If you do not have autism or one of the following personality disorders, you do not belong here:
Schizoid Personality Disorder
Schizotypal Personality Disorder
Avoidant Personality Disorder
Borderline Personality Disorder
Virginity
>inb4 anxiety and depression
Borderline
Trap
Infp
Virgin
Schizoid Personality Disorder. Four or more and you win.
(1) neither desires nor enjoys close relationships, including being part of a family
(2) almost always chooses solitary activities
(3) has little, if any, interest in having sexual experiences with another person
(4) takes pleasure in few, if any, activities
(5) lacks close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives
(6) appears indifferent to the praise or criticism of others
(7) shows emotional coldness, detachment, or flattened affectivity
Five or more to be diagnosed Borderline
1. Frantic efforts to avoid real or imagined abandonment. Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5.
2. A pattern of unstable and intense interpersonal relationships characterized by alternating between extremes of idealization and devaluation.
3. Identity disturbance: markedly and persistently unstable self image or sense of self.
4. Impulsivity in at least two areas that are potentially self-damaging (e.g., spending, sex, substance abuse, reckless driving, binge eating). Note: Do not include suicidal or self-mutilating behavior covered in Criterion 5.
5. Recurrent suicidal behavior, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior.
6. Affective instability due to a marked reactivity of mood (e.g., intense episodic dysphoria, irritability, or anxiety usually lasting a
few hours and only rarely more than a few days).
7. Chronic feelings of emptiness.
8. Inappropriate, intense anger or difficulty controlling anger (e.g., frequent displays of temper, constant anger, recurrent physical fights).
9. Transient, stress-related paranoid ideation or severe dissociative symptoms
I'm dumping DSMIV instead of V because V's criteria are more complex and lengthy. You can look them up if you think you might have something posted here.
Four or more and you're Avoidant
(1)Avoids occupational activities that involve significant interpersonal contact, because of fears of criticism, disapproval, or rejection
(2)Is unwilling to get involved with people unless certain of being liked
(3)Shows restraint within intimate relationships because of the fear of being shamed or ridiculed
(4)Is preoccupied with being criticized or rejected in social situations
(5)Is inhibited in new interpersonal situations because of feelings of inadequacy
(6)Views self as socially inept, personally unappealing, or inferior to others
(7)Is unusually reluctant to take personal risk or to engage in any new activities because they may prove embarrassing
5 or more of the following and you can be diagnosed schizotypal
(1) ideas of reference (excluding delusions of reference) (thinking external events like advertisements or other things have a personal meaning for you)
(2) odd beliefs or magical thinking that influences behavior and is inconsistent with subcultural norms (e.g., superstitiousness, belief in clairvoyance, telepathy, or "sixth sense"; in children and adolescents, bizarre fantasies or preoccupations)
(3) unusual perceptual experiences, including bodily illusions
(4) odd thinking and speech (e.g., vague, circumstantial, metaphorical, overelaborate, or stereotyped)
(5) suspiciousness or paranoid ideation
(6) inappropriate or constricted affect (less smiling, laughing, looking sad, or doing so at times inappropriate to personal experience)
(7) behavior or appearance that is odd, eccentric, or peculiar
(8) lack of close friends or confidants other than first-degree relatives
(9) excessive social anxiety that does not diminish with familiarity and tends to be associated with paranoid fears rather than negative judgments about self
Can't be during the onset of schizophrenia
>>28008167
>Trap
>Borderline
I'm really not surprised. BPD is god awful, though.
>>28008322
I have six of these.
Is there a way out of this hell? Can it be treated?
>>28008167
How old? Location? Originary
what are the symptoms of virginity? you haven't described that one yet
>>28008802
Virginity is a personality disorder characterized by four or more of the following:
1) Poor posture, particularly a tendency to look down while walking .
2) Watching or reading anime, manga, or related media, especially the reading of pornographic doujins
3) Excessive use of the internet, at minimum two hours a day, and unbounded media consumption generally
4) Infrequent but recurring homoerotic fantasies, especially those relating to pederasty, feminine twinks, traps, etc.
5) Difficulty securing or maintaining employment
6) A persistent tendency to fantasize about future endeavors with little effort to preform any
7) Difficulty urinating in crowded restrooms
Virginity is common in children but is usually outgrown in the transition to adulthood. Despite a simple, well known, and effective treatment, sexual intercourse, virginity is one of the more frequently occurring personality disorders in adults.
Often comorbid with other personality disorders or psychological issues.
