What are some sexual kinks that you have, /r9k/?
>>28004934
Olive-toned skin.
Tall.
Muscles.
Lactation.
Cowgirl.
Short hair.
Instead of cumming into a tissue I cum in my hand and then rub it all over my body.
watching other people fuck
>>28004934
A loli one that disgusts and confuses me. An /ss/ one as well, I think.
For the loli refer to pic related as what gets me off but it's undoubtably a picture of a questionably aged girl. 'Questionably' only for legal purposes, barely.
As for /ss/, I find 99% of porn involving it genuinely gross. Same for loli. Genuinely disgusting on a spiritual and physical level however when I think about it sometimes like a world where all men were shotas and women were scaled upwards in terms of strength etc. I don't know, it gets me going for some reason. Add in some rape too even though I hate rape and well there we go.
I even go out of my way to include elements of /ss/ in solo-games I play. I'm ashamed to post my characters on forums discussing those games for fear that others could discover my fetish.
>>28005005
do you also feel like cum make skin softer even after cleaning?
Sometimes I stick insects up my vagina and/or butthole. It started when I was 12 and, out of curiosity, I slid a centipede up there. I loved the sensation of it wiggling around inside of me and I almost came.
I do this about twice a week nowadays, but I mostly just use earthworms or ants.
>>28005104
Hid your post, what the fug. Now the thread is going to go off the rails.
all female butts should be directly smashed into my face
>tall girls/size difference
>giantess
>femdom
>gentle femdom
>facesitting
>pegging
>forced feminization (too scared to ever actually try this out)
>watching girls eat
>lips
>whispering
I like little girl panties more than literally anything, including sex.
>>28005104
>you will never be an earthworm
Why live
>>28005151
I'll mail you a pair of my seven year old sisters panties
>>28005104
Aren't you scared that something will get stuck up there?
>tfw smegma fetish but cutlet and will never get to sniff any
>>28005182
I'd rather have a picture of the panties instead. There's no way I'm tying my address to my pedo urges.
> When you nut, but there's another monster girl doujin with great art
>>28004934
Blindfolds do it for me everytime.
>>28005029
>Luger in bottom center
Fucking nice
I used to fuck a guy I was seeing in the ass with a strap-on.
He was mostly dominant and used to hate that he liked it.
Imagining I'm a man and pegging a guy is now my favourite activity.
>>28005289
that's a C96 you pleb
>>28005289
IT'S A FUCKING MAUSER C96 BROOMHANDLE!
>>28005145
AHAHAHAHAH FAGGOT
>cigarette breath
>lip-licking
>facesitting
>women getting pleasure (very high empathy - can't get off unless the woman is getting off, which also makes traps a huge kink since the sexual empathy is 100% present)
>stimulating my rectum while cumming
>fingering girls when they're acting like they don't want it (generally being dominant I guess, since I'm normally very passive)
im agrilland i want a guy to cum in my cereal and he then forces me to eat it
>>28005005
So in real life you literally smell like cum.
>>28005387
it's a hard life anon
>>28005424
I can do that. I'd get it to have a fishy smell and rub it all over in your food, then cum in it.
>>28005424
Im a guy who'sgfmakes me do similar stuff with food before making me eat it.
Absolutely love it tbqh
>>28005449
No, he just smells like cum over the internet.
>>28005424
i cum a lot, can i send you my cum and you put it in your cereal?
>>28005145
fuck off, oscar
>>28004934
Diapers and stuff
>>28005544
No, you fuck off keith.
I fap to a lot of trap porn. Imagining I'm the trap of course, I'm not interested in giving the D only receiving it. I've got all sorts of detailed fantasies about it, it really consumes my thoughts sometimes
>>28005210
you can have mine
>>28005424
>proofs
>>28005649
Saying I can have it isn't going to let me smell it, anon.
>>28005602
if you're small-framed, go for it
get the hormones, get the boob job, and take the D
>>28005602
>I've got all sorts of detailed fantasies about it, it really consumes my thoughts sometimes
this desu familia
night and day I obsess about torturing and killing people before mutilating their bodies and fucking their corpses
the entire process is sexual to me but I can only get off if a very decomposed/obviously dead body is involved
just kill me, make me one with my fetish, I'm ready to end it
>>28005104
hot
This reminded me that I used to cum on insects when I was 13.
>Gentle femdom
>Happy cuddling
>Being told somebody loves you
>Diapers
I have low self-esteem.
>>28005670
I think I could probably do it. But I'm never going to, too shameful desu
>>28005713
damn son
i've read that comic, really a masterpiece and i don't even like the art.
maybe you could work in a morgue? :^)
Cum stuff senpai.
There's two things I wanna try that get me rock hard when I think about them.
Cumming in a girl, getting hard again then fucking her again so the cum runs down her legs.
