Hi, /r9k/, this is Daisy. She is my imaginary sister. She is sweet, smart, and interested in what I have to say.
Do you have an imaginary friend? Tell me about them!
I tried to make a tulpa of a 5yo girl once, but I kept falling asleep while forcing.
>>28061982
Why a 5 year old girl?
Are you into incest, OP?
Why don't have a imaginary girlfriend?
>>28062019
I wanted a daughter.
Don't have an imaginary friend, but I have whole worlds in my head with many characters so like many friends :)
>>28062021I can only get off to incest, but she's a sister first.
>>28062037
That's sweet man, plan on ever trying again?
>>28062061
That's cool, are you the anon from a previous thread?
Sorry it took so long to respond, was in the bathroom.
Bumping, come talk to me friends!
>>28062164
Oops, posted a little early for a bump there, my bad.
>>28062125
>>28062125
No I haven't posted about It before. Thanks though I just daydream really imagining scenarios similar I guess to how a writer would think of plots only I don't write anything down. How do your imaginations manifest, do you talk to her or act it out?
>>28062275
Alright fair enough. That's really neat actually, have you ever thought about writing it down?
I just talk to her all the time about whatever I'm doing. I talk to her about my autistic interests all the time.
When ever I feel anxious around people I image this cartoonish yellow and blue monkey thing doing stupid shit like throwing stuff around, jumping on peoples shoulders and such. Its name is Gary.
>>28062312
Do you talk to Gary? Is he cute? That's interesting.
>>28062289
That's really sweet, how you have a connection. Have you told anyone outside of the internet about her?
And no I haven't I'm not a good writer but I am very content with imagination, helps me work through things like for example if I was walking at night and was scared I would imagine the hero of my story doing it bravely and I would be less afraid :)
Can I fuck your sister, OP?
hehe lol cool thread xD
>>28062336
Don't be lewd and ruin the thread
>>28062329
Nope, and I never will. I do it because I cannot be intimate with a real human. What kind of things do you like to imagine generally? That's pretty cool.
>>28062336
I'd rather you not. I just borrow Daisy Ridley's form though, my actual Daisy has a different personality. At least I assume since I've never met her.
>>28062359
Please don't shitpost friend.
>>28062366
Thank you.
>>28062321
>Do you talk to Gary?
no, he cant talk. He just follows me around for some reason.
>Is he cute?
Yeah, he is pretty cute.
>>28062377
Fair enough.
I really love Greek myths so it always has something to do with that and mostly a hero and her friends beating up monsters either in accent Greece or modern day Percy Jackson type scenario, I could go Ito depth if you want.
When did you first get the idea of your sister? What happened?
>>28062419
Sounds cool. How long has he been around?
>>28062437
Maybe a year or so. Weird thing is that I never had imaginary friends before.
>>28062433
Please do go into depth, I like mythology to.
I first had this kind of thing about a year and a half ago. Originally the form was different, but I really liked TFA (inb4 pleb) because I love Star Wars, and I thought Daisy looked like a good sister. As to why I need her and why this all came about, long story about my childhood.
>>28062457
Was there any catalyst or inspiration, or you just kind of started doing it?
>>28062467
Sorry, I meant too.
>>28062467
If you don't mind I would like to hear the story :)
So most of my fantasies revolve around the adopted daughter of hades, she Is a mortal who became immortal and she is very powerful. Her job is vague but it involves fighter darkness (cliche I know) and she is an archer and general fighter. She has long wavy black hair and skin like pale milk. She has a romantic intrest with Apollo. Personality wise she is actually like rey from Star Wars
Writing this out it all seem quite silly and dumb but I really enjoy creating stories.
>>28062526
That's neat friend, I like that. Do you self insert as Apollo at all? What is her name?
