy impostor.
>>28104904
He? Who are talking about? Ciara is clearly shitting up the board with her attwhoreish behavior.
>>28104994
>he started posting with a trip during 2014 therefore he just discovered /rose/ in 2014
Think outside the box please.
> you look like you're 16.
I'll take that as a compliment.
>>28104994
>The whoer posting didn't start until around 2014
i thought it was 2013
>>28103257
Had the same issue with Rose, especially in summer 2015.
I started watching her videos, and fell in love with her. Thankfully i managed to stop watching her after just a week, because i knew that watching more of her would have just worsened the situation.
But i think i did a bullshit during christmas holidays, because i decided to make a Tulpa who looked like just like her, but i gave up after a week.
Now i don't care anymore about her, i realized that she will never be mine. I just focused on other stuff, you just need to stop watching those girls. Dont even think about them, it will just makes you feel worse. You can try to make a tulpa that looks like one of them (if you don't know what it is check it up on google) if you really want satisfy your fantasies, but i suggest you to forget about them.
>there are people itt who don't recognize The Autism pasta
WTF
>>28103803
ACCEPT MY FUCKING SKYPE CONTACT YOUU SLIMY FUCKING WHORE
>>28105298
>frogposter
>is also a beta orbiter
no surprise there.
did the robot taste the Autism Pasta?
>>28105357
i am beta orbiting ironically
Loufaggot here creds go to Perdo btw I'm just a lesser Pedro Please Oh Fuck me Pedro
eliza, if we write scripts for you, will you read them and make them into youtube videos ? like "anon, ive been sitting at home all day feeling lonely, waiting for you to get home so we can cuddle and watch anime together" stuff like that
>>28105457
Fucking kill yourself, you pathetic beta
>>28105548
>being this upset
lmao qq more
I hope Eliza regrets everything she has done now that she is aware of how much autistic threads are being made about her each day. It must make her go mad.
>>28105387
Don't you ever compare Lou to Pedro again. Pedro is my good friend and I can assure you he is nothing like this 16 year old newbud. Pedro is an economic auto-didact, a self-taught philosopher, a member of mensa and an all around gifted visionary. While Lou wastes his life attention whoring on 4chan and cultivating imaginary reddit points under the pretense that his online persona has any impact on any tangible facet of life, Pedro is using his intellectual aptitude in productive and ambitious pursuits. Currently, Pedro is applying his 99.99th percentile IQ on various unsolved Euclidean geometry and Partial differential equations, which he claims will be solved within the year - a feat that only the most gifted of mathematicians could hope to achieve. What you ask has Lou achieved in that time? Pic related is his magnum opus. His best creative work is a slightly modified copy pasta shitpost which his underdeveloped, underage brain found hilarious. The image speaks for itself.
Whenever you encounter a Lou post, simply remind him to 'poo in lou'. This will enrage the lou, as he is reminded that his genetic ceiling is on par with that of an indian and prevents him from ever comparing to the likes of Pedro.
>>28105964
I truly think that Pedro is a visionary but can he solve triple integrals?
>>28106005
Pedro finished reading GEB with full comprehension in less than a week. Triple integrals are nothing for p-man.
>>28103257
Nice blog post, cuck
>>28105786
As long as there's at least one beta faggot talking about how he would cut off his arm to smell her feet, she's happy. What upsets her is when we talk about how much we hate her and wish she would die.
>>28103257
Here's the thing, retard, women are cute because that's how nature intended. Similar to many pets we find cute. In reality, women are nothing more than parasitic sub-humans. Once we ascend into greater understanding, women will become irrelevant.
>>28103257
couldn't word it better myself. i've been watching pic related for a while and for the first week i felt like i met someone i could really relate to.
but i have school (i'm "18") and other responsiblities to uphold so after she faked suicide for about a week my "desire" just fizzled out man
i like that vid btw
>>28106606
It's a pasta you underage retard.
>>28106644
well its a good pasta mate
is it true that she is flexible enough to perform self-cunnylingus? a nigger told me
>>28106689
she looks like a kind of freak to do that. So probably yeah
>>28107059
original lewd
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>>28107333
what did you trip by this?
enough of this boring camwhore shit already. let's talk about pedro. what's he doing?
>>28107431
pedro is the most boring living being on this planet
>>28107626
don't be so modest pedro
>>28106606
>i'm "18"
Yeah, I'm sure you are.
you are all on strings
>>28108038
we been played all along, like a damn fiddle
i will find her one day
>>28107352
damn that's marky.
>>28108327
who?
orgorg
>>28103257
Please stop posting this ugly whore located at 9 Stable Ct, Wilmington Delaware 19803.
>>28108445
do you want to kill the thread offbyinebot?
>>28108489
Yes.
Originalo comentario.
>>28108516
you are a meany and probably a roastie, would you camwhore for me?
>>28108038
>>28108089
http://vocaroo.com/i/s02X007yHbBo:^)wut fu4 de rum
>>28108582
I'm a male robot, good try though.
>>28108445
And whose IP address is 173.49.99.214
>>28108584
maybe if you spit out that potato from your mouth we could get your memeing
>>28108445
Is this her real address? Will order a large sum of pizza if it is.
>>28108445
>live 30 min away from eliza
wew what should I do guys
>>28108647
Ms. Horan would appreciate that. You're very kind, sir.
>>28108647
Yep.
I can confirm it is.
>>28108445
>for sale for $424,900
>Listed at $424,900 on 4/9/16
wew lad eliza is moving
>>28103257
Wut happened to Erica?
>>28108711
Show up for her early morning chicken tendie party. She's gonna have a lot of tendies to eat.
>>28109382
Fucking hell. Were tendies on her wish list?
I may actually send tendies to her house. That's the only acceptable gift for her.
Operation: Feed Eliza
Why is this pathetic thread still alive?
>>28109491
>Payment Method: Cash
I would never spend my own money on some roastie whore. Those tendies are coming out of her pocket.
>>28109382
Hmm I think Jimmy Johns was also on her wishlist, i'll be getting her that too. also it's Stable Ln. not Ct.
>>28109640
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