Fucking her, eating it out of her then deep kiss delivery.
>>28005750
I know this feel (minus diapers)
I just want to cuddle with someone and not let go
>>28005764
it really is a masterpiece. I relate too fucking much to every goddamn page in it, nearly cried by the time I was done with it from the sheer intensity of my sympathy for the poor man.
I tried for years to get hired in a funeral home or to even volunteer at a hospital's pathology lab, but no one would take me. I'm a walking red flag. studying now for forensic pathology but sometimes I wonder if I'm only kidding myself and I'll never reach my goals
>Giant tits
>Light femdom
>Being desired
>>28005854
That is the coolest dead guy I ever seen.
>>28005944
have another angle of him broski
>>28005817
>Never gonna be a part of a cute lesbian cuddle-pile
Tickling
Feet
Light BDSM
Ass eating
>>28005750
>being told someone loves you
this so goddamn much
>tfw fap to incest roleplay where the siblings or parent and child care about each other
>tfw this makes life a little less depressing somehow
>>28005449
I've read on manosphere sites that rubbing a small amount of precum on your neck is supposed to help attract women with pheremones or some shit.
This sounds like the epitome of bro science though and obviously only works if you're a chad
>>28006009
What's the comic name?
>>28005104
>>bug-chasing
>>28006155
My Friend Dahmer.
happily this comment is not original
>>28004934
I think Japanese uniforms are pretty sweet, I'm also prone to the thigh high and stockings.
mom/daughter incest
I love seeing an innocent girl forced to eat out an old fat roastie
>>28005750
I have all those same things.
I actually have pretty good self esteem, but I have no feedback to reinforce my feelings, so I struggle with a dissonance between normal confidence during the daytime and feelings of loneliness and lack of intimacy at night.
if they could retain form, my pillows would have hug marks
>>28005854
>>28006009
>>28006223
very interesting anon, do you think reading this may help you prevent making mistakes? how easy is it for you to imagine following dahmer's path?
i love how 4chan makes me able to talk to people whose sexualities are so frowned upon they'll never publicly express themselves IRL. feel free to say whatever you have on your chest.
>>28005104
> Vagina
I don't believe you.
Tomboys. And I mean it hits me hard
I don't know why but girls that look like 12 year old boys gets my dick diamonds. Especially if they bind up their tits and are sporty
Used to be all about the natural fingers, now not so much
>>28006452
I've already done some terrible things anon. Terrible. Following that path would be the easiest thing in the world, I have to fight it every waking moment of every goddamned day.
I've been able to express my concerns with my current psychologist IRL, which is such a fucking relief I can't even begin to tell you. I've tried talking to a couple of people about it before but I always censor myself, always omit huge details, always too ashamed to talk about it. It's so embarrassing, I feel like such a fucking freak for being this way. I hate it so much, all I want is to be able to hold someone without being judged or fearing for my safety. My paranoia and insecurity won't let me, my fucking obsession won't let me, I am stuck with this hell no matter how hard I try to do better. I'm in some really intense therapy right now to try and help me, but at the moment the best my therapist can do is try to help me accept it so I don't get so much anxiety and self-hatred from something I can't control. It's so fucking depressing, it's a miracle I haven't killed myself already. I'm compelled to keep pressing on, either out of some horrible misplaced hope that I'll be able to be with a body again or from fear of wasting all of the enormous effort I've put into surviving so far.
I know that a lot of pedophiles have the same feelings that I do, a lot of other people with paraphilias that they obsess over. It makes me so sad to think that there are so many people out there who have fetishes that ruin their lives like this. If people would be more open about discussing sexuality, people wouldn't be so terrified to get help. People could find assistance before they do anything to hurt anyone else, could save so many people from harm. I'm so disgusted with everything, especially myself.
>>28004934
>foot fag
>Aggressive woman (not femdom, but she comes onto me)
That's it, I'm pretty vanilla.
Ballbusting
I want a have a ball busting ex wife.
>have to met her once a week to give her a $200 alimony check.
>she regularly kicks me in the balls
>one time she just fakes me out.
>I swear under my breath and call her a bitch
>she gets really upset and this time swings her foot into my balls full force.
>direct hit to the nads.
>my eyes cross and I fall to the floor clutching my balls, whimpering "my balls, my fucking balls" over and over again while she stands over me giggling.
>have to go to hospital; left nut needs to be removed.
>whenever we interact she always brings up only having 1 nut.
>the missing testicle will always remind me of how she completely humiliated and dominated me.
I don't actually want this to happen but still.
>>28004934
Be extremely rough to a chick
>choke violently
>hard slapping
>tied up
>rip hair from pulling too hard
>gagging with dick/fingers
>overrall fucking hard as I can without going into cardiac arrest?
