Who here /alcoholic/
>tfw hopeless alcoholic for 11 years
>drunk at least 3/4 of the time I spend awake everyday
>constant stomach and head pain
>shit blood almost daily
>know I won't live another 10 years
Hold me bros
stop drinking loser
Do you work? Having a job actually gives me some sense of purpose and a routine that doesn't involve drinking.. I'm basically drunk all the time whenever I have a day off, so it's good to just have the job to instill some discipline if nothing else.
why not just smoke weed instead man? you just had to go and fuck yourself up with alcohol
>these are the people that post DUDE WEED LMAO
>>27968090
I'd say I'm one. I know that once I start drinking, I don't stop until either I pass out or run out of alcohol, in which case I have gone to go purchase more and continue until I pass out.
>>27968278
>tfw I'm out of my supply
>tfw I haven't finished anything while the smoking weeks
Fuark
>>27968204
Only twice a week for a few hours. But it's from home so I could be blackout drunk and still do it. The only time I try to remain sober is when I have to see my parents. I try and hide it from them but my brother and sister know I'm an alcoholic
>tfw crashed my dad's ATV into a parked car drunk on Christmas day
Screwed genetics gave me an addictive personality. Got addicted to snus at 13 and quit at 21. Been an alcoholic for about 4 years. Some good is coming from it though. I got a bit of a beer belly from drinking so it gave me motivation to work out again. So now I work out then get home and get blasted and pass out.
>>27968367
How do you find the motivation to work out?
I feel like shit when I'm hungover or just not drinking. I pour sweat like a faucet
All my money goes to alcohol. It seems like its the only thing that makes me enjoy life. I try to ration my 1.75 bottle of vodka to last a week but I end up drinking half in one night.
I desperately need a drug that will help me enjoy life, i suffer from crippling depression.
weed sucks so dont even say it.
>>27968412
I honestly never get hungover. I drink until I black out/puke then pass out. Wake up refreshed.
>>27968483
>1.75 bottle of vodka
That's what I drink too familia
2 handles and a fifth of popov a week.
Feels terrible man
>>27968483
Shrooms/salvia. They make you forget about everything for a bit. I had some pure Crystalline Salvinorin A that I would use all the time along with being smashed.
>>27968288
Iktf. I can never have booze in my apt or I'll just drink it all, regardless of what I have to do the next day or what my commitments were.
Either I'll drink until I pass out or finish it all.. Whatever comes first. Then if there's leftover I'll just start drinking early the next day, usually just a few mins after waking up. Only way I can go days at a time without drinking is to just not have any at my disposal. I can't imagine what it's like for all those people who just have bottles and bottles of booze sitting around their homes. I wouldn't be able to stand it.
>>27968517
>I honestly never get hungover
My man. I never get hangover either.
>>27968596
Shrooms are a great drug, but I couldn't picture doing them more than once every few months. It's just too intense a thing to do frequently
>>27968608
I used to be like this.. Just wait until you get a little older. I never got any hangovers until around the mid twenties. Then they just get worse and worse
>>27968615
They get easier the more you do them. and you can also do smaller amounts. I usually do about 7 caps but if I want a mellow high I will do half that. It also helps I grow my own.
>>27968649
I'm 32. I never get hangovers. Some people just don't get them. It's all genetics
>go to pour a drink
>dead fruit fly in my bottle
Life sucks, now I'm sitting here with warm beer after downing half a cup of triple sec.
>>27968608
Same, at least further on into my drinking. At first I would get headaches and sometimes nausea when I'd wake up. Later on I stopped having headaches or nausea, it really didn't feel like I was hungover, it wasn't that unpleasant. I'd just kind of feel like I was still buzzed, but without feeling good. That is the best way I can describe it.
On a related note to the day after heavy drinking, I noticed sometimes that things would sound higher pitched. For instance I'd still be a little drunk and would feel like listening to music, so I'd open a song I'm very familiar with, it would sound noticeably higher pitched. It was odd.
>>27968278
weed causes depression when you quit
source: smoked an ounce every two weeks for a few years, quit, then did it all over again a couple years later, repeated x2
>>27968776
Just extra protein. Good for the growing boy
>>27968776
>fruit fly
Desu you probably eat a dozen of those just sleeping. You could put a fist full in my drink and I would still drink it.
>>27968753
you must be drinking some high quality alcohol then.
try drinking a shit ton of skol or any cheap triple filtered shit.
>>27968823
I drink ten high plastic bottle rotgut whiskey. Definitely not high quality.
>>27968776
That fruit fly wouldn't stop me, I'd drink that bitch up too if he got in my bottle.
>>27968351
As trite as it may sound, I was right where you were over three years ago. I changed. Being sober is amazing - there is true happiness in sobriety. I guarantee it. Reach out for help. You can beat it.
I haven't drank in about 9 and 1/2 months as of now, currently on probation for a public intoxication and obstructing an officer charge. It's a deferred sentence with probation for a year, and if I complete my requirements of the probation, my guilty plea is retracted and I won't be convicted of the charges.
