Does anybody want to hurt women? It's not even because I hate them (which i do), they just look too pretty.
I know I'm gonna be put on a watchlist, yeah, but does anybody else feel the same
>>27983976
Yeah, but more emotionally than physically.
>>27983976
So you hate them because they're pretty?
Fag-tron detected.
>>27984032
It's not that, I want to destroy it.
I'm fine with it, but I can't really explain why I would want to hurt them.
>>27984029
Thats alright with me, they're too obsessed with emotions.
My main gripe is that they flaunt their physicality too much, hurting it might effect them more
>>27984100
my college is 80% female and Im filled with loneliness and regret whenever i'm around the gorgeous, yoga pants wearing qts at college
>>27983976
Yes, I want to hurt them with my cock when I transition regular sex into rape. Fucked up part is they love it. This is how you correctly channel your hate for women, robots.
>>27984165
It's not supposed to be sexual, though I sometimes fantasize about it.
Fucking just gives them power.
I want pure submission.
>>27984165
tfw always told that women want gentle, emotional etc sex but actually want to be held down and used as a cum rag
>>27984153
That's horrible, sorry.
>>27984267
I mean, yeah, it is supposed to be sexual.
If you're asking if I want to hurt women just for the sake of hurting women and gaining nothing out of it OTHER THAN the joy of hurting women... well, then, you're kind of a psychopath.
I just want to discipline them.
>>27984269
Yes, exactly. Just use her tight, warm, wet pussy as a hole for you to jerk your cock off with. Women get off on being used.
Of course, this doesn't mean you should be a shitty lover. You still need to show her that gentle side. But when you get into that groove, don't you fucking stop. You pound that little pussy as hard as you can.
>>27984310
I find it odd how women have treated me like shit yet when I fight back I'm in the wrong.
>>27984322
Yeah, submission is great.
Careful anon, wouldn't want you to cut yourself on that edge
It's emotionally gratifying to have power over another person and it's the most viscerally satisfying when it's sexual. When you know she'd get angry if you ever called her out of her name on the street but if she took all her clothes off first you could call her a dirty whore and fuck her face until she cries from the gagging. Women are something else.
>>27984372
if you think this is "edgy" then you need to leave roastie
>>27984351
Right dude, you know two wrongs don't make a right. You're a man, you're better than all of these stupid bitches. Rise above the bullshit, realize that some shit that narcissistic hos said can't and WON'T have an impact on who you know you are. Even in the face of shitty treatment, stand up. This is what a real man does. You don't allow yourself to be a doormat, and you also don't cater to the whores who treat you like shit, but you ALSO don't go out of your way to attack them, because that's weakness. It's showing they hurt you. There will be women who notice.
>>27984398
Because stoic passiveness is the only way to respond to being treated like shit only because it's a woman. You sound like somebody giving advice to a wimpy faggot kid who gets bullied. "Don't let them see your tears"
>>27984372
I kind of knew people would say that, I wonder why these people are on /r9k/ just to defend, but I'm not stopping you.
>>27984398
It's more of a side thing. It's not any main issue, it's just whenever I'm done doing my "work". I just think it would be fun to go up to an attractive woman and hit her with a metal baseball bat
>>27984443
>stoic passiveness
>>27984398
>You don't allow yourself to be a doormat
Look, all I'm saying is don't be some injured woe is me faggot who goes out of his way to make random women he doesn't know unhappy.
You can call them out on being bitches, because that's self-respect. I never said don't defend yourself.
>women
>looking "too pretty"
Man, go look on some artist's atlases and whatnot, build a mental imagery of how the human body could look and realize how ugly, out of shape and deformed people around you are.
There, OP's weird antisocial compulsion cured.
>>27984395
Try again fagtron
>>27983976
OP it kind of sounds like you're a rapist in the making. You should find a healthy outlet for your aggression. It hurts when you see a pretty girl, because it's something you can't have, but that's life, man. It's full of tantalizing shit. Torturing a girl is not going to make you stop seeing red, or take away your pain. You should get on some meds or find something else that calms you down. Or you're likely going to end up in prison. Just take it easy. You can beat this thing, with a little self-discipline.