Only ever had sex like this with 1 girl, ex-gf I trusted with my life. She never accused rape or violence or anything, she moderately liked it would cry though cause how id hurt her sometimes.
No regrets cause she has devistated me emotionally and that she has to live knowing all the degrading shit ive done and I know that if I ever see her again I can make her new bf(if this collosal bitch could ever get another person to tolerate her) become disgusted by the shit I did to her.
>>28006452
>>28006653
sorry if that was TMI
I hadn't realized how much it was bothering me today
OK, so I have a question. How do you guys indulge these fetishes usually? Has anyone else decided it makes things too complicated and removed themselves from the dating pool?
>>28006653
i completely agree with you on the fact it's impossible to have a reasonable discussion about sexuality these days. even most straight people start to get uncomfortable even talking about gays. and then this attitude of "let's hang the sicko by the balls and burn him on the public place" is really not helping. i don't believe hate and exclusion are helping kids not get molested. Don't get me wrong, i actually have pretty boring tastes that i'm confident about (straight), and i really don't feel much sympathy for pedos actually attacking kids or paying for fap material, that is awful. i don't really know how to feel about necrophilia, i'm an atheist and don't really think the human body is sacred, i guess if people would consent to it before death it would be okay? i still absolutely can't see the appeal, that's why it's so fascinating to me.
if i was living in a world where my sexuality was condemned and persecuted (and potentially harm people), i think i would have a pretty hard time suppressing it. so i actually feel empathy for you outcasts.
any idea on how it could have appeared?
>>28006653
>that pic
Would he have been alright if he had limitless internet porn? Or would that have simply provoked him on to worse things.
>>28005325
>Imagining I'm a man and pegging a guy is now my favourite activity.
Wew, location?
>>28006877
Normies have a disgusting attitude towards abnormal sexuality. They condemn people who would harm children or desecrate the dead, yet they have no problem condemning helpless men and women who have no say in how they are. They'll readily suggest torturing and killing people who have never laid hands on a child, and somehow think that they are better than them. I've heard people talking about serial killers and necrophiles with a history like mine and happily say that they'd love to hear about them getting raped in prison or tortured as if that's more acceptable.
It's refreshing to hear that you have sympathy for people like me even though you can't really understand it or relate to it yourself. It gives me a little bit of hope that even if I don't get better, I might one day be able to talk about my interests as openly as normalfags without fear of ruining my fucking life over it. I'm so repressed that when I do get the chance to talk about it I can't fucking help myself, it's like an overfilled dam bursting.
I've been attracted to the dead for as long as I've had a sex drive. I romanticized them as a child, was fascinated by them, it was only natural for me to be attracted to them in every way. At first it was fresh bodies, since that was the only thing that I had exposure to, but over time I became obsessed with only bodies that are obviously dead, i.e. very noticably decomposed. The torture and homicide fetish was a result of a very abusive childhood and lack of any healthy outlet for my frustration and anger- also I've been sadistic for as long as I can remember. Combination of nature and nurture I guess.
>>28005854
My Friend Dahmer by Derf Backderf, everyone.
>>28007016
I have no doubt in my mind he would have wound up like me. The internet would have exacerbated his fetish, slightly easing his sexual frustration by providing an outlet but ultimately making things worse by introducing him to more content, giving his imagination more fuel, giving him greater information to carry out crimes and educate himself on what other people have done so he wouldn't make the same mistakes.
Sadomasochism, haemotelangia, animal roleplay, rape roleplay, and dominating women.
>>28007087
UK, you?it'soriginaleatmyass
>>28007288
>UK, you?
Not in the UK but kinda close if you want2pegme
>>28005763
If that's you, i'd cut off my remaining testicle with a wooden spork to get a chance at plowing that ass like the sun was going to turn off any second
>>28007094
i feel sorry for your abusive childhood. i don't know if there's a lot of people like me who are actually willing to discuss this, but i think there's more than you imagine. obviously i don't mind talking about it because i don't feel concerned myself, otherwise i would avoid the subject at all costs i guess.
i feel like the internet is growing more and more as a form of global consciousness, so maybe these issues will be discussed openly with time.
do you think you could repress these urges by building mental exercises, or compensating with porn, or even meat? (since by our moral standards doing whatever with bodies of animals is okay) i don't want to encourage you doing it, but it seems you're already past all that. i'm just thinking about you working at the morgue where one of my family members is sent, and i have to tell you, as open-minded as i am, i would be really uncomfortable with this scenario. i guess you should try to repress you urges as much as you can. and if it's too hard.. well, at least don't get caught.
i think a lot of "normal" people don't realize how lucky they are to have grown up in healthy environments. that was how i did, and since i discovered not everyone was as blessed as i am, i try to be grateful, while still looking at how it goes for the unlucky ones
>>28007288
North West England?