>>27968857
Tried it, life was still shit. Still was never happy. Still felt depressed all the time. Made me want to kill myself even more. Had nightmares every night and sleep paralysis. So no thanks on that, tried it for over a year. Will not go back to being sober.
>>27968483
ecstasy my dude
>>27968596
>shrooms everyday
are you saying that anon should take shrooms everyday so that he gets mentally retarded and doesnt have to worry about self awareness?
>>27969200
Small doses and not every day. Also shrooms have no correlation with "mental retardation" so there is nothing to worry about there. I took them all the time through art school and they upped my interest in painting a lot. It's much better than killing your liver and dying at 45. I bought shroom spores for like $30 and have been growing them from that for the last 4 years. Very easy to do.
>>27969265
Shrooms can definitely make people, in a sense, retarded
look at syd barrett
Pyschedelic heads can get the same thing alcoholics get: wet brain
They are safe, but if you do too much, youre fucked
>>27969265
Do you have any pics of your mushroom grows familirino
>>27969373
I'm not saying use them forever. I'm saying use them to help ween off of alcohol.
>>27969265
>not everyday
That's the problem seeing as anon is looking for a better way of staying fucked 24/7
But honestly you faggots just smoke weed. Alcohol is awful unless drank in a social situation and it's not like anyone on here gets into those often.
I think I'm an alcohol
only feel not shitty when I drink, can drink a 30 rack in a night if I wanna
>>27969527
>30 rack
HOW
O
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I can't drink that much fluid. Most beer I can drink is 10 or 12 and I'm not even drunk, just tired with a very mild buzz
>>27969607
I can easily drink 3-5 in an hour but I'm pretty big
>>27969759
For you
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>>27969759
Are you 500lbs?
>>27969792
g-g-g-ood one, anon
>>27969809
6'3" 220# and I drink 3-7 nights a week :(:
>boring lonely little uninteresting faggot forcing these shitty threads daily because he wants attention and wants to slap some stupid fucking tumblr label on himself to make himself feel like a unique snowflake
>>27968804
>weed causes depression when you quit
how is that worse than drinking a substance classified as a 'depressant' every day
>>27969915
Nah bro, he's just the drink
>>27969915
>calling anybody a faggot after saving this image
>>27969920
A depressant isn't something that makes you depressed, it just depresses your central nervous system. It can still make you happy, just through processes opposite to that of a stimulant.
>>27968090
Stop ruining your life,dude. Get help. Get better. Read about muscle relaxants helping with addictions
>>27969954
it can make you happy in a short run, and absolutely miserable on longer ones
i know it does
>Drinking non stop since I turned 21
>Drinking bottom shelf vodka
>Spend atleast $100 a week on booze
>Decided enough was enough
>Went cold turkey threw away all my booze
I'm on day 3 of no booze. I'm i suppose to feel so disoriented? Starting to feel scared now that I almost ed have 2 near seizures
>not living the straightedge lifestyle
I have never had a beer before in my life.
>>27970797
But you have hard hard liquor. Welcome to alcoholics 101 anon. please tell us about yourself.
>>27970752
You never go cold turkey with booze. Too dangerous You have to taper off.
My uncle who is alcoholic is finally dieing. He was a NEET until death and this is a huge wake-up call for me. I don't want to end up like him.
>>27969607
After a while you start pissing them out very fast. Back in the day i could easily drink about 10 in an hour, now i haven't drank quite as much lately.
I'm pretty big and had much exercise.
>>27969607
Not him, but I'm 6 foot and 170 pounds. It's really not that tough. Around number 18 you just stop feeling any effect and then you just keep drinking it because that's what you've been doing for the past few hours. It's not hard but I always get this crippling sense of sadness around the high twenties because you realize you're almost out and you realize you're almost out if that makes sense. It hurts but it keeps you from chugging that bottle which you know feels wrong from the get go. At least with a 30 rack in a night you lose count of how many you've had and it lasts longer. It helps delay the "fuck I need more" effect.
Does life get any better when you stop?
>>27971604
Why would it get any better? It gets worst because no you have to realise how shitty your life is
>>27968608
I'm Eastern European so basically immune to hangovers.
Also an alcoholic hehe xD
>>27968804
Sounds better than shitting blood
>>27971280
lel my grandpa died of alcoholism and idgaf
I'm on my way to the other side too
>>27971709
Ever have the burning shits? Just barely diluted hydochloric acid pouring out your anal cavity. I'd almost take blood over that.
Starte drinking 3-4 times a week in 2012. When I turned 18 I started buying beer every evening and eventually it turned into the only thing I did in my life for over a year. I would wake up, start drinking till I pass out wake up again and continue. I stopped drinking so much a month and a half ago and I also go to gym but I still drink like 3 times a week. Depression becomes really hard to cope with after like 60 hours of sobriety.
