Do you remember where you were when you realized that you're the bad guy?
>>28031258
when did you?
>>28031258
when i was 16 years old and realized that i was the asshole all the time
i'm the bad guy?
...how'd that happen?
>>28031258
when I was very young, I chose to be as much of an asshole/villain as possible
>>28031258
I don't think I was ever the bad guy just the weird guy. It's an even worse feel tbqh
already been through the "I'm the bad guy" phase, was edgy so i embraced it, then I realized that despite me not pretending to care when some random person died, I was actually more of a compassionate person when it came to situations where people truly needed help
>>28031258
Did you just watch breaking bad?
Sometime in highschool.
After my first year of college, I had a mental break down, cried for hours and days. I wasn't expecting life to be this hard, and I just want to stay out of it. So I thought maybe I might spend a day stalking 4chan, now I'm a bad person in real life just as much as I am on the internet.
>>28031258
In a hotel while on the phone telling the world trade center demolition team to pull it.
There is no bad or good guy, it is subjective.
>>28031403
No.
No he definitely wasn't talking about you.
He was addressing the rest of us scum.
When I realized that people really didn't like having me around.
I don't understand either. People make jokes, mean remarks, and laugh at me to my face, but it makes me an asshole when I do it.
I guess I just lack empathy and human understanding.
>>28032582
I will add, I remember when I choose to stop being good for others and cross that line into being a bad guy according to the people that would think so. However, in the scheme of things, I believe I am very good and that it is subjective. I have enemies and I have non-enemies.
>>28032629
That is because it is subjective, but you turn on those normies, now you are.. bad to them. But you are not bad.
>be 15
>mental breakdown
>kick the shit out of my mom
>start reflecting on things
>fuck
>>28031258
I like fucking with people sometimes, especially around here.
But, sometimes I feel like a piece of shit after I fuck with the blackbots.
Don't really hate em.
Just getting my keks the dick way.
Fuck the roasties tho.
I do hate them.
>inb4faggot
i'm not a bad guy. I'm just a pathetic piece of shit
>realized that everyone who shared my tendencies in fiction was either a villain or serial killer.
>slowly I realized that I was treated like I was for a reason; normal people know when someone is not like them and their survival instinct drives them to push people like me away.
>Be me
>Junior year of high school
>Take Introduction to Sociology
>Class has to do a presentation on "Deviant Individuals"
>Choose Ted Kaczinski
>Read his manifesto
>Agree with a lot of it
>Some Stacy chose the two Columbine shooters
>When she's talking about them people keep glancing at me
>Realize what's going on
>Smile as wide as possible, not sure what I'm trying to do but people look frightened
>I like that
I've always been the villain. I've started to embrace it