>>28007389
I've talked to quite a few people about it over the years- people seem to be pretty open-minded so long as they're assured that no harm is going to come to them for discussing these things. Which is perfectly understandable.
I've tried so many different mental exercises. CBT, DBT, psychotherapy, even shit like mindfulness, meditation, acupuncture, hypnosis... the current attempt is exposure and response prevention therapy, which is actually helping a little bit. It doesn't reduce the intensity of my fetish, but it is helping with the intrusive thoughts about them, and my anxiety pertaining to that, so there's hope. I've used porn as a coping mechanism for most of my life and fap way more than I should, but I figure it's better than doing anything IRL so I shouldn't beat myself up about it too much. Doesn't hurt anyone to fap to pictures that are already out there, it's not like I'm personally killing anyone to get them. Trying to fap to animals or use their bodies IRL does not work unfortunately, and believe me, I've tried just about everything. There's no substitute for an adult human body I'm afraid. I repress so much, and it's so fucking hard, but I'm not in a profession where I'm around the dead, and I actively avoid putting myself in positions where I'm around them (a big step from how I used to be) so you have nothing to worry about. I'm being good.
One of the defining traits of a normie is their obliviousness to how good they have it. Recognizing how fortunate you are and making an attempt to sympathize with those who don't have it as good as you puts you leagues above most normalshits. You're a good person, m8. Thanks for listening to me go on about this, it really does help.
(i am >>28007389)
>>28007124
oh, so that answers the question about internet making it worse or being a relief. isn't there a single obscure, hidden forum for people like you?
oh, and also, please don't kill people to fuck them, please, that's a dick move, and a textbook case of someone's life choices affecting negatively other people's lives.
i guess the most human, noble way to deal with this situation is to see yourself as some kind of martyr. enduring torment beyond our comprehension, not talking about it, and staying true to your desire of being part of humanity by not hurting it. maybe in some distant future people will realize your unspoken struggle and make a tearful movie with a character like you.
i'm not in position to give you advice or guess if you even want to be part of society, sorry. but i write stories and this seems like a good one.
>>28006653
What does your teraphist say about your wish to study forensic pathology?
I remember watching/reading some story about a woman that had also a fascination with corpses. Some psychologist/hippie guru hypnotized her and found out that in her past life, she was a former medicine student from Leonardo Davinci and went with him together to graveyards to bury out fresh dead bodies and study them. Apparently she had the hots for Davinci and that gave her an unconscious boner for dead people.
kind of standard stuff but
Exhibitionism.
I'd like to jerk off where people can see me. I havent done it yet, but videos like that are great masturbation fuel for me.
Molestation of sleeping/passed out women
The idea that I too can touch a woman while she sleeps gets me off. She cant say no if shes not concious. I have a huge fear of rejection and mental trauma relating to my childhood.
And Bestiality. The idea that some attractive women would rather fuck animals than me has always gotten me rock solid.
>>28007551
>please don't kill people to fuck them, please, that's a dick move
This.
There were a lot of people struggling to deal with being gay in the 70s and earlier and they didn't all go out and rape men. Crossing the line to severely fucking people up just to satiate your fetish is a really shitty thing to do.
In the case of those pictures, Dahmer knew he was a danger. He should've removed himself from being a threat to others. If things are so bad that you're ready to actively rape or kill, then you've got to stop yourself. Punch a cop in the face if you have to.
>>28007331
How close is kind of close, desu? I will not be flying out just to hit that cute butt.
>>28007418
Spoopy.
>>28007523
glad to hear that you are actively trying to fight this issue. hope you will be able to master your mind. and seriously, don't beat yourself up for fapping, i mean if anyone deserves an unlimited fap pass it's you!
people don't have much love to give to someone having slightly different political opinions to them, so i guess there's none left for deviants with unholy tendencies!
i've once read a book that was not as interesting as i thought it would be, it's "outsider" by Becker. it's mostly written for sociologists, but it explain the mechanisms of exclusion in society. maybe you know how this works better than him, but you could give it a try.
>>28007371
No sorry that's not me. Just a cute "girl" from /r9k/ who I am very jealous of.
>>28007551
gurochan is the most public imageboard for people like me, but most of the posters there seem to be teenagers who have never acted on their desires and/or are just trying to be edgy. 420chan and 99chan had good gore boards for awhile but they got taken down, not sure if it was from lack of participation or because people complained. there are forums and shit on the deepweb, but again, there's no way to differentiate between people who are roleplaying and trying to be edgy from people who are genuinely trying to reach out and get help. it's very frustrating. I've relied on /r9k/ and/b/for years to find people to talk to, not to get advice from similar minds but just to know that I could discuss this without being demonized or labeled as a freak right off the bat.
I'm not going to kill anyone to fuck them. Believe me, if I was going to, I would have a long time ago.