>>28009540
>Difficulty urinating in crowded restrooms
Is this normal? Does somebody else have it?
>>28010120
I heard it was a common beta or anxiety thing.
>>28010120
>>28010278
Am beta can confirm.
Also my dad has it, but I don't think he's a virgin
>>28008322
I'm going to assume the majority fall into this category, describes me perfectly
>>28008121
Disorder 5 is mandatory
>>28010346
Do you sneak looks at men's penises while you wait to pee?
>>28008167
>borderline
>virgin
How?
>>28008177
7/7 should I be worried?
100% Originally comment ,
>>28010386
If there are no dividers I normally camp out in a stall, so no.
>>28010468
Not really. A lot of professionals think that schizoid shouldn't be a personality disorder because it doesn't necessarily cause significant distress.
>borderline
>bipolar
I want to get off of this wild ride.
>>28008121
Avoidant personality disorder, DEFINITELY
>>28008322
>Four or more and you're Avoidant
>All seven
>>28010547
How are you Bipolar and Borderline simultaneously? I thought they were very similar disorders except Bipolar mood swings usually last several months while Borderline mood swings are much more fleeting. Also BPD people are more likely to self harm.
>>28008121
>labels
>>28010651
>being too special for labels
>>28008121
>tfw Schizotypal along with OCD
>>28010638
I was recently diagnosed both because I have fleeting mood swings but can stay in mania for months at a time
>>28010120
I have this problem too.
It's so annoying, especially on the rare occasion I'm out somewhere and the restroom is busy and I have to wait for a stall.
>>28010734
>tfw attention whores ruined OCD
It fucking sucks. You are not OCD because you turn off the light before you leave a room or you always wash your hands.
>>28010638
Bipolar disorder is chemical. I have huge waves of overarching mood swings. My depressive episodes last for about 6 months, and my manic episodes last about 3 weeks. In between then, I have smaller, erratic mood swings, mostly irritability.
On top of that, there are the dissociative episodes. I reckon they're more intense than they normally would be with just bipolar.
>>28010840
Not sure if you are trying to attack me, m8, but I have had intrusive thoughts about murder and pedophilia since I was 6 years old.
>tfw schizophrenic and neither schizoid nor schizotypal
>>28010786
>tfw will never sit next to anon in bathroom and stare very hard at his dick until he finally gives in and pees
>will never stand behind him and guide the stream of urine by gripping his penis
>>28010879
Sorry wasn't attacking. Just lamenting that OCD is so commonly used in the vernacular to describe being compulsive in small ways when it's fucking debilitating and I obsess over the way I walk.
>>28010786
What sucks is gets worse the more you avoid it. Several times went the whole workday without pissing.
>>28010879
>intrusive thoughts
that's what ocd is?
>>28010958
It's okay, I just couldn't tell if you were implying I was one of those people.
How exactly do you obsess? I often count out my steps to the beat of old military marching songs (my favorite is La Victoire est a Nous), while making sure my stride doesn't land on imperfections in the side walk. I also make sure not to look in the direction of any girls on the sidewalk as well, so as to avoid people thinking I am ogling them.
>>28010915
Get out schizo normie REEEEE
>>28010986
Yes. Obsessive (intrusive, unwanted thoughts that are out of line with one's desires)-Compulsive (actions and rituals designed to try to make said thoughts go away or to avoid those thoughts becoming reality).
On the compulsions, for example, I refuse to hold the babies of close relatives due to an intense fear of dropping them.
Some people have visible outward compulsions, and some are just mental.
Is it possible to have a mild case of schizofrania?
Let me explain my case, maybe one of you knows something that kind of fits.
>talk to myself when I'm alone. It's slipped out around people sometimes.
>have auditory hallucinations when it's dead silent. Not always, but sometimes. It sounds like people talking far away and I can barely hear it but not make out words.
>Have visual hallucinations, mostly spots out of the corner of my eye, sometimes think I see a bug or a mouse or something run across the floor in front of me. I've gotten so used to it that it doesn't phase me any more, I just focus my attention to it and it will not actually be there if it's not a real bug.
>Have a convoluted sense of self. I often find myself feeling like I have a sixth sense of some sort. Like I can sense chi or something and it often makes me jittery and stuff when I'm around a lot of people. I'm ok if I can stay moving but if I have to stand still I fidget. It seems like a coping mechanism of some sort but I really don't know.
>Happy by myself, don't really crave friendships at all.
