>getting a gf didnt help with the feels at all
>it just added more stress
>he thought a walking lottery machine wouldn't be a disaster
>read someone saying a gf didn't help
>don't believe them, because I don't want to, because that's my only hope for happiness
>>28025772
Same here, buddy.
It's the only thing I crave.
>get gf
>every single day is anxiety x 1000
>cant stop thinking about her and worrying about what she's doing at any time of day
>spend months with my heart working overtime, pounding super hard from the anxiety
>probably lost two years of my life from overworking my organs
>even all the worrying and planning didn't help since she cheated anyways
>at that point I was already addicted to the pussy and didn't give a fuck, just banged her and went "whatever" after she told me
>she ends up breaking up with me, tells me I'm just using her for sex and that I'm a pig
I still had that anxiety and kept masturbating while thinking about her for a few more months.
>>28026173
That's pretty fucking sad.
How did you get a gf in the first place though?
>>28025687
http://youtu.be/p1Ci4ZJ_O5g
>>28026206
I fell head over heels over a girl because she looked like my ideal manic pixie dreamgirl.
I ended up losing my virginity to her and everything, although she was a turbo slut stacy, just didn't look the part.
I asked her out towards the end of my workweek, after being at work for 10 to 11 hours a day and getting only 4 or 5 hours of sleep, I lose my mind every weekend. That's when I make huge purchases on things I don't need or get drunk beyond belief.
What hurts the most is that I was unable to express myself unto her, since just with physical affection, well that's all I knew what to do. I don't know what she wanted to make her feel loved, and even after all this time I still don't know.
>getting a lot of money didn't help
>>28025665
if you cannot manage to be happy on your own, what do you expect then?