I plan on writing a book before I die and publishing it under a pseudonym to protect my family and friends. Changing all the names and such but keeping all of the other details intact. Try and let other people see what it's been like to live with this and maybe get some people like me some much needed help through spreading awareness and shit. I don't know. It's not like I can make support groups for necrophilia, everyone is too ashamed and afraid to talk about it IRL...
>>28007572
He doesn't know about my career ambitions. I am sure that if I told him he would be understanding about my desire to be around the dead in a productive way, to apply my knowledge and natural disposition to a field that would benefit from it, and recognize that my self-discipline is strong enough that I wouldn't do anything rash and jeopardize all of the work that I'll be putting into reaching that position. He's not the type of man to make rash judgements or persecute people without very good reason for it.
>>28007740
oh god dammit I fucked up the spoiler
not even going to bother to retype it, fuck it
>>28007730
Thanks for the kind words, I really appreciate it.
>In the book, Becker defines deviance as "not a quality of a bad person but the result of someone defining someone's activity as bad"
This sounds really good, I'll definitely check it out.
>>28007722
I was stating where I was but I'll assume from that you are also in the NW? Manchester/ Liverpool?
I'm really into man/boy love, but I'mfemale
I don't look at anything illegal though, just fanfictions and doujins. Wish I was a male in Ancient Greece tbqh
>>28007722
Yeh but what if i fly over? i live in germoney, tickets are some 15 euro
also we dont have to do "just" that, senpai
>>28007740
well here you are, we're actually having a discussion about it and i've yet to see one troll. well if i met you IRL and you told me you actually have an history, i wouldn't be as comfortable as i am right now.
i love the idea of you writing a book, you should definitely do it. But finding a publisher is already hard for normie material. i think i remember reading an article on vice about an editor specialized in edgy books now that i think about it. or publish it on the internet, and advertise it through the chans, and hope for it to gather attention. i think that's your best option to try and start a dialogue.
>>28007790
yeah, you pretty much already got the core of the book! he focuses his study on weed smokers and jazz musicians though, so pretty far away from you. basically he's the guy that told sociologists to actually study society in the field, i think that's why the book is so popular as well.
i'm glad to see i can help a little! but as for everyone else, only you can overcome your problems. good luck carrying that load.
>>28007794
Oh I thought you somehow knew, got my sweatin' for a moment there. I'm moving to Manchester next year, currently in a rather rubbish town.
>>28007841
If you're Berlin then I'll come to you.
>>28007619
See >>28007740
I have no intention of hurting anyone to satisfy my fetish. I'm done with that, I have no desire to ruin anyone else's life to make my own miserable excuse of one any better. It's just not worth it.
>>28007883
This has been really nice, I'm very pleasantly surprised at how reasonable everyone ITT has been.
>if i met you IRL i wouldn't be as comfortable as i am right now
therein lies the problem. talking on the internet is one thing, but when you're face-to-face with someone you can't just tell them "I am obsessed with killing people and having sex with their decomposed dead body." I don't even need to go into the repercussions, I'm sure you can imagine how much a few words could permanently fuck up my life.
Anyone I'd go to with the book would have my identity, they'd want me to omit information, it would be a mess. I'd definitely self-publish. Nice to hear that you like the idea, I would definitely want to get it online and get as many people interested as possible. It could do a lot of good to put a more human perspective on an issue like this. I bet it would help with a lot of other people and their fetishes, too.
>>28007998
>weed smokers and jazz musicians
o im laffin
I might just skim through it if that's the case.
>>28008064
>If you're Berlin then I'll come to you.
Wew you changed your mind quickly, do you like german boys or?
>>28008064
Small world, maybe I'll pass you some time in the street and we will never even know. I can see Germanbro got in here first so I'm not going to try cock block him. Have a good one m80.
>>28008147
Are German boys any different to any other boy? Berlin is a great city, though. I loved it there.
>>28008305
We can chat, if you'd like? No harm talking to people.
>>28008067
yeah sorry i started writing posts before letting you answer, you may have believed i was 2 different posters.
about the IRL thing, i think that i could maybe talk as openly as here, it's just that at some point when you mention you actually have tried things, a picture would get in my mind that i would have trouble ignoring. i think it would be the same with a pedo.
in a world where a rape claim is sufficient to kill yourself socially before any actual judgement, of course you'll always be really close to the edge.
i guess stuff being forbidden exacerbates sexual urges (like with religion, it's even more of a kink) , that's the only thing i see to explain how a corpse can be sexy. i've seen decomposition a few times, and i could tell my whole body was conditioned to be as grossed out by it as possible. just the smell.. awful. i guess if you invert this repulsion it must be pretty powerful.
about you book, i insist it should be a really good thing for you, as long as you stay anonymous of course. helping people is definitely a way to feel better about yourself. that's what happens to me right now. maybe it's egoistic, but i feel like you could use some self-love.
about outsiders: most of the book talks about what he observed on the field. i'm a weed smoker myself, and the only thing this taught me about weed smoking is how it was at the time the book was published. that's why i'm not advertising it to you like the book that'll change your life. more like seeing what you already know confirmed by a respected guy-who-studies-humans.