>>27984480
Fair enough my anonymous friend.
>>27984506
If OP isn't a neet maybe he should just get his sperged up nerves together and find the courage deep inside of him to pay for a blowjob from a 7/10 hooker just to get some of the school shooter rage out of his system. I know this forum is full of psychopaths but at least most of them are too socially repressed and scared to do the horrible things they fantasize about.
>>27984506
No, you don't understand. I don't want sex. It doesn't hurt to see a pretty girl. I just love the idea of pain
The NSA is probably shitting themselves right now.
>>27984548
Oh wow you defintely are a serial killer. You're literally just a sadist who replaces sexual desire with the need to inflict pain. Better sharpen the kitchen knives and start luring stray cats.
>>27984548
This is the most normie advice ever, but you need therapy broseph
I'm not saying this in a bad way either. You need someone who's qualified help you figure out where that weird thing with pain comes from for you. It's not healthy and most people don't have it. Nothing wrong with therapy either, don't let it make you think you're different, or fucked up, or weak.
OP here
If anybody wants to take a little breath, thankfully I haven't done this and I don't want to go to jail for this.
>>27984627
Do it pussy
>>27984585
>>27984615
Fuck off normies
>>27984627
Remember, 4/20 is tomorrow.
>>27984661
Well the thing is I'm still doing my "work"
>>27984661
I'm being admonished for placing bets on Elliot Roger 2: Electric Boogaloo.
I'd much rather hurt Chad.
>>27984661
this board needs to be shut down you people need help yeah yeah i know im a fuckin normie
>>27984718
Eh, I dunno. They never hurt me
>>27984731
Yeah I can understand why people think what I say is weird. I probably do need help.
>>27984731
I hope you're the first one OP kills you dumb whore
I think it's a great forum for helping people to manage their psychotic urges. Robots exist on the fringe of society, and this is all most of us have. Maybe we can't prevent a sexual sadist from acting out his fantasies, but the guy has to talk about it with someone, or he's going to lose his shit.
>>27984492
Humans look ugly, yes. But I don't think it would solve that
>>27984858
It truly is saving lives, even though the people on the board are feeling lots of pain.
This board and my "work" is holding me back in terms of that.
It's not a sexual thing though
>>27984774
>being this angry at someone concerned about a person who said they enjoy inflicting pain on beautiful women
A soccer ball made out of razors doesn't have as much edge as you.
I've never wanted to hurt women, really. However, I did go through a period where seeing a woman I was attracted to inspired a dizzying degree of anger.
Although I knew full well I would never act on my anger, I found the feeling quite painful and decided to get treatment for it. After a battery of personality tests and a Rorschach exam, I was told that a perfect doctor was found for me.
The day I reported to meet this perfect doctor, I was arrested by Office of Mental Health goons armed with tasers. I was locked up, drugged into a stupor, and housed with lunatics. I shared a ward with a fellow who reminisced fondly about chopping his ex-wife's head off and running her over with a bus. He still wore a wedding ring. There was also the incredibly obese fellow who screamed songs by Rush and threw tantrums on behalf of "the mushroom people", who he felt had been deprived of their civil rights.
I endured my time and was eventually released. The exit interview was horrible, sitting before a conclave of doctors with false sympathy in their eyes as I explained my situation.
Now I simply manage all of the nasty sentiments by drinking.
When all is said and done, I don't hate women. I don't want to hurt them. After all, it is only right for women to be repulsed by me. These women are all just following the dictates of Nature.
Why hate a daughter for the inexorable cruelties of her Mother? Why bother hating women when it is so much more reasonable to hate God?
>>27984997
That is utterly heartbreaking and what happened to you should be a crime. Absolutely shocking. I can only guess the US would be this much of a backwards shithole to the mentally sniffled?
>>27984997
Damn that's fucked up. I hope you're doing better, though considering we're both on /r9k/ I pretty sure you're not.
I see your point though. I do hate the higher forces at some points but I feel great right now.
Stacy or Chad, I kinda wanna make an incision in their abdomen and then stick my hand into it and just feel around kinda like a surgeon.