>Have trouble remembering my childhood. Everything before 8th grade or so is a blur with a few little exceptions, Highschool is getting pretty blurry too desu.
>Mood swings. I'll go from loving and caring to someone who says "Fuck you you stupid fuck" rapidly.
I could come up with more "symptoms" I'm sure but I don't want to write too much in one post. If any psych bots have any input or questions please reply.
>>28008177
Holy shit, it's like someone is describing my father perfectly.
>>28010915
Being schizophrenic is much, much worse. Not only is it neurodegenerative, the medication for it shrinks your brain.
Animal study on antipsychotics
http://www.nature.com/npp/journal/v30/n9/full/1300710a.html
Also,
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3476840/
If you can possibly avoid being on antipsychotics you should.
>>28011085
Yes, go see a psych. I am the SPDw/OCD Anon, and this:
>Have visual hallucinations, mostly spots out of the corner of my eye, sometimes think I see a bug or a mouse or something run across the floor in front of me. I've gotten so used to it that it doesn't phase me any more, I just focus my attention to it and it will not actually be there if it's not a real bug.
>Have a convoluted sense of self. I often find myself feeling like I have a sixth sense of some sort. Like I can sense chi or something and it often makes me jittery and stuff when I'm around a lot of people. I'm ok if I can stay moving but if I have to stand still I fidget. It seems like a coping mechanism of some sort but I really don't know.
Is how it starts.
For example, one time, my usual parking space was taken when I came back from Church, and I had to park in a far away parking lot, and I made the assumption that the reason for this was that, if I had taken my usual route next time I went somewhere, I would have gotten into a wreck and died, and that my parking space being taken was a sign of Divine Providence.
>>28008322
Yup, that's me alright.
>tfw everything says that it's incurable.
>>28010986
Or when you go to the bathroom and noone is in there so you use a urinal. Then as you unzip, some asshole walks in and takes the one right next to you. Then you have to pretend you're just finishing because you know there is no audible piss stream and you can't just stand there until he leaves.
>>28010997
If there's any sort of tile I absolutely need to go straight along the tile like a rook, sometimes walking very unnaturally as a result. I also just think obsessively over everything I do. Taking a step feels like an excruciatingly conscious effort. I was told I think compulsively by my therapist. Benzos helped for a little while but they stopped working and getting off them was awful.
>>28010638
You're just borderline while manic and while depressed. Borderlines are already sort of manic and impulsive a lot of times, they're often diagnosed together. I dated a girl who had both. It did not end well but it was definitely worth it. Manic pixie dream girl literally.
>tfw reading the criterias
>I'm literally retarded and unable to learn anything
>memory is so bad that I don't know what year I got my car
>memory, train of thought, and motor functions decreasing over time
>convinced that everyone that comes into contact with me knows I'm the worst person on Earth
>they form a complex and wide spanning network to actively ensure that I'm always reminded of my hypocrisy and stupidity
>anything from off handed comments to different media are about me
>every aspect of the universe is an attempt to get me to kill myself
>which doesn't matter because I've already died and this is my punishment for being the worst person alive
>I realize exactly how selfish and ludicrous this sounds but it doesn't matter
>either stay awake for days or sleep 16+ hours a day
>lose or gain 40+.lbs every few months
>jolted awake by voices when on the cusp of sleep
Is any of this a disorder or perhaps advanced retardation? Also is the last one normal?
>>28011194
I know that feel, but my intrusive thoughts usually revolve around causing harm to myself and others, or thoughts that everyone around me is part of a conspiracy to fool me.
Of course, Schizotypal PD does not help this situation, and exacerbates it, leading to some of these intrusive thought to have lives of their own.
>>28011048
So if I have intrusive thoughts about times I embarrassed myself or somehow made myself look bad and I either compulsively say a chant or browse the internet to try and distract myself, would that be OCD?
Avoidant personality disorder checking in.
I regret my entire life.
>>28011278
Me, but I'm a lot more paranoid.
Hearing voices when you've nodded off are usual, if they start to speak during the day, then you should be worried about a more pressing issue, anon.
Keep living, dude, maybe this will all be worth suffering for, maybe we can see what our prize is.
>>28011297
Compulsively saying a chant is kind of like it, but the intrusive thoughts are usually a little more powerful. For example, the first time I can really remember an intrusive thought was when I was 6, and my grandparents were visiting for Thanksgiving dinner, and I very distinctly remember having a very vivid vision of murdering my grandmother with the carving knife, for which I felt deeply ashamed for.