>>28008067
what if I wanted you to kill me to satisfy your fetish? what if that's my fetish?
>>28008467
how old is you femi????
>>28008533
I am about to turn 22, anon-san.
>>28008677
Not him, but I live in Berlin if you're interested.
>>28005424
>you will never have a gf that's into gokkun
Why even fucking live?
>DD/LG roleplay
>extremely dominant rough sex
>piss and scat play
>deepthroating until vomit
But I get turned on by most things, I'm attracted to the fact the things are taboo more than the act itself (although I have tried all of them)
>>28008493
No worries. I've actually been writing up something for my therapy this whole time. Double the catharsis, double the posting time.
I can understand you getting a negative mental image after hearing someone admit to doing things like this. Still, I've known quite a few people with paraphilias who have histories just as bad as mine (if not worse) and I was able to talk to them face-to-face without judgement, because I empathized with their plight and really wanted to be able to be emotionally available to them, not so wrapped up in judging them that I couldn't have a conversation. I don't know. I'm sure our perspectives are different based on our experiences.
My tolerance for decomposition has grown considerably over the years. As a child I was even a little squeamish- I could torture and kill animals without batting an eye but I was easily grossed out by things like the smell of something rotting or seeing very decomposed road kill. After hitting puberty, though, and getting turned on by these things so strongly, it became impossible for me to not begin to like them on every level. It was only a matter of time before I actively sought out anything I could that could decompose just so I could be around it. Not just for sexual gratification but because it makes me feel good on a deeper level. It's intensely satisfying. I'm not sure if you've ever held a woman that you loved before, but it's the closest thing I can compare it to- a mixture of sexual arousal, comfort and reassurance.
>you could use some self-love
you don't know the half of it, man.
I'll still definitely check Outsiders out. Didn't mean to sound so critical, I was just surprised by the demographics he chose to study. Makes sense for the time it was written in, though.
>>28008467
Sure, chating is cool I guess.
>>28008494
>>28008067
>>28007740
>>28007523
please respond necrophile robot I really want to talk about this.
>>28008897
do you have skype?whyisnothingoriginal
>>28008987
I completely missed your post, sorry about that.
The chances of us getting caught just from this conversation alone is so astronomically high I could never agree to it. I'm surely on multiple watchlists from posting on /r9k/ about this for years, both of our IPs are logged, there are tons of people who are aware of our conversation who could go to the authorities if they ever found out about it. Our activity online could be traced from this conversation as well, no matter how many other hoops we jump through. There are many people who have tried setting up murder-suicides, suicide pacts, consensual homicides and such all through the internet and a large number of them get caught. It would NOT be worth the risk. Even if you're suffering and ending your life would be doing you a favor, I can't risking ruining my own life just for the sake of us getting off.
That's not even mentioning how many people I would be letting down if I killed you. I've made a promise to someone very close to me that I would never hurt anyone else again just because of my fetish, no matter how hard it is, and I intend to keep it. I wouldn't want to let down my psychologist, the few members of my family I care about, and so on.
>my fucking face when typing this when there's nothing more in the world that I'd like to do than go along with it, have no conscience and give in to these fucking urges
>>28005422
Are you me?
Most original comment here. Fukken robot.
>>28009020
I know it sounds pretty sketchy but I actually don't right now, if you leave me yours I can install it at some point and recover my old account and add you. However it's just up to you if you can be bothered waiting a day or so. Unless you have anything else in mind?
>>28009105
I understand your hesitations, I really do, and it's admirable that you want to get past it all. it's not easy having a fetish you'll never be able to satisfy, I identify with what you said earlier about it consuming your thoughts. I find it takes the flavor out of life. I haven't been able to open up to my therapist at all about this particular fetish, because I've been in the psych wards enough and don't really fancy being sent to the state hospital for the 90-day sentence (which is what I get next time I am admitted).
even if you don't want to pursue it - do you have skype?
maybe it would be pseudo-satisfying to talk about it between ourselves.
I've never met anyone who openly talked about this before.[email protected]
>>28009294
>I know it sounds pretty sketchy
what exactly makes you think that that is sketchy
>>28009381
Its a pretty normal thing to have I guess.
