I hope you guys know by immersing yourself in this environment you're only going to get more depressed and self loathing.
>>28084287
This is true. I once spent a few days time browsing only this board and definitely felt more depressed. Felt better after getting away from it.
Leave while you can Leave while you can Leave while you can Leave while you can
This shit fucks with your mental health, not memeing.
Agreed. I feel so much worse after coming to this board. It's pretty much zapped all of my motivation and just depresses me more. At least now I know other people have it shitty too. If I didn't have internet I'd have an herod by now
>>28084590
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>>28084705
Have you guys tried to leave? Find alternative sites to lurk and spend most of your time?
True, you adapt mentally to whatever people you surround yourself with. Whenever i reach the point of wanting to kill myself its typically because ive been spending hours each day on this board. Whenever i spend my time on fit or around people that work out and try to improve themselves(normies), i actually get motivation to do stuff unlike this whole month which has mostly been spent around bitter people trying to drag everyone else down to their level. The problem is that for some reason this place is very difficult to leave, i always think ive finally made it out and have no desire to come back, then eventually i feel like im missing something and end up back here to catch up on the latest may mays.
>>28084729
Been on this site 6 years straight nothing's making me leave at this point
>>28084729
Did you even read my post? I rarely come on r9k anymore. Leaving isn't that hard.
>>28084287
I just came here because it is mostly easy to relate. I want to stay away from here and r/fa as well. The sad problem is that most normies are not supportive either.
This isn't a meme. I didn't go on /r9k/ for a week and it's less about feeling better and just feeling not as shittily about yourself.
Echo chamber of despair.
>>28084287
I dont have any chance at being loved, getting a good job, or ever being successful in general anyways.
Might as well stew in my protective bubble of self-pity.
>>28084287
I fucking hate it here.
>>28084752
kinda hard to say you've "gotten away from it" since you're posting right now
>>28084761
This place is a lot like alcohol. Fun at first, and you have a good time and laugh at some of the threads, but over time the hangovers get worse. You put on weight. You become addicted. Before you know it, what was once a fun "every now and then" activity has become a full blown problem and the only way people can cope with their new found despair is to talk to other people who feel the same way.
if you are capable of looking through most of the things being posted here, most robots are just really confused or engulfed in petty victimism
I can guarantee you will all feel so much better when you leave
just try it familia
Leave this hivemind of negativity and cancer and make an effort to become happier
im honestly even more depressed this last year since r9k became my main board than when /pol/ was my main board
this is truly the most depressing soal crushing board on 4chin. at least its not wizchin levels tho
I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO OP
>>28084729
>alternative sites
go outside and do things. I still feel like shit but that's because life sucks sometimes but at the very least I'm not socially awkward and contemplating suicide every day anymore.
I feel pretty good anonbut that might just be because I am slowly losing my grip on reality
>>28084972
Im happy to hear that anon
I'm in the same boat
>>28084972
>contemplating suicide every day anymore
It really made that big a difference? I wish something would snap me out of this, but I feel as if I'm addicted to the type of stimulation this site provides.
>>28085134
>It really made that big a difference?
yeah. till a month ago I was a massive shut in(literally). Never liked going outside. video games were my life. Been on this site since late 2010. Almost every fucking day I've been on this site since I started browsing. I knew all the latest maymays and it became part of my personality. I'm still a jaded asshole but I don't have the energy to care about dumb shit like video games journalism or eurocuck politics.
Let me tell you about complaceny. sitting alone in your room all day will literally make you sick. I was legitimately losing my grip on reality, social skills, self worth, and like I mentioned, I had chronic depression. I have minor ADD (self diagnosed) but it got exponentially worse. I couldn't bring myself to do anything that wasn't instantly gratifying. Long blocks of text were nigh unreadable to me. It also bends your sexuality. I thought I was bi for the longest time because I was always jacking it to traps and in recent times full on gay porn but since I started getting out of the house I won't look twice at gay porn and I can often shrug off trap threads. Now I'm trying to lose weight and get a decent gf. Just lost my virginity but that relationship fell through today. But you know what? I've never been more motivated to go to the gym, study, and look for decent girls to take home and spend time with.
>>28084287
All the other boards are just escapism though
THE INTERNET SHOULD BE BANNED
ALL HAIL TRUMP, HE WILL SAVE US FROM THE NEET CRISIS
>>28084287
Why do you care so much? Why do you concern yourself with the personal lives of anonymous people on the internet who have accepted the fact that they are literally disposable? How could you possibly benefit. Mind your own business. Some people on here may be fucked up in various ways but who is to say you are more sane when you are the one who cares about what happens to people you don't know?
I come here because I can at least related to the others here, and feel like I'm not truly alone.
Surrounding myself with happy, well adjusted people only makes me feel more alienated. Browsing this board makes me feel miserable and bitter, but it's at least a feeling shared by others. The rest of the world makes me feel like I'm the only failure in an ocean of happy people.
