So let's lay this out straight for once:
Fuck all this cuckposting/Reddit shill stuff for once and listen to some real problems.
>KHV
>22 yo
>autism.jpg
>schizophrenic-tier
>OCD
>complete shut in NEET
>skinnyfat
>manlet
>power level so high I can't hide it even if I tried
>Red Pilled and openly rant about the International Bankers whenever any normies ask me what I'm thinking about
I have no inherent desire for gf or to be a wagecuck.
However, I know that my parents are not going to live forever.
So, for the specific purpose of (when I get older) not having to either:
>live completely alone
Because I'm barely functional as is with parents supporting me. or
>live in a nursing home
Because that sounds terrifying especially with all the elder abuse stories I hear.
I want to become at least semi-functional (mind you, functional =/= normie) or functional enough to get a virgin, non-degenerate, morally upright gf purely for the security in old age.
Mind you, I am black-pilled but not stupid. I know that living alone in older age can not possibly end well considering how fucked I am already at such a young age.
So, I've compiled a list of things I want to work on to become more independent which might possibly have bonus effect of helping me get pure virgin gf:
>work out (mostly shit-ton of cardio, bodyweight exercises + boxing); my goal body is cut and functional fighting build rather than pure bulk weightlifter build
>read and understand the entire Bible
>attend mass every Sunday
>read and understand patrician-tier philosophy (mostly Based Kant and the Categorical Imperative)
>read tons of nonfiction books with emphasis on philosophy, history and political economy
>give up anime and 4chan ;-;
>go to college
>avoid Chads, norms, Stacies and their degenerate alcohol ragers
>earn degree
>get a well-paying job
Will this be enough?
>>28017845
Good luck wasting your life (:
>>28017845
also, forgot to add:
>meditation
>becoming Zen-tier calm through sheer force of will
>cutting out meds
>laying low so the NSA and Mossad won't blacklist me
>>28017889
is all the cuck meme'ing true then?
are virgin, non-degenerate gf's literally impossible for robots to find?
>>28017889
Maybe you're right after all.
What's the point of self-improvement?
The Happening will soon be upon us anyhow.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVXQhPj-Ejk
>>28018203
The motive is long-standing already.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-A0eem5ON6Q
>>28018268
Sure seems as if the false flags are heating up lately. Zionists beating up the drums again. Trying to force us into a global nuclear holocaust through paranoia about phony "external enemies" (CIA/Mossad)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vK53IQyXEjc
shameless self bump
surely there must be some robots still populating this board?
>>28017845
>Give up anime and 4chan
Be more reasonable. There's no reason to give up your only hobbies (im assuming they're that, because they're the only ones you mentioned). Just limit your online time every day.
I've been giving myself no more than 8 hours of screen-time daily. That's forced me out of my room to pick up some basic hobbies.
Aim for smaller goals, anon! All that seems like a huge workload. Try maintaining a small urban-garden in your living room, and cooking meals a couple times a week.
If you set yourself up with a giant leap, you'll surely fall, but if you take small steps, you can't lose your balance.
>>28018733
This actually makes a lot of sense.
Would you recommend making a journal to keep track of things?
Also, have mommy buy me some big coloring books or play dough to have something to keep me occupied while I'm forcing myself to gradually cut down on my electronic screen time?
>>28018955
Meh, keep a journal. Its healthy to keep your thoughts clear on pen and paper.
I can't tell if you were being a dick or genuinely curious with the last bit, so ill tell it like it is
Ask someone you trust to teach you some basic life skills, start helping around the house
browse /ck/ and pick up a couple recipes you wanna try cooking. It's really lots of fun
>>28018955
buy a gun and go to the range
>>28019054
Not being a dick. The fuck?
I legitimately think coloring books and or play dough (ahh...the countless hours I spent doing that as a child) might serve some kind of mentally calming or therapeutic purpose for me. I'm not sure tho. What do you opine?
Thank you for /ck/ suggestion btw. Been starting to browse there lately but only to salivate at food porn. Haven't tried actual cooking yet.