>>28009119
myniggamyniggamymothafuckinnigga.wav
>>28004934
My greatest sexual fantasy is to marry a wonderful woman who sadly turns out to be infertile. To raise a kid we adopt a troubled teen. She's very angsty and rebellious but slowly comes to trust me and my wife. Tragically, my wife is killed in a car accident on a bright cold day in April. Months pass and I am still depressed. My step daughter does everything she can to console me, before finally offering herself as my surrogate wife. I initially refuse but the love and repressed lust for my stepdaughter eventually overwhelm me. We have passionate/frantic but loving sex, and at the moment of climax she puts her legs around me and draws me in, whispering for me to get her pregnant so she can give me a child. I come inside her and she says thank you dad. We cuddle and she falls asleep in my arms, while snow falls softly into the front yard.
>>28009312
Sorry to hear about your troubles with the psych ward, I can sympathize. Better to be safe than sorry.
I'm REALLY bad about maintaining social contact right now. This thread is the most I've talked in weeks... months? Quite awhile. It also would probably be counter-productive to the therapy I'm in right now, which is about carefully exposing myself to these things. Talking about it frequently outside of my sessions could harm my progress.
I post on /r9k/ pretty frequently. I'm sure we'll run into each other again in the future- I'll be a lot more receptive to talking elsewhere once this nightmare therapy is over.
I have to get to bed but it was a real pleasure talking with you all. Thanks for listening.
>>28009294
Do you have an email then? Or anything else I can't think of? If not, I don't mind waiting for you anon.
loli, ahegao, paizuri, footjobs (strangely not a foot fetish I just like the view while getting one), futas/sissies/femboys, SS, incest.
the basics really
>>28005104
Bloatfly girl, is that you?
>>28009555
nice trips, anyway. sleep tight, friend.
I hope we do run into each other again someday.
>>28005151
I couldn't care less about anyone's panties. I don't understand the fetish at all.
>>28009641
I like panties tho too.
its the anticipation of seeing whats under them and the appeal of knowing that just under that slim soft layer of fabric is a very very wonderful thing
>>28004934
hoping some attractive female programmer sends me a message and pics and such proving she's real and saying she's on her way over to my house so i can be out side waiting for her instead of my dad having to answer the door and let her in
>>28009651
diapers. fuckn nasty.
what is it with piss and shit that gets people off?
>>28008877
yes of course. maybe i'm an optimist i believe most problems could be actually solved through sincere communication. it's just that your preferences are so distant to mine i couldn't guarantee not being uncomfortable IRL. but maybe i would actually not care as soon as i see you're not going to jump on the occasion and kill me. that would be in the back of my mind as well, of course, just like i try to be aware not getting scammed by any normie i'm talking with.
wow, you just made me associate the first pictures that comes to my mind when thinking about death (a huge fish i've seen rotting on grass, maggots and awful smell) with the idea of holding a woman i love, which is a feeling i'm lucky enough to have experienced, and will maybe experience again in the not so distant future, it's really two completely opposite things to me. really both ends of a spectrum.
around middle school, i realized for the first time how i was actually made of flesh, guts and a ton of super gross things, and assumed everyone was comfortable with the idea since the information was publicly available. now this idea evolved into the realization of my own mortality, something i will now always think about. took me some time to realize the huge majority of adults aren't ok at all with even thinking about these ideas.
now that i think about it, Lovecraft wrote a commissioned text about your condition (i think it's just called "the necrophile"), you could like it. he also wrote another thing but i can't remember the title, it's about two guys digging graves and basically making themselves a collection of smells, items, etc related to death. it's kind of a dark ripoff of "a rebours", from huysmans, (excellent read about exclusion from society btw)
i feel like you're happy to relate to people through fiction, so i'm suggesting stuff that crosses my mind. someone made a thread on this board talking about /lit/ related books, maybe you can find good stuff in pic related.
>>28009556
Sure, you can email me at lucythepotato1@gmail. Don't worry about the name its just a bot account I made for shitposting on serious websites.
>>28009723
various*
Original comment.
>>28005104
4 real? pics or didn't happen
>>28009555
aw damn, i was fixing my internet, this is why i took so much time answering. (>>28009712)
have to go to bed as well anyway.
also i'm clearly not prepared to have an opinion on consensual murder-suicide sex. i will have to ponder about the moral implications of this now...
sweet dreams anon, i'll remember this conversation. hello to whoever is now monitoring me if i am now on a watchlist for talking to you. monitor someone else or get another job, please.
>>28009641
Panties are really cute, especially children's panties. Knowing that her pussy was rubbing up against them is heaven. Seeing how they wrap about her cute little butt and her bald child pussy is love!
