It's Saturday night.
There are millions of girls right now doing slutty things for millions of guys.
You're shitposting on /r9k/
what happened?
>>28082596
I wish I had no romantic drive whatsoever.
>>28082596
I'm a broken shadow of a being I can't even comprehend
>>28082596
Stop giving a shit what other people are doing, god damn.
Who cares
The most frustrating thing for me is not knowing where it all went wrong.
I mean yeah, I can give you a dozen different things that are "wrong" with me. I have a slough of personality disorders, maybe some level of undiagnosed autism, naturally an introvert, I was born in a place where I did not participate in the local culture, my parents moved around a lot when I was very young, they didn't have many friends to socialize me around, I didn't have many friends to socialize around. I went to a school far away from where I lived so I had 2 different sets of friends. It goes on and on...
If I could pin it down to something workable, fixable, understandable, I wouldn't feel so fucking confused all of the time.
But everything I try doesn't work. For 23 years I tried shit that didn't work. Then I stopped trying. And you know what changed?
Nothing.
Absofuckinglutely nothing.
All those 23 years of effort left me in the same place that just giving up did.
I don't want a slut.
I want a waifu.
No motivation to do so. Doing a slutty thing with a girl tonight won't improve my quality of life whatsoever, actually it could make it even worse.
You guys think you need sex when you simply want a close, intimate relationship with the opposite sex. Fucking a slut won't make you more fulfilled.
>>28082596
I was born with a rare genetic disorder
that's what happened, sorry
>>28082801
At some point it stops mattering
>>28082806
>you guys
who do you think doesn't realize this?
We could all have gone to a whore or just fucking jacked off and relieved the pressure.
Acceptance from a fellow human being is what this board is lacking and that's the kind of rejection that will breed a hatred most could only imagine.
>>28082596
I'm at work :^)
This isn't original lol.
>>28082615
Ha ha. You must be young, that goes away after 23!
I wish I had no sex drive whatsoever. I'm 28, it is declining, perhaps by 30 I'll be free.
Jokes on you, cuckmaster, it's Sunday afternoon in Japan!I wish I was in Japan right now
>>28082956
>romantic drive goes away after 23
No it doesn't. Humans feel loneliness up until they kick the bucket.
>>28082956
that's just depression.
It'll either kill you or it'll go away and you'll feel the bad feels again. Make your choice.
>>28083031
>No it doesn't. Humans feel loneliness up until they kick the bucket.
Say whaaaaaaaaaaaaat
>>28083031
>Humans feel loneliness up until they kick the bucket.
false
>>28082775
>The most frustrating thing for me is not knowing where it all went wrong.
This
I swear it seems like the other day where I was hyping myself up for another year of high school. This year was going to be great and I was totally going to get a girlfriend.
Here I am, Saturday night still in my parents house, going on 30.
>>28083469
>Here I am, Saturday night still in my parents house, going on 30.
But anon, THIS is your sanctuary.
I'm an ugly fat fuck
>>28083575
I guess it kinda is.
Doesn't sanctuary imply I want to be here?
