>told therapist about my loli obsession
>told her how I tried to sketch kids
>told her about my folders dedicated to collecting images of just one specific kid
>told her about imageboards
>"Oh, I see"
PARTYVAN INCOMING!
>>27995896
good luck on the inside anon
I'll send you flowers
pfthahahahaha this is like the one thing you don't share
rot in hell sicko
youre gonna get rekt
Why would you let anyone know about that sick shit? Even your therapist shouldn't know about that shit.
>>27995896
I really hope you're fucking joking. Top fucking kek you dumb cuck. Never say anything about hurting others, hurting yourself, or child pornography. Don't drop the soap, you retarded fucking faggot
>>27995896
>told her about my folders dedicated to collecting images of just one specific kid
who? 2d or 3d?
>>27995896
>loli obsession
Just admit you're a fucking pedo
>>27995896
[OP claimed this post was a joke.]
>>27995896
lmao, pedos are so stupid they just ban themselves from life huh
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>>27995896
>her
That was your first mistake.
Now you're probably on a watchlist.
>>27996210
It's not 3dpd if it's a loli
>>27996178
I just wanted help while I was in the psych ward and thought I should be honest
>>27996421
holy fucking shit anon. you'd better pucker your asshole, you know what they do to people like you in prison.
OH BOY, HERE WE GO MOTHA FUQQA.
>>27996421
well you thought wrong
this is now a "people who fucked up hard" thread
>>27995896
why would you bother telling your therapist that? there is no cure for autism, nothing good could have possibly came from this
>>27995896
>literally admitted to being a pedophile
>>27996421
You're about to be fucked by the long hard dick of the law my pedo friend. But before you do, care to post some images?
>>27996522
I remember Kitty-tan.
>>27996522
Lol. Good job anon. I almost feel bad for you, but you should have known better.
> telling the one thing you should never tell your therapist besides suicide/murder plans
But you can still avoid the coming storm if you microwave all of your drives and usbs with loli/cp on them and then smash them with a hammer and dump in a lake.
>>27996727
Surely the lake dumping would be sufficitent.
I'm picturing a team of SWAT divers scouting the ocean floor for computer parts
>>27995896
Best case scenario, they lock you up in a mental facility to get help. Worst case scenario, you go straight to prison. Either way, you fucked up
>>27996825
They can't fucking lock you up for having clothed pics of children on your computer.
>>27996421
Oh, it's you again, kek
and you're australian, right?
>>27996825
I haven't broken any laws
>everyone thinking OP fucked his life up
What is the therapist going to do? It's not like he told her he has illegal images or thoughts about harming actual children. Unless he did say that. OP, we need more info
>>27996848
>told her about my folders dedicated to collecting images of just one specific kid
if she thinks he's like a stalker it's the worst thing he could've said
>>27996843
you're a weird creep. thats all they need to know
>>27996843
Destroy any evidence. NOW.
>>27996861
I doubt collecting pictures of a girl equates to stalking. Worst case scenario, the therapist reports OP to the police for thought crimes and the police don't do shit because he hasn't actually broken the law
>>27996903
if he didn't specify who he was collecting pictures of it's a pretty easy conclusion to come to, he could be out taking pics of kid he lives near or something
>>27996903
>Worst case scenario, the therapist reports OP to the police for thought crimes and the police don't do shit because he hasn't actually broken the law
but there are pictures, and the therapist now knows this. OP is fucked
>>27996929
Pictures of children aren't illegal. He could get fucked for having loli though, depending where he lives
>>27996922
Oh jesus. I also told them about my constant thoughts to hurt myself but also the recurring dreams and fantasies about raping and killing people. They even gave me anti-psychotics because they thought I was psychotic just because of the shit I did. This stuff is all meant to be confidential isn't it?
God damn. What upsets me the most about this isn't the shame and embarrassment. It's the fact that psychology is shrouded in a thick blanket of "everyone matters!" "It gets better" and "X does not make you a lesser person!" But when it comes time for a clinician to face something that deviates from the usual break up with Chad or Grandma in hospital, all they can muster is
>"Oh, I see"
But they will still maintain the image of universal acceptance.
We are not of this world, ribbuts. Fuck that jew bitch.
>>27996979
Its confidential until they have reason to believe you're a danger to yourself or others
You're fucked, OP
The literal best you can do is destroy any evidence and try to claim you were being le edgy mastermind and lying to see what she would do
>>27996979
Only confidential as long as you aren't a threat to others or yourself, all determined by them of course
>>27996992
Fuck off pedophile
Not even your kind is welcome here
>>27995896
Don't worry, you didn't break any laws so you're not in trouble.
>>27996843
Everything is illegal where you live fampai
>>27995896
>woman
>doctor
Also, anon haven't you figured out by now that you should bottle your feelings up inside until they either explode in an alcohol/drug fueled rage or you die?
>>27997057
therapist isn't even a doctor which makes it worse because she has no professional standards to go by, just some degree she probably got online
>>27997067
It was a psychiatrist in the psych ward.
>>27997018
Not a pedophile, nor was I condoning it. The point of my post was to highlight the lack of integrity at the centre of psychology, which promotes equality while discreetly condemning certain "disorderly" behaviours.
If you wanna hate something, go ahead. Just don't pat yourself on the back for your all-loving virtue at the same time.
>>27997093
>psychiatrist
OP clearly said therapist. those are two completely different things
>>27997123
equality means everyone should be the same. psychologists are there to try and get you back into the fold, not get other people to accept you for being different.
>>27997128
I use the word interchangeably. It's all the same shit to me except the psychiatrists just give you meds.
>>27995896
>>told therapist about my loli obsession
NOPE
THAT'S A >NEVER DO THAT
There's just some things you never tell shrinks, and pedo is one of them.