>>28005104
>Nobody gets the reference and thinks it's real
>>28004934
Too many to list, so I'll just say my most taboo. Female circumcision
>>28009294
"it sounds pretty sketchy"
you guys realize the other posts around yours are about two anons considering mutual benefits of a sex murder-suicide pact, right?
this is my fetish
not even joking
http://www.heavy-r.com/video/217685/Daughter_amp_Dad_scat_bath/
http://poopeegirls.com/2149-anal-sex-dick-in-shit.html
http://poopeegirls.com/1445-monster-anal-fuck-with-shitting.html
http://www.xvideos.com/video3316032/extreme_anal_fucking_my_wife_julia
>>28010132
>this is my fetish
>not even joking
same desu senpai
>you will never find a gf to have poopy sex with
>>28010071
I wouldn't expect anything less from /r9k/ to be fair. Life is a little strange sometimes.
Bottomless is good. Especially onshotas.Chubby shotasto be exact.
>>28004934
I want to be forcefully transformed into a cute girl, and constantly teased, dressed up, groped and all sorts of other fun stuff. A girl or dickgirl doing this would be great, but guys are good toofat otakus particularly, idk why. Yuri is still better though.
Masturbating and grinding are super duper hot too. Can never decide between wanting to be small and booby or even smaller and a bit loli.
Personality modification is shit, but absolute orders, heightened sensitivity and arousal/craving is pretty great.
It sucks that I'd never be able to pass as a trap/trans, and even if I could I would just be more frustrated about mot feeling biologically female. So my imagination anf RP is pretty much all I have.
Never even masturbated irl, just can't do it with this shit guy body.
Having this fetish is sufferring.
>>28010168
i had a gf (my only gf ever) for a year and a half and we had a lot of poopy and farty anal sex toward the end of the realationship.
the first time we did anal she shat all over me. i didn't realize til half way cus i was drunk but i started to smell it then she told me i had to cum and finish so i remembered my years of poop fetish build up and shot my load right up her rectum and sprayed her shit with my white cum.
it was a huge pain in the ass cleaning the shit off my knob after though, it's hard to rub off.
i miss near the end though because she'd always fart on my cock as i was thrusting it inside her guts.
>>28010168
>>28010132
what is the appeal even
I can get off to anything besides scat and feet.
>>28005325
Oh man I hope I meet a lady like you one day.
>>28004934
jesus christ where to begin
anal, rarely get off without it
orgasm/masturbation control
ass-to-mouth and various other degrading shit
fisting/gaping/large insertions/etc
mother/daughter incest; something about it just really gets me off, though only in porn
taking a relatively innocent girl and turning her on to my perversions (i've come back to exes up to half a decade later just to see what's happened; most of them develop serious anal fetishes. feels good man)
women being exhibitionists/taking nudes/videos of themselves
general BDSM shit can be fun, but it's not a kink as such
the irony is, i also enjoy really gentle, loving sex
I like wearing women's tights / socks
They're just so snug and they make my legs look so good.
>>28010447
>taking a relatively innocent girl and turning her on to my perversions (i've come back to exes up to half a decade later just to see what's happened; most of them develop serious anal fetishes. feels good man)
nice dude, nice. you sound like me.
>the irony is, i also enjoy really gentle, loving sex
same t b h
Wedgies
Spanking
DD/lb ageplay
General submissive shit and power differences
Mild private humiliation
Bedwetting
Tighty whities (the humiliation, think middle school locker room)
Pantsing
CBT, esp. toothpaste
>>28010518
>Pantsing
>CBT, esp. toothpaste
what are these?
big sisters are my favorite kink
>>28004934
I have a huge fetish for lovey-dovey romance stuff. I used to get a boner every time my girlfriend said something sweet or cute to me.
>>28010518
My sexuality is more copypasted preadolescent autoeroticism and coping mechanisms for feelings of powerlessness than actual sexual interest in other human beings.
>tfw even at your most private and pleasurable moments you can't hope to escape being extensively defined by the vice grip of the past
>>28010553
>pantsing
Someone pulls your pants down, like as a prank
>CBT
Cock and ball torture. Getting kicked in the nuts and shit. If you put Toothpaste on your balls/dick it burns like hell
>>28010728
I used to spread toothpaste on my asshole while in the shower because I was desperately trying to stop being smelly. I felt a stinging/burning but fresh feeling for hours.
>>28010799
Ayy you gotta leave it on for a while, and the ass pucker is less sensitive than the balls. Push a finger length of toothpaste up your ass and rub it around your rectum and you will squirm like mad until your next shit.
Icyhot on balls is fun too, makes me cry most times
>>28005713
Uh, you might wanna seek professional help anon
>>28010071
don't be fucking rude, it's a lonely life not knowing anyone who shares your fucked-up and impossibly unsatisfiable fetish.
>tfw he didn't want to add me
now what?
>tfw you will never get fucked in the ass by a British girl
Why live?
>>28004934
I fucking love mlp porn
Fucking hate anthro mlp
Hooves or fuck off
pic related
I'm really turned on by girls who are into fucking horses. I'd love to know a girl like that and have her as a FWB, but never a GF.