>>28019064
Are Mosin Nagants bro-tier? Or are Mausers better?
t. someone who has only ever shot pellet guns and .22 rifles
>>28019121
a kar98k is best if you can afford it
else, a nugget will never let you down
>>28019102
Id say try gardening too. You need something with a clear goal in mind, and taking care of plants can help reinforce some kind of schedule in your mind
>>28019149
Thanks, /k/-friend.
>>28019156
Sounds breddy gud. Are there any entry-level legal plants (like mini cactuses or something) that also happen to be able to induce some kind of trip? I recently got into psychedelics and it's pretty comfy.
>>28017845
>working out
If it isn't your hobby, don't bother.
>read the bible
I'm assuming you are referring institutionalized Christendom, which is a waste of time and dangerous path.
Gnostics are closer to authentic Jesus Christ than any other sect.
>read and understand patrician-tier philosophy
Unless you mentally and spiritually gain from this, waste of time.
>go to college
Trivia at best, useless.
>earn degree
Based on trivia, useless.
>get a well-paying job
I could use some more neetbux, you should definitely do this.
>>28019231
learn to grow proper shit before you waste your money buying shit to get high
Drop a bit of money on a large pot, a starter rose bush (home depot, like $7.00), and some dirt. Remember to trim it, give it proper sunlight, ect. Shit should be easy to find online
>>28017845
You need to loosen up, OP. Women don't like intense, at least not from a non Chad. It's going to be as good as impossible to meet a woman, if you're going at it like a terminator acquiring a target. A lot of robots don't get this.
>>28019464
>don't like intense
Why wouldn't they? Isn't intensity indicative of a drive to fulfill goals and be motivated in life (a motivation which I admittedly lack at this current moment)?
>at least from a non-Chad
Ah, but that's part of my end goal.
To become a physical Chad even though deep down I will still always be a mental robot (I have too many "mental disorders" to ever adjust my behavior to that sociopathic, value-signalling, bragging, validation, stepping on others for profit-tier circlejerk bullshit that this Zionist Rothschild banker controlled, happy merchant capitalist world considers to be "normal" or "how normal people should act").
>>28017845
Why don't you go on a sadistic rampage, raping women, nercrophila, etc. It's what Ted Bundy did, and he married some chick whilst incarcerated.
If you wish to speak to a thirdworlder version of yourself, add me on my skype: alexball4ch
I am well connected on the shitpostosphere, and can introduce you to likeminded individuals.
This invitation is extended to anyone else who understands OP's background.
>>28019666
Satanic trips. Gee, I wonder who can POSSIBLY be behind this post?Fuck off JIDF schlomo.
>>28017845
>avoid Chads, norms, Stacies and their degenerate alcohol ragers
>get a well-paying job
I'm afraid these are mutually exclusive. You'll have to pick one.
Also why worry about old age when you can just kill yourself. There's a reason why suicide rates are highest among middle-aged men.
>>28019626
because intensity and ambition without being a successful Chad to show for it is worthless and suggests that you're undesirable and unable to accomplish your goals.
>>28019728
>suicide
Sorry but I'm not a degenerate
>>28019772
Well ok then. That's what I just clarified in the post you replied to. I want to become a physical Chad but stay a mental robot. And be intense as possible, so that I can keep the faith and openly denounce and expose who's REALLY behind the enormous crimes being committed against us.
>>28019728
>can't get well paying job
>unless you get cozy with complacent, blue pilled degenerate normies
>who just so happen to be puppets for our globalist capitalist interests
Ah, if there's one thing I'll give the Cabal of International Bankers, it's this: they sure are well-versed and proficient in the art of scheming trickery
>>28019708
>thirdworlder version of yourself
Curious, in what aspects do you consider yourself similar to me? This is of my interests.
>>28020137
I think he assumes you're a leet troll. I'm assuming this as well. No one is this turbo autist anymore, it's too much of a trope.
