Sounds like you need more focus. Stop masturbating, reduce your consumption of alcohol, drugs, tobacco, etc. Eat healthier food, get more sleep and earlier. Practice meditation.

your mind, like your body, must be worked if it is to stay sharp and functional instead of doughy and formless.

you're here shitposting at nearly 4 am on /r9k/. you're not mentally ill or retarded, just lazy.

I'm not a doctor, but you might be developing schizophrenia. I recommend seeing someone about this.

>>28087576
you're just shy/conscious

>>28087623
Never consume alcohol, but I do smoke the Devil's grass occasionally. I need to work on my diet as well. I literally never eat fruit.

>>28087630 what do you suggest I do to keep my mind in shape?

>>28087663 fuck I've been reading about skitz lately and it kind of sounds relatable.

>>28087683 what the fuck does this even mean

>>28087754
Yeah, if it's as bad as you say, having a hard time keeping track of thoughts, in constant confusion; you should totally go see a psychiatrist or something.

>>28087754
exercise, read, only fap to your imagination, play puzzle games, make art--anything that engages you beyond putting you into a low-lidded consumptive trance

>>28087754
I smoked cannabis nightly for 2 months straight, and I found that I was unable to concentrate properly or form coherent sentences (relative to how spoke previously). In addition to this, I developed a slight stutter - something which required concious thought to rectify.

My advice is to quit smoking weed, especially if you're using bong. It may take a few months to return to normal, but it's honesty the best thing for you.

>>28087576
Exercise more, even if it's just going on a walk for 30 mins. Get some fresh air, do some sit ups/push ups in your backyard. Get out of the house man.

Your brain seems to struggle to make sense out of nonsense. Stop it. Stop making sense.