>>27997145
Semantics.
I am referring to the covert selectivity of behaviours which psychology aims to treat. Slogans like "never be ashamed" and "it gets better" which are supposed to be *universal*... Are not.
>>27997200
psychology was designed by normies, for normies. occasionally a robot like OP flies into its web, but he was never meant to be there. it wasn't made for people like him. pedos and the like are just for psychologists to boost their careers over by writing studies on them
>>27997229
>psychology was designed by normies, for normies. occasionally a robot like OP flies into its web, but he was never meant to be there. it wasn't made for people like him
This is my point! Because they STILL engage in mutual backpatting for what they think is universal love and support.
>>27997267
You're literally complaining about normies being normies. This is just what they do, they live their lives in perpetual hypocrisy. Its like how some animals eat their own young or walk off into the distance until they die. We'll never understand it but we shouldn't try to meddle either, its just the way of things
>made child-fuck playlist
>put in on in living room
>danced to it
>entire family laughed at me for being "kooky" and having a "twisted sense of humor"
>>27997289
>You're literally complaining about normies being normies
I think I'm in the right place
>>27997319
I'm here to complain about circumstances, not the individuals who brought me here. I think everyone does exactly what they should be doing, its just that it can sometimes lead me down a sad, lonely path.
>tfw the only therapist that works for you is a nignog
If i were i would kill myself before the law fucked me hard
>>27995896
see you in 10-20 senpai
>>27996843
Where are you?
In the UK it is illegal to depict underage sexual activity, no matter what the medium.
P.S. rot in jail you nonce
>>27997329
Why is everyONE doing what they should be doing, but not everyTHING?
i.e. Why see fault in circumstance but not people?
Also.. Other people ARE circumstance. Or they at least create it..
But look at the universe in terms of physics. So there's just space dust moving around, going about its business. Each moment is a circumstance which leads to the next. One piece of dust pushes another.
>>27996903
But anything even remotely bad thing related to children bring out the hammer of justice in every normal people. If you ever think of children and you aren't a normie... death sentence is the best they can do.
roast your hdd in thermite
>>27997158
It's kind of hard to keep inside when your entire life revolves around little grills
>>27995896
Post the drawing
Original comment
>>27997782
Here. I tried my best!
My social worker saw it too
My dad hasn't asked why I've only drawn pictures of little girls so far
>>27998020
That's actually pretty good, new to drawing?
>My dad hasn't asked why I've only drawn pictures of little girls so far
He probably thinks it though
>>27998020
Fucking nice. I was expecting DeviantArt autism-tier shit
>>27995896
hope you get arrested fucking pedo scum
>>27998020
>artist becomes a pedo
>doesn't restrict his fascination with little girls to a purely artistic study
damn son why u gotta do that
>>27998083
I drew for a month then gave up but I felt like doing that the other day
When I get motivation again I'll try but this time I'll get a decent lamp and some decent pencils. I want to try actually hatching instead of smudging like a piece of shit.
Drawing is a waste of time though. Everyone should focus on more important things.
>>27996421
oh boy you're that Aussie anon with the messed up room
>>27998020
Well this is just pretty good. Now i actually do feel bad for you OP. You're just too unique for society. Shine on. Also if she let you go home you might be safe. You told her you had constant thoughts to hurt yourself and she didn't stop you. I wouldn't go back there again, though, and I certainly wouldnt ever talk about this with anyone again, ever. There's a very sizeable part of the population that would happily kill you or torture without mercy for this. And feel entirely justified.
>>27996421
How the fuck is there 49GB of pictures of this girl
>>27998162
That's even better than the last. Those are all good ideas. You could also try charcoal, if you have the right paper. It's harder at first but when done properly it can make some stunning pictures.
>Drawing is a waste of time though. Everyone should focus on more important things.
Y-yeah..
>>27998232
Probably includes videos
..wew lad
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>>27996843
Speaking of that, could anyone get in trouble for having for example Mirai Nikki on their hard-drive in a country where lolis are banned?
>>27998260
At least, sketching is a waste of time. I wish I was able to draw on computer or make pixel art then I could make all my own images
>>27998264
data is primarily video and photo edits I made
>>27998327
I was just thinking this, if it's anything underage like >>27997601 says then surely stuff like Highschool DxD is illegal?
>>27998327
Possibly, but they would really be fucking stretching it, in even the Commonwealth of "we have now banned nearly everything!" Australia
>>27995896
>having a female therapist
WHY
>have a 50yo male therapist
>tell him about my loli and my other unforgivable fetishes
>is unfazed, we talk about it
>later tell him that I have actual CP on my computer (I didn't, but wanted to see how he'd react)
>doesn't give a shit, tells me he thinks possession of CP is essentially a victimless crime
>advises me to stop downloading CP anyway in case I get caught
>>27998374
The question is whether they would bother to prosecute, for something as pervasive and not exclusively pornographic like anime, the answer is it's pretty doubtful.
>>27998336
You probably could.
Good drawing tablets and stuff are a bit pricey, but the skill translates better than you'd think.
>>27995896
nice going, fuckwit
>>27998389
>is unfazed
>doesn't give a shit
This is how all good, professional therapists react, male or female. Unfortunately most woman therapists are shit.
Also he almost definitely views you as scum
>>27998162
Hey, that's pretty gooood. Keep up the good work champ.
>>27998389
>Not seeing through his professionalism
Male therapists are leagues better than female therapists but that doesn't mean they don't judge you the same. You fucked up anon he probably hates your guts.
>>27995896
Im just posting this so i can embed the video to get around youtubes obnoxious age filter. I don't have a phone so I can't "verify" my age. What a load of fucking horseshit. Anyways, ignore this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yfrr3kxzJtU
>>27998584
>ignore this
ok
>>27995896
you fucking done kid