It's not dumb, I think it's cool man. Most people go throughout their whole lives without a creative thought.The story is that my mother is a raging alcoholic. So terrible that my dad won full custody of me by the time I was 2. I saw her occasionally, often drunk. She would blow smoke in my face and tell me she didn't care about me, she also got in a car crash while driving drunk with me in the car when I was 7 or 8. It was scary. She's always just been a mean drunk, and the fact she was drunk meant she was honest about what she was saying to me. All this made it very hard to connect with girls, or be emotionally vulnerable with anyone in person/that I know not anonymously. The sister thing comes from a need for familial female connection, and pure love that isn't shaky and attraction based like romantic love. The love is familial first, sexual second with Daisy. It all comes down to fear of abandonment like what my mom did to me. If she is my sister, she can't leave me. At least this is what I've gathered from self analysis.
>>28062479
He just showed up one day walking besides me. Over time he became more playful, jumping ahead and messing around. His presence relaxes me and makes me smile when I feel down, so I let him be.
>>28062642
Huh, that's interesting. I'm glad he makes you smile though, and that sounds really neat. Makes me wish I had a Gary.
>>28062591
Her name is Ariadne, and I would guess that sometimes self insert as her as I'm a girl but now that you mention it I also self insert as Apollo which is interesting, their relationship is nice and comfy.
I get the abuse thing my father left me and my siblings young and my step father really hurt me (he is gone now) and I do fantasise about male characters to make for my lack of such in real life such as ariadnes father figure :/
But I don't see these imaginations as unhealthy seeing as it has helped me through ALOT and because of them I'm better at socialising (or life in general) because I always have a safe space to go to in case of failure)
>>28062698
Oh, right I know that name. I see, I see, when do you self insert as Apollo as opposed to Ariadne?
I'm sorry to hear that, that makes sense though. Too bad about your dad and stepdad. Same here, I don't think they're unhealthy- coping mechanisms, but not unhealthy. Unfortunately mine don't help with socializing because it makes it so my already autistic interests are worsened by the fact I now collect pictures of Daisy all the time.
>>28061948
I was at a restaurant with my wife a few weeks ago.
My wife went to the bathroom and told me when she got back, that when she walked in a woman was taking the loudest piss she ever heard, like someone running a bath with both taps turned on fully. My wife peed, washed her hands and was fixing her hair and lipstick when the woman finally stopped, my wife waited around to see the monster that had unleashed that torrent in the cubicle next to her (who at this point was still going), expecting some giant hamplanet, imagine my wife's surprise when the piss finally stopped and out walked Daisy Ridley.
My wife said she was already going when she walked in and went for at least a further two minutes, her flowing only slowing in the last 10 seconds or so.
>>28062744
I don't really know just sometimes it's one or the other, like I'm her sometime or I'm him it depends on perspective ie who is looking at whom and whose feelings I am feeling.
I don't think it's weird at all I collect things that remind me of my imaginations all the time like music and pictures,
How many pictures do you have, and could you describe her a little more in depth I am very interested.
>>28062744
I don't really know just sometimes it's one or the other, like I'm her sometime or I'm him it depends on perspective ie who is looking at whom and whose feelings I am feeling.
I don't think it's weird at all I collect things that remind me of my imaginations all the time like music and pictures,
How many pictures do you have, and could you describe her a little more in depth I am very interested. And for what it's worth I certainly wouldn't judge you at all, in fact I would like you more because of this :)
>>28062811
Don't know why it posted twice :/
>>28062766
Is this a copy pasta? Funny either way, and kind of sexy.
>>28062798
I see, well that's pretty original I haven't heard of someone doing that before.
I have 250 pictures or so, I enjoy collecting and naming them. The personality I've created? Well, she likes to listen, she shares my political beliefs, she loves to cuddle, loves dark humor, shares all my interests in collecting, cataloging, vidya, I won't get too indepth about that though or someone will recognize me. I love playing video games while talking and explaining things to her, that's my favorite. We talk about mom at night in bed.
>>28062896
That actually sounds really nice I can see myself hanging out with daisy like that, gives me warm fuzzy feelings.
Also I think a better way of explaining it would be that I self insert as her and when I am seeing things in his POV I am not so much as playing as I am seeing her(myself) from his perspective.
How does she impact your life much if so could you explain :)
>>28062957
Ohhh that makes a bit more sense then, still cool man.