>>28011152
>Is how it starts.
Does it get worse? It's gotten more noticable since I've been in my 20's. I turned 22 a couple months ago.
>a sign of Divine Providence.
I reason like this a lot.
But is it such a bad thing to believe in fate like that?
Also sometimes I feel like theres a crowd of voices talking in my head. Like Professor Xavier hearing the thoughts of the universe or something. Today for example I was playing a video game and I realized my thoughts were just a cluster of all kinds of random voices and sounds. Like a busy restaraunt or something.
I also tend to get obsessive over things, like a new video game for example I'll 100% it several times and read the wiki about every last detail and watch youtube videos etc etc until I finally grow bored of it.
>>28008177
7/7
>>28008322
7/7
should i bring this up to my therapist?
>>28011278
Sounds like schizotypal or more likely schizophrenia. Try to see a therapist or psychiatrist as soon as possible.
>>28011292
Have you ever been hospitalized?
>>28008121
Schizoid here. I win being stuck here, fucking great.
>>28008322
All 7. Whatever ive know i have avpd for a while.
>>28011383
>Today for example I was playing a video game and I realized my thoughts were just a cluster of all kinds of random voices and sounds.
That is one of the trademark symptoms of schizophrenia.
And, yes, you do need to get help soon, because it does get worse. It gets much, much worse.
I'm certainly religious besides my strange thinking, but there is a line between being religious, and attributing things strangely the way I do. It doesn't take much to convince me (at least temporarily) that some cataclysmic event is going to cause the events of Revelation to take place at any moment.
>>28008322
>tfw no memory of ever not having all seven
>>28011393
You might as well. Neither of those are very easily treatable with medications or anything though.
>>28008177
I'm a schizoid
I dropped out of college after changing majors because of too many classes with normies and horrible anxiety. I did everything at home alone. I won an award for 'Outstanding Academic Acheivement' but didn't go to the graduation so I never received it.
>>28008121
>look at this thread
>already know im a depressed add virgin from non-meme doctors
>take tests online because of this post
>avoidant: positive
>dependant: possible positive
>social anxiety: positive
>general anxiety: positive
>BPD: positiveim infp too
why must i feel so
>>28011278
It sounds like schizophrenia to me.
Possibly also bipolar. You could be experiencing severe psychomotor retardation. If you lose the weight while not sleeping and you gain a lot of energy during that time it could be bipolar.
Either way there are clear signs of psychosis.
The last one might be a variation of exploding head syndrome especially if the voices are really loud. I've had that happen to me when undergoing withdrawal from phenelzine.
>>28011411
Not yet, fortunately, though it is not out of the question in the future.
It was actually starting posting on here that made me realize I had mental problems, as I just assumed everyone did this until I started mentioning some of this stuff here and realized it wasn't normal; after that, I mentioned it to my parents, and they made me start seeing a psychiatrist, who gave me the diagnoses.
I really hope the treatment works when I get it, because I really want out of this and to become a functioning member of society.
>>28011485
also diagnosed with 80hd and ocd
not currently on any medications
schizoid 25 kv neet on bux
i pass the mentally crippled test
>>28011497
You're low test. Seriously get tested and then try to raise your levels.
>>28011353
Yeah I don't hear anything by myself but when I'm with other people I get whispers of retard, dumbass, creep, etc. But these are way more likely to be real than delusions. Good luck with life btw
>>28011411
I'm afraid I'd either lie to the therapist or start thinking they're in on the trick. I forgot to mention I'm a compulsive liar and this frustrates me more than everything else combined
Anyone else get really paranoid when alone? Especially at night, I get startled a whole lot easier, think to myself "there's someone behind you" and think the shadows or something will try to harm me.
>>28011541
I'm assuming they'll put you on low dose antipsychotics for schizotypal, possibly antidepressants for the OCD. If they do put you on antipsychotics keep >>28011145 in mind; it is probably best to avoid taking them if you can afford to.
What happens if you get diagnosed with avoidant meme disorder? Do they give you meds or is it jsut therapy?
>>28011664
Yeah, I do that. Think it is the OCD. When I can, I usually carry a golf club with me because it makes me feel better about it. Also keeping my dog within line of sight helps. Unironically going to buy a sword to carry because having something like that would almost eliminate the anxiety of it.
It is also why I do everything I can to have my back directly to the wall when doing something.