Being a drawfag, I'd also like to doodle shit on their skin with a knife.
I'd like to stick various uncomfortable items up their ass and ask them what it feels like. I wanna see whether I could have them get off while being hurt.
While hurting them, I'd tell them over and over how sorry I am. Before killing them, I'd pour my heart out and try to make them understand why I am hurting them. I wanna try to make them pity me. Not that I expect to succeed.
The whole ordeal would probably be 99% talking. Not just about me, we'd talk about various shit. People usually don't listen or speak to me so I'd take my chance with whoever I'd tie up in my dungeon.
Too bad I'll never have the guts and lack of heart to abduct someone.
>>27985052
Well, it is true that I'm an American. While I don't know whether other countries have better ways of dealing with monsters like me, that false sympathy in the eyes of the doctors may speak to this.
In retrospect, I think the sympathy was false because the doctors were expected to sympathize with something alien. Lunatics and retards were something they could comprehend. But a man frustrated and angry because he was an old virgin? That was a novelty. That was a real freak, that was one for the books. Not because anger was alien, but because adult male virginity and the sentiments associated with it was. I was a bad star, some sign that Nature had gone horribly wrong. The sickness of men can be treated with drugs...there is no remedy for the monsters.
>>27985080
Lamentably, I'm not doing better. As time goes by, it grows progressively worse. But that's why God invented liquor I suppose. There has to be something capable of keeping his monsters tame.
>>27985171
Interesting.
Now that I think about it, I wouldn't know what it'd say if it actually happened.
>>27985202
Damn, sorry.
>>27985202
I bet a lot of these problems could be solved by having more brothels/escort services. There needs to be a fair sexual outlet for single men. Americans are repressed and become sexually frustrated, and then it creates a kind of psychosis. It's more common than you think.
>>27985312
OP here.
The odd thing is that I've almost always had this, though it used to be more than just women.
>>27985312
>I bet a lot of these problems could be solved by having more brothels/escort services.
Untrue. I wish it were not, but prostitutes and brothels and all the rest simply wouldn't do any good.
When it comes to sex, we all desire sexual affection. We want to experience that sort of intimacy with someone who actually desires us, actually considers us worthy of that shared experience.
If I wanted to, I could go to a prostitute and shed my wizard status. This is true. I could go to a woman and pay her to fight back the urge to vomit as she submitted to my loathsome touch. And I can guarantee you that this would be far more painful than remaining as I am now. And that's saying quite a bit. Because the wizard robes are very heavy burden.
It is not the lack of sexual release that causes sickness. Masturbation can provide that much. It is the lack of sexual affection and the radical rejection that entails. You are one of Nature's abortions, you are a monster. You don't have license to live as people live.
That's what inspires the dizzying anger. That's what lets all of those unclean spirits in your head. No exorcist could hope to help the men like me. How much less would a prostitute help!
>>27985171
Felt like adding a little to this:
The reason I'd tell them I'm sorry is probably not because I actually am. It's because it'd give me a sense of empowerment. By repeatedly apologizing it would mean I'm in a position where I can wrong them over and over without any consequences.
By not lowering myself to mere insults, I'd be taunting them while keeping my dignity.
Or something.
>>27985462
*or, not dignity, actually.
I'd be upholding the idea of me being a good person to myself.
Bad people insult. Good people apologize.
>>27983976
hurt them as in consensual sex then never call them again then they scream rape then they have an unfortunate accident that leaves them paralysed and the charges are dropped, right?
>>27985453
Totally understandable. Same reason why I used to feel like I'd hate myself if I did it but the more I watch porn and see what some perfect slut will do to a guy that's just hitting average looking status because of how little she gives a fuck the more I feel like it might be worth it. In reality, a large part of us are only barred from le coitus because we're failing at social rituals, not because we're so utterly repulsive that nothing on the face of God's green earth could ever enjoy being at the ends of our bells.
Of course, some of us really are.
>>27985462
Pretty funny to be honest.
>>27985531
Nah, just the pain first. I don't even have to know the woman either.