How does she impact my life? Not to be lewd but she's all I masturbate to, she makes me not be so full of energy all the time because I can actually talk to her about my interests, the feeling of stacking my pillows so she is holding me makes me sleep like a baby, and the thought I have pure, unconditional love from a sweet lady warms my heart. My life is much better since she came around.
>>28062992
Thanks so much dude, I have to go cook dinner now but you have made me feel so much better about my daydreams especially how you said its good I'm creative because most people aren't. You're a nice person and I hope you're happy. Also I've seen your threads before and was to nervous to say anything but next time i will. Good night :) to you and daisy.
>>28063040
Hey not a problem at all friend, I enjoy talking to people who can relate. It's true, takes some creativity to have those daydreams all the time man. I hope you are happy, too, if you're here I'm guessing you're not but I hope you soon will be!
Don't be shy, I'm sure I'll make another one soon enough, feel free to say hello, I'll remember you.
Good night and sweet dreams.
Just going to give this thread a loving bump.
Bumping
I'm not sleeping tonight.
One last bump. Going to take my dog out, then I'll be back to talk.
i've toiled around with tulpas, and have one. She's really nice and i don't regret it one bit[/spoilers]
>>28063611
What's her name? Tell me about her, friend, I'm curious.
>>28063621
Her name is Vari, and she looks like pic related. I decided her appearance to be something clearly distinct from the world around me, in case I go insane or something, so she's noticeably different. She's just recently started talking back, and is maybe 4 or 5 months old. We, too, have a familial relationship, though it is strictly platonic. My decent into insanity has been enjoyable so far.
>>28063702
Hey, you posted in one of my threads before didn't you? Keeping her strictly 2D to be distinct from the world and not drive you nuts, having a familial but platonic relationship, I am sure you posted here before.
That sounds good to me man. I wish I had the time and dedication to make Daisy a full blown tulpa but I am too lazy.
>>28061948
fuck I wish my skin looked liked that.
>>28063792
Even though it looks like she isn't wearing makeup, she probably is. It's that "minimal" look girls can achieve with just a little bit of makeup.
That's just my guess. She's beautiful either way.
>>28063820
in the op i cant see any
>>28063837
True, I didn't bother to look again I just assumed. She does look bare, that's pretty impressive. She's a cutie.
>>28063857
it is impressive. not a single small patch of my face could come close to that clarity.
>>28063877
Same here friend, no shame in it. It's okay, not everyone is meant to be near perfect. Don't feel bad, I am sure you're beautiful too!
>>28063917
does she appear when you're not alone with your thoughts? like is she always beside you when you're at the grocery store and such?
>>28064015
No, not really. If I'm talking to other people or out in public I'm too anxious to have her on my mind, as she's not really a tulpa. But when I'm in the car, or pretty much anytime I'm alone, she's there and I talk to her.
Bumping, come talk to us friends.
Anyone out there? Bump
One last bump for old time's sake, and because I'm still a bit lonesome.
I sometimes spend hours imagining conversations with fictional characters. One of my favourite things to imagine is explaining modern concepts and technology to a medieval-era person.
>>28061948
Can you post your cute Daisy armpit photos? I know you have some.
Daisy a cute
I wanna touch her teeth
>>28061948
>Do you have an imaginary friend? Tell me about them!
ye there are voices in my head. they are telling me to do nasty things but without them I would be alone.
>insult someone, I always know what to say to d so
>hit someone just because I don't like his fucking face
>spit on the ground while looking into nigger's eyes
>run over pedestrian on crosswalk because he is slow
>stab someone
>kill yourself
>>28065172
How often do you do that? Sounds neat.
>>28065181
I don't know anon. I spent A LOT of time gathering these, and I feel bad posting them and ruining their rarity...
>>28065216
Me too
>>28065244
That's a shame anon, I hope you get better.
Sorry, I was making coffee and having some breakfast, figured the thread had died.
One last bump I guess, since there was some interest earlier.
I'm really damn tired and got in a bad mood somehow. Feels bad friends
>>28065506
Sorry to hear that, I hope you feel better. Thanks for the cute pit photo.