>>28008121
>tfw BPD
feels good to be accepted, I guess
>>28008273
GOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL fuck my life
>>28011145
I'd rather have a smaller brain than be hallucinating like I['m on hallucinogens all the time. You don't know what fresh hell it can be like for some people to be off of those drugs. Anyways, a smaller brain means what exactly?
>>28011716
>think paranoia is OCD
Literally what? I'm sorry to break it to you, but you're not only paranoid, you're retarded.
>>28011473
>tfw just looked up a list of symptoms of schizophrenia and I situationally have all of them.
Fuck, man. I've thought that I have asbergers or something for years, but schizo...Doesn't it normally come on in your early 20's too? I should note, the delusions of being superior in some way/things on the tv somehow being a sort of guidence ment for me are fairly new. I used to be extremely depressed, and don't remember having these cluster thoughts before last year or so.
>>28011521
I'm sedentary, the weight loss only comes from not eating anything
And yeah it's usually loudness/abruptness that gets me. Interestingly this was much more frequent and loud when I was a kid.
(wonders if Meil is in the thread)
>>28011755
It is not general paranoia, it is due to a combination of the intrusive thoughts of OCD and strange beliefs from Schizotypal PD playing off of one another.
That is why carrying a weapon and keeping doggo with me (compulsive rituals) makes me feel more at ease about it.
>>28011762
for men it starts in late teens, early twenties. For women it's usually early to mid 20's.
>>28011747
>smaller brain means what exactly?
It's hard to say and I honestly don't know. People remain functional despite being on somewhat high doses of antipsychotics for long periods of time. Generally brain size in people is positively correlated to IQ, and I seriously doubt brain atrophy is a good thing, but if you need the medication to be sane then by all means stay on it. I wish there was more research on this, though, and that people were more actively trying to find better alternatives to antipsychotics. I've actually heard that opiates have antipsychotic properties but I'm not sure.
haha, wow, living sure is pain.
>>28011823
That's not what compulsive rituals are. That's not even close. Those are paranoid behaviors.
A compulsive ritual, in terms of OCD, is a behavior you feel a need (compulsion) to do over and over as a result of recurring thoughts (obsessions). Stuff like checking all the locks in your house and unlocking/relocking them, washing your hands six times every time you wash them, stuff like that.
Stop self-diagnosing. Or if you feel like you have to do it because no one will pay attention to you otherwise, at least fucking read the signs and symptoms of the illness you claim to have.
http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/obsessive-compulsive-disorder-ocd/index.shtml
>>28011892
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5crcJfa7t7U
this is what I get when I youtube search the drug I'm on.
>>28011963
I'm not self-diagnosing; have a professional diagnosis for OCD and SPD. Even if this in particular isn't one of their doing, then I still have those.
>>28011991
That's an atypical antipsychotic. I would be surprised if it did not have similar effects to the drugs tested in those articles, although I may be wrong.
>>28011919
what website is this sir?
>>28011580
B-but testosterone is yucky :(
it just makes you want to fuck and fight, and i already want those two things too much
>>28008177
5/7
>>28008322
7/7
how fucked am I?how was this not original
>>28010120
I know gay guys who get laid a lot that have this problem so it's not exclusive to virgins.
>>28008121
Got a psychologist say she thinks I'm shizoid once. Never officially diagnosed me though.
>>28012163
Do you feel lonely very frequently? Many schizoids do not. If you don't you really aren't that fucked.
>>28012146
4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
>Virgin
>BPD
>BDD
>Selfharm
I just want to be normal
>>28009540
>1) Poor posture, particularly a tendency to look down while walking
Right..
>3) Excessive use of the internet, at minimum two hours a day, and unbounded media consumption generally
>two hours a day
>excessive
Try harder.
5) Difficulty securing or maintaining employment
I'm still on my first job, but I'm really scared of losing it, because I will have difficulty finding another one.
6) A persistent tendency to fantasize about future endeavors with little effort to preform any
This truth hurts me.
7) Difficulty urinating in crowded restrooms
Yeah, dicklet + phimosis.
Borderline
Chronic Insomnia
I scored 90%+ in
> Histrionic
> Avoidant
> Dependent
This is the most robot combination, all you other niggas are lame.I ranked 50%+ in everything else. Please help me.
Who /cantlookanyoneintheeyes/ here
>>28012638
This should be a virginity criteria
>>28012222
I'm a straight non-virgin who has this problem
>>28010767
Wait, bipolar episodes last that long? I go through highs and lows daily, with depressive spells. Don't tell me I have tumblrline personality disorder, that's for fat goth chicks- > > am fat
> turned to goth style
end my life
What about diagnosed Severe Bipolar Disorder?