>>27985531
*because the only way she can now communicate is through a series of grunts, moans and squeals while simultaneously drooling everywhere, right?
>>27983976
Look up ryona
>>27985579
I like the long-lasting pain, blood, and death the most.
Seems pretty interesting though.
I catfish the stacys online, fuck women, they're fucking evil, vindictive and terrible "people" senpai
>>27985453
Are you so certain? Because after you have your horrible first sexual experience, you can begin to work towards seeing yourself as more than just a loathsome creature unworthy of love. If you believe that about yourself, others will believe it too. Or maybe you do always have to pay for sex. At any rate, it can bring you up a bit, relieve stress. A lifetime without sex is just about the hardest path anyone can walk. I don't see how it can work in the long run. Eventually, you're going to snap, unless you can find a way to kill your sex drive.
I'm know sure why so much of the discussion is related to sexuality. I mean I've fantasized though it's not really the main focus.
>>27983976
Why not kill one?
it should be on any man life check list.
>>27985540
>n reality, a large part of us are only barred from le coitus because we're failing at social rituals, not because we're so utterly repulsive that nothing on the face of God's green earth could ever enjoy being at the ends of our bells.
Social awkwardness does play a role in a man losing virginity at a relatively late age. I agree completely. However, it's important to bear in mind that "late" can mean 25 years old in most cases.
I've walked the witching-way for six long years. At my age, there is something about you that must particularly repulsive to result in maintaining that virginity. After all, most men are no longer virgins by my age. That includes the "conventionally unattractive", the obese, the shy and all of the men who are cursed with the traits that make developing an actual sexual relationship difficult.
There really is no hope for someone like me. The funny thing is that I'm not particularly shy. Granted, I won't approach a woman I don't know and begin talking with her. But that's not because of shyness. If you meet a woman's gaze and see nothing but revulsion there, it would be a testament to your lack of social graces and sensitivity if you went ahead and did so anyway.
The good thing is that men like me are very rare. There are very few men that no woman wants. In that respect both God and Nature are merciful to the vast majority.
Insofar as the tiny majority is concerned, well, there isn't anyone to which they can appeal. They can only do their best to be good in a moral sense, in the sense that mankind has defined it, while being monstrous in the eyes of the Creator.
>>27985747
I dunno. I'm not sure if I'd be ready for such a big task.
>>27985674
>Are you so certain? Because after you have your horrible first sexual experience, you can begin to work towards seeing yourself as more than just a loathsome creature unworthy of love.
Yes, I am certain. Because if I have to pay for a woman to touch me, then I am by definition worthy of actual sexual love. I would be the same loathsome creature, nothing would change.
I've seen those documentaries about old male virgins like me who visit sexual surrogates. The idea is that once they are familiar with sex, they can go on to form authentic sexual relationships. It's a fine idea, but it fails in the way all idealistic projects fail.
The men who go to these surrogates never have sex again. They are just as undesirable as they were before.
>>27985819
>then I am by definition worthy
"By definition UNWORTHY" I mean, of course. These discussions would be better sober, but I'm very rarely sober these days.
>>27983976
The thumbnail looked like an infected anus
>>27984946
>egde meme
this is a weeb neighbourhood normie roastie faggot slut chad dyke physics bitch dumpster cum slut
>>27985772
I know, it sounds pretty hard to do but I think once you pass the fear of doing it and actually do it, it must be such a relief. Next step would be killing a normie guy.
Campers and tourists in the wilderness could be the best to not be caught. No one sees, hear or catch you.
>>27985966
eh i dunno
i just want to see pain
bump
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>>27983976
>tfw I spent an hour and a half today describing in explicit detail how I constantly have intrusive, obsessive thoughts about torturing and murdering women, then mutilating their corpse and having sex with it
>as part of my therapy, my psychologist instructs me to "own" my thoughts, stay with them, and tell myself, "yes, I'm going to do this, yes, I'm going to kill them" and so on
>my fucking face while doing this in public
>>27987058
what? Your psychologist is retarded
>>27987058
Somehow I think you've misunderstood what you're supposed to do.
