Who /latenightfeels/ here?
Share your feels, bots.
>stay up till 5-6 in the morning every day
i dont even want to but i just feel like im not productive enough
Today is my birthday. Stayed up all night so I'm going to sleep through it. Doesn't matter because I have no friends to do anything with anyways.
>>27995325
happy birthday!
but yeah I woke up today at 2pm. I'm on vacation so I went down to the local 7-11 pick up a energy drink. Bored, so I ended up picking up a pizza and watching netflix all day. And only conversation I had today was with my roommate why I haven't got a call from my last interview. Which made me feel like shit.
>>27995250
I used to be a SAD GUY but then I started NO FAP and now I have CONFINENCE and NATIONALSOCIALIST POWERS and MAGNETIC GIRL ATTRACTION.
>inb4 placebo.
>>27995250
Why not?
I'm worthless, and a coward. My Mom is dead and my Dad doesn't care that I exist.
All my friends tell me to stop being such a pussy but I can't do it. I'm just not that kind of guy. They all think it's so easy being someone in my shoes but it isn't!
Being a NEET is the worst thing ever and I hate it.
I fap to anime women everyday and cry myself to sleep because I'm so lonely.
"Just go out and meet people, and be yourself!"
Yeah, like anyone would ever love a worthless anime-obsessed NEET.
I'm a failure, and I don't deserve the life that I have. I wish I had the willpower to commit suicide, but I'm too much of a pussy to even do that.
One man can't change the world, least of all me. I wish I were dead.
>>27995325
Happy bday brobot.
bloxolb
>>27995325
Happy birthday man, life can't be shit forever
>4am
>have class tomorrow
>didn't even bother to finish my rough draft
>it's not even for a grade so idgaf
>there's a cookout tomorrow
>every guy there will be a disgusting Chad as always
>weather was extremely stormy yesterday
>maybe they'll be stormed out today too
>mfw just watched this episode of Osomatsu-san
I think I've found my spirit animal, /r9k/.
>>27995346
>>27995371
Thanks anons. I appreciate it :)
Time to finish this beer and tap out.
>>27995396
Happy birthday and sweet dreams, anon.
Hope you have the less painful hangover of the two of us.
>>27995297
Same bro, I just sit in bed for hours telling myself I'll do something but I never do. 5 AM, it'll be six before I know it.
>>27995250
Gma died yesterday in the morning. Brother tried CPR and mom called 911. Shits fucking me up right now lads.
>>27995250
>life is in shambles, suck at everything
>decide to at least get /fit/
>3 nearly 4 years of 99% dedication with smart training/diet and I still look like total shit out the ass
>life still in shambles
>now it's just in shambles + I wasted all that time and money lifting
helium exit bag will be my next purchase, so help me
didn't work today
spent the whole day in vidya land forgetting my feelings
>>27995483
oh thats almost a haiku
>didn't work today
>spent whole day in vidya land
ahh fuck it, who cares
dad died little over a week ago
still kinda just feels like hes gonna come back
taking his ashes out to his fave fishing cove soon tho
hurts, boyz
>>27995464
that sucks. i get cut with minimal effort. got big when i got into the working out meme but lost it because too lazy/high.
>be overnight security guard
>work 5 days a week
>tfw you get paid to do the same shit you used to do as a NEET
8 hours of paid anime, shitposting, and reading
Still I hate this.
>no mana
>regret it to hell and back
Would have nice to have skipped that night with a succubus and just gone to 2D.
Fuck everything. It's all lies bots. They feed you the lie that sex will remove the machine. No, it only makes it worse. I want to go back.
Also it wasn't fun. It cost money, time and energy. Fuck it all.
I want to go to my doctor for more anti-anxiety meds and other stuff but I'm scared to, as the last time I went they tried getting me to voluntarily go to inpatient. (Only reason why, is cause the meds my doctor gave me the week before to try -out for my anxiety and depression just made my anxiety skyrocket to the point where I had a really bad panic attack and called the doctor's office on the fifth day of that shit and they scheduled an appointment and then I was sitting there 20 later still in panic-mode crying and shit.) and on top of that don't really want t o go back to my psychologist since she wouldn't speak to me on the phone when I was still panicking after getting home from doctors office since they prescribed me benzos and the withdrawal symptoms and shit on that is crazy. So I called psychologist to see if she was sure I should take them. but she wouldn't speak to me at all, and tried getting me to make an appointment for 3 days later. so I refuse to go back to see her ever again.
>>27995392
>tfw you're so tired and it's so late you keep using "tomorrow" when you mean "today"
just
My internet crush/oneitis I've known for 2+ years is starting to be blatantly obvious she's not interested in me anymore. Dead end convos are becoming more frequent as are her 15hr response times to my messages. She says she's busy (36 hrs a week + full time student) but how are we supposed to communicate effectively like that? Maybe my feelings for her are too strong than what she feels for me; if anything at all.
It hurts guys. I was her priority at one point. We'd fall asleep together on FaceTime and wake up together still on. Whenever we talked her face lit up with that beautiful smile.
I know I'm pathetic for orbiting a girl on the internet but we clicked so well.. it's hard to imagine I'd find anyone like her for a long time. She knows my feelings for her too. Maybe she's just manipulating me, keeping my wishful thinking and imagination happy enough so I keep giving her attention.
Been thinking about a lot. My life has been really hard, I never talk about it due to shame. I got issues.
>can't decide what I want to do with my life
>only productive hobby I genuinely enjoy doing is something I need to go out of my way to hide from my parents
>can't stick to anything and never achieve anything in life
>class at 8
>still up at 5:30
>waiting for cafeteria to open at 7
>going to skip class and sleep till 2 pm
>>27995562
Get some coffee anon, don't die today
>scrawny, constantly made fun of for being 55 kg
>eat all day, still lose weight
>not really good at anything, lost all hobbies years ago
>6'0, abs, never really had a problem getting a gf/bf, but always been the weaker in the relationship
>constant harassment from "built" guys
Any tips on getting big bots? Tired of this weak shit.
>>27995683
>Never really had a problem getting a gf/bf
Fuck off normie scum