>>28065519
No problem, here is another for being such a nice guy pham.
I do appreciate the kindness. This one is my personal favorite. Sorry to be reluctant to hand them out, I won't be anymore. I guess sometimes it's hard to not feel possessive, even though in the end I know my Daisy is not her, it's just her form. I get silly sometimes, sorry man.
>>28065538
I didn't respond before, but yes, I am the same guy from that thread. I suggested that your persistence might reward you with a tulpa.
Someone has already said this I'm sure
but HOLY FUCK at how ugly women are without makeup
like jesus christ
>>28065704
I remember you, you're a nice guy. I hope you and Dari are doing well. I sure hope I can get sentience one day. Maybe if I just focus more on it. Thanks for being nice to me.
>>28065730
If you're referring to the original post image, I disagree but you're entitled to your opinion.
>>28065768
>>28065704
Sorry, typo, I meant Vari. It's 7:36 AM here so please forgive my mistake.
Going to give one more bump because I don't feel great and talking with you guy makes me feel a bit better.
>>28062744
>my already autistic interests
Such as? Genuinely interested.
>>28066356
I'm afraid to explain because the main hobby/interest is something that would get me identified on here, at least I think so. I'll just say it has to do with a certain video game series which I enjoy talking about on 4chan and playing repeatedly.
I also really, really like Tom Waits.
I have less autistic hobbies, too, like playing guitar.
Bumping because I still can't sleep and I really want to talk to somebody.
Bumping
I've very lonesome
>>28067068
Hi anon, how are you today?
>>28067116
I appreciate you stopping by. I've been up all night, unable to sleep, and somehow I got myself in a bad mood. It doesn't feel good man. How about you, friend, how are you?
>>28063702
>I decided her appearance to be something clearly distinct from the world around me, in case I go insane or something, so she's noticeably different.
Well, at least anon is thinking ahead about these things.
>>28067166
He's a smart guy.
Do you have a tulpa anon?
>>28067148
No problem, friendo. I got up at 6 AM this morning, finally been able to get out of a nocturnal sleep cycle but I doubt that will last. Sorry to hear you're in a bad mood. I hope you'll be able to sleep, I'm sure rest will make you feel better.
>>28061948
She lives about an hour away from me, and is only 4 months older than me
True story.
>>28067203
What time is it for you? I'm glad you got up, hopefully you can keep this schedule, or at least not nocturnal. I'm feeling a bit better now, thank you. I'll be able to sleep in a little while I'm sure. What are you up to today?
>>28067265
It's 10:20 for me. Glad you feel better. Not up to much really, I'm a NEET, I started a diet though and I'm hoping to stick to it. I may take a walk later if it gets warmer outside. Other than that, I will probably watch some TV and read a book.
>>28067251
Sounds neat man.
>>28067290
Oh hey, I'm on a diet too. Walk every night. Don't hope to stick to it anon- stick to it! What's that saying- there is no try, only do. Sounds like a relaxing saturday though my man.
>>28061948
HAHAHA
lynch yourself fag.
No real sister would love a sibling as deranged and depressive as you
>>28067312
Thank you, I feel motivated. I'll definitely walk today. We'll both make it!
>>28067313
I'd rather not lynch myself, I think I'm an okay person. At least I'm kind.
OP, please be VERY careful that is not a girl it is a dangerous xenogon that may be trying to kill you.
Stay safe.
>>28067363
Good, good. Even half an hour is good man, so long as you're eating right, too. All about the calories. Yes, we're going to make it, no doubt.
>>28067378
Kek, I know that picture. I find it cute even she knows her teeth are big and make her look like a xenomorph.
>>28067400
You're a nice guy, I'm glad to have talked to you. I'll enjoy my relaxing Saturday and relaxing walk.
>>28067419
You seem nice, too, thank you for the kindness friend. You do that.
>>28067451
Here, have a cute hoodie Daisy.
>>28067619
Thanks anon, that's nice of you. I have added it to my collection.
Lucky seven quads for my sister Daisy.
Another bump out of boredom.
>tfw no Daisy armpits to smell