>>28012872
Sure. Bipolar and Schizophrenic people get to stay too.
>>28008273
6/9, used to be 9/9 so at least im doing a little better
>>28012957
Sweet, thanks friend.
I'm only attracted to young girls.
I'm thereby more troubled than all of you.
All borderlines and similar cluster Bs should be sure to stay as far away from me as possible.
Thanks.
>>28011085
Shit I relate to all of these 100%. i guess ive known something was wrong but I just keep avoiding it. It was worse when I was smoking pot all the time, now that I've gotten it all out of my system it isn't as constant or at the same intensity as it was. I really don't want to be on any more medications though I'll probably just suck it up and eventually turn into a new age crystal healer
>>28008121
> ITT
> totally
> irredeemably
> fully
> completely
> fucked
Oh and I'm talking about me not being mean
>>28008167
Is it possible to be an infp who is left-brained? Apparently I am an infp except I'm not creative and have always been the more logical type.
>>28013446
I thought you might have been making an acronym but you weren't
>>28009540
i didn't think you'd actually go and write something out, you're a good sport
as a long-time sufferer of this condition i appreciate your effort
>>28012845
sorry my dude, that sounds more like borderline.
>>28013479
>left-brained
Pop psychology bullshit even more than MBTI.
>>28013446 I
>>28012266 tried to answer as honestly as possible and was not being edgy or what not swear
I saw a shrink but it was only a one time evaluation they recconmended lamictal https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lamotrigine
But I'm not sure if I was full honest about my shit , then they left my to find further help on my own
>fuck this gay earth
>>28013952
shit I forgot to post the results
>>28013593
Right, I'll rephrase that.
Is it possible to be an infp with predominantly "left-brained" traits?
>>28013987
It is possible to score INFP on tests and to be logical or to have poor creativity.
MBTI types are not very well defined. Take feeling and thinking for example. A person can test as thinking either because they are selfish, or because they are unemotional, or because they are clear-headed and rational. A diverse population of people can test as INFP. The functions generally present false dichotomies; often people will use a function and, to an extent, its alternative. You simply may not fit on the extremes of the spectrum and so you are not particularly well defined by MBTI typology. If you almost test as other types, or if another type sounds like you, you may be that, but you also may simply not fit neatly into a system of personality descriptions that slices the human race into sixteenths.
>>28009540
I have had sex and still act like that
>>28008322
>all these retards thinking they have AVPD
Nobody does it isn't real. Probably 25% of Americans would identify with four or more of these.
>>28008273
I have all of these except #8
Got diagnosed about two months ago. Starting DBT next month.
>>28015091
DBT is really effective for borderline people. Good luck
>>28008121
No adhd? I've fucked a few girls but damn not being able to make conversion made it difficult.
>>28008322
6/7 Avoidant
Also virginity.
>>28013333
It's worse when I smoke pot too. I can only smoke indica any more. The body high is nice. Sativas make me feel INSANE. Especially if I'm around people it feels like my thoughts are being drowned out by a hundred talking people. It's just not fun any more. If I'm alone I can handle it because I know I can sperg out and noone will see. But it's still usually not very enjoyable.
>>28015319
I hope so. I went to one group before I had to switch therapist. The girls in there annoyed me tho. Especially the one sitting next to me. Idk. She laughed too much and she sounded proud of her symptoms, literally happy that she has BPD, and maybe it's just the side of town the clinic is located at but most of them were uneducated and you could tell. I know that's a dumb reason to be annoyed...idk. I'm still gonna try it.
>>28012266
>4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
Consider fucking my shit up, familia mia.
>>28014213
>2 hours later
Thanks, I think this is exactly the problem with me. I feel like because I am quite empathetic, the test thinks I'm less of the analyst type and more of the creative type. Maybe I'm somewhere between INFP and INTP.
>>28011152
>For example, one time, my usual parking space was taken when I came back from Church, and I had to park in a far away parking lot, and I made the assumption that the reason for this was that, if I had taken my usual route next time I went somewhere, I would have gotten into a wreck and died, and that my parking space being taken was a sign of Divine Providence.
I think about that sort of thing all the time. Don't actually believe it though, it's just a bit of fun.
You faggots deserve steam codes
P9E7K-L2RN4-9WBZE
>>28008121
How did you go to the psychiatrist ?
I don't want to see them, they'll then know and write everything.
Then I'll be drugged and put in a asylum.
No way